So here is the next chapter. it's all in Emlie's POV. it takes place eleven years after her big fight with Jade and she doesn't explain what really happens this is sort of a chapter describing how her and Collin's relationship is so bare with me i felt like it was important tell me if it isn't. um...yeah so athey don't live in forks anymore they live ing Monatana, idk why i choose there, so

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Chapter 18

What's Wrong?

Emlie POV

"GRANDPA," I yelled I was slumped over a calculus book getting frustrated that I couldn't solve this stupid problem, I don't even know why I am taking this class clearly no other sophomore is taking it, and Mom and dad when somewhere. Argh!

"Yes Emlie," Carlisle walked into the room calm as ever

"I don't understand this," throwing the book across the room. "I have been looking at that stupid problem for ten minutes now and I can't figure it out and Uncle Edward refuses to help me said 'I have to figure it out by myself'." I stuck my tongue out at him he just laughed while still playing his piano.

"Well let us see what the problem is," he said fatherly while throwing a stern look at Edward.

Edward you mustn't be mean to her

Ha.

"She needs to figure it out without cheating" Edward said

"You're so stupid," I shouted back. Grandpa looked at me, "he's thinking in Russian,"

Edward laughed and Grandpa picked up the book and walked over to me.

He sat down opposite of me on the living room floor and helped me solve the problem and stayed if I had any questions, which I did, once I finished my calculus

I said "Thanks,"

He smiled

"What?" I asked opening myself up

"So you can block me out," he asked

"Yeah and Uncle Edward is so mad," I laughed and ducked when he throw pillow at me

You missed!

Loser

I laughed and walked into the kitchen to find Esme salved over the new kitchen.

"Hey grandma," I said smiling at her

"Hello sweetie did Carlisle help you," she smiled I nodded and sat down at the counter.

"What's for lunch I'm starving?" I asked

"Well I'm making baked potato, steak, Mac and cheese, dinner rolls, and red velvet cake," she said, " is there anything else you wanted? Sweetie,"

"Nope that sounds great double up and the steak and cake for me K." She just nodded as I walked out the kitchen door to see if Collin was here yet. I saw Seth and Embry, in wolf form, and I waved at them.

"Hey guys," I said letting my guard down, to see in I could hear Collin, and once I did I heard everyone thought so I started blocking out peoples I didn't want to hear, Auntie Bella's power are awesome and ever so helpful sometimes.

Hey Emlie they both said

"Where Collin?"

I think he is with his mom helping with the house or something said Seth

"Oh," I little disappointed me and Collin haven't talked in a while and I-

Hey cheer up he'll be here soon. He's got patrol tonight with Quil so said Embry

"Yeah I guess," I smiled weakly

"Hey do guys…" I thought about what I saw going to ask, "You what never mind,"

Seth sighed but it sounded like he was wincing I laughed but he showed me Collin has been thinking lately and how he feels and how he keeps having nightmare about what happened eleven years ago. I saw me as five year old hell starter, I happened to be kicking some serious vampire ass when I was in control, then my lovely biological aunt Jade tried to get me to kill my family but then Collin phased back and he started walking towards me and Jade's control she kept telling me to kill him but I couldn't something inside of me kept telling me that it would hurt me to much. Then Collin started shaking and then he was gone. I felt arms around me and a sharp pain in my neck, now I know it was one of Maria's vampires, and it was gone right before I black out. I didn't want to see anymore so I blocked him out and tried to calm my breathing.

"SETH," Edward growled from inside. Seth winced and lowered his head.

"It's fine. Uncle E he was just helping me that's all, god, unlike you," I said smiling at Seth and patting his head. Then I heard a growl and a white dog appeared. SHIT if anything Collin hated the fact that they share minds when wolf, after that day at else and he also hated the fact that I could read minds, when I wanted to, and I guess he saw what Seth did because Collin was growling at Seth. I opened up again.

You shouldn't have shown her that

Look she wanted to know

Seth it was wrong Embry jumped in

I know that ok but I just don't see why you won't talk to her about it

BECAUSE… Collin growled Embry moved in between them

You don't want to fight Seth and we both know that ok so calm down. Seth don't do it again we clear

Both of them nodded and then Collin turned to me. I stood there watching him lose his temper.

You were listening weren't you?

I nodded he shook his head and phased back.

"I don't like it when you do that," he said wrapping his arms around me

"And I don't like it when you keep things from me. I promised you I wouldn't use the power unless you tell me but you keep hide things from me and I have to go and ask other how you are. Seth's right if we don't talk your just going to keep being mad and I hate that."

He tightened his grip, "I know and I'm sorry. I just wish that…" he blocked his thoughts again.

I looked up at him wanting to change the subject, "I want a piggy back ride," I showed him. He looked at me with his that aren't you to old for that look and I shook my head

"I want a piggy back ride please. It been like forever since the last time and I want one now because I can't walk," making my body go lazy. He just looked at and shook his head and threw me on his back. 'Yay' I squealed

Where too he smiled

Kitchen Esme's making food and I'm hungry and we can eat in my room for some privacy arching my eyebrows

He rolled his eyes at me and set me down on the counter top

"Hey," I exclaimed, " I can't walk remember," he just scoffed and sat down next to me. We waited for Esme to get done and he just sat there and watched me, he was so different after that day it was like he wasn't the same anymore. Mama kept him away from me for like two months before Daddy convinced her to let him around the house but he could only be in the house not near me. It took like two year before she let him speak to me but by then I could hear his thought and we, mostly him, spoke like that, he apologized most of the time. It took almost five years after that before him and I could start hanging out again and just recently he was allowed in my room as long as Carlisle was informed. I wasn't on punishment but he was so. I smiled and squeezed his cheeks together and made a funny face but he just took my hand and threw me across his back again. Esme handed him the tray and we went up stairs check in with Carlisle and went into my room. He sat me down on the floor and put the tray between us. He sat opposite of me.

"Stop please," I could feel the tears forming in my eyes

"Stop what?"

"That," I pointed, "that right there the look you get when ever you look at me. It's not the same I just want us to relax for once can you please do that for me." feeling the tears run down my cheek, he sat next to me and pulled me into a hug

"I'm sorry," he whispered and thought over and over again apologizing for everything he felt he did I wrong.

"STOP IT," I screamed breaking his hold, I heard Carlisle get up.

"It's fine," I said, everyone saw the tense between us I was sure of it when I was little but tried to get him to relax a bit but Mama not letting him around me wasn't helping and as we got older it just got worst we fought and argued all the time and it just sucked that we had to be like this every time I tried to talk about it he would say 'he had patrol' or change the subject or something else and it didn't help that we had to move from Forks to Montana, god knows there is nothing here.

You should eat

"And you should talk to me," I snapped

What do you want me to say? And could you not yell

"You have got to be kidding me," I throw my hands up but I knew he was right. I knew that everyone listened, especial Daddy and Uncle Edward, every time we fought and it just sucked so I would be holding his hand or touching him and then we would argue. It was difficult because I had to control our mood and block out Uncle Edward form listening and then act like nothing was going on when it wasn't true and there were times where I needed to yell at him and Mama would get upset but I would tell her t back off, oh our relationship as well not so good. Luckily for him I didn't want to yell at him and so I took his hand into mine and tried to reason with him.

I want you to just…I don't know…anything but this

I'm sorry but it just hard to get over something like that

Well it works if you talk to me about instead of having the pack deal with it.

He was going to say something but he blocked it from me, I hate when he did that, and thought about our happy days, the rare ones we did have.

See that is much better. He just laughed, god I missed that laugh

"So how was school?" he asked.

I groaned, "Oh my god you will never believe what I had to go through today," I started so instead of telling him I showed him.

So like every other day David, kid that is like obsessed with me tried to talk to me and tell me about something really stupid that I wasn't paying much attention to and the kid actually thought that I would go out with him, Collin growled, so I said that my parents wouldn't let me date, which wasn't a lie because technically Collin and I aren't dating yet so of course David doesn't take that as an answer so Daddy comes into help and he sort of back off. Then I was told to stand up in class and teach Mr. Brown's History class, the one class I had with Mama and Daddy together, mama of course scowled me and Daddy kept saying stupid jokes, so when class was over Mr. Brown gave me detention, dislike him SO much. All my classes were boring besides gym, which I had with Nessie, Auntie Alice and Auntie Bella, hehe, we played double tennis, which got intense because Nessie and me were going against Alice and Bella, and of course they won, Alice cheated, then I had music with Edward and then lunch I ate everything. Then yet again in Calculus David tried to ask me out again and the idiot doesn't get 'no' for an answer. After detention, which was uncalled for, I went shopping with the girls. Came home did homework and fought with him, he winced.

"Seems like your day was fun."

"Ugh please if David tries to ask me out one more time I'm going to run him over with Daddy's jeep." Stabbing my steak with my fork.

"Hey relax," he took the fork out of my hands, "come here." He pulled me into a, much needed, hug and kissed me. The kiss was innocence at first but it grew into something else, my finger tangled in his hair forcing him to break free. I pouted why still had my finger in his hair

You know why?

It stupid I don't see why we can't just kiss and don't say it's too dangerous because I can take you anytime buddy.

He smirked you can. In one motion he had me pinned to the floor, I giggled, and I 'tried' to break free but instead he just kissed me again

You know you're losing

One could argue that then I was on top of him told you he tried to move but I was to strong, my newborn powers were wearing off. Then Daddy walked into the room

"Emlie?"

"Hey daddy," I said hopping off of Collin and running to give him and hug and smiled. He looked at Collin then back at me, I opened up to him tons of question were being asked but wanted to know just one.

What were you two doing?

I rolled my eye, nothing I promise remember no dating. I was just showing him that I was stronger then he was.

He smiled that's my girl! "Collin Jake called and said you don't need to run patrol but you need to get home.

"Why what wrong?" he looked alert

"I don't know he didn't say," Daddy said confused

I looked at Collin, he was blocking something from me but I didn't know what. He didn't say anything just nodded and started to clean up

What's wrong with him?

I don't know he won't tell me. I guess he got a lot on his mind

What you're not read it

No! Why would I do that?

I don't know so can make him happy

Daddy you hate it when Uncle Edward reads your mind

And

And you get upset if… I showed him what Seth had. Of course he wasn't happy but he knew I would find out soon, think about how you would feel if you were in his shoes.

I see. Well you need to clean up and let him go home plus you got school in the morning. Ugh don't remind me

He laughed and walked out the room. I turned around and saw Collin looking out the window. I walked up and wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his back

What's wrong Collin?

He didn't say anything and he kept blocking me

Collin

Emlie it's nothing I promise ok. I didn't protest I just let it go

So... you and me movies tomorrow night?

I'll try

Ok. He turned around and held me, he knew I wanted to know but he had too much on his plate, we sat down and I stayed on his lap. When I looked up at him I saw him crying, I wiped away the tears and kissed him, I knew I shouldn't have done it but he needed to feel better. He kissed me back I love you. You know that right he thought. I broke from the kiss, " and I you." He buried his head in between my neck and shoulder and held me tight. I felt his finger run across my back

"Collin," I whispered.

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