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Chapter 20

Maybe I'm Just Worried

Emlie POV

"Hey Ness you ready," I yelled as I walked down stairs I heard her in the living room

"Yep," she said meeting me in the kitchen.

"Where are you two going?" asked Edward

"We're going hunting. Duh," I replied as I grabbed an apple out the basket.

"Why?"

"Well because…" I paused when I saw Alice see the vision off tomorrow being sunny and them all going hunting and I knew he saw as well.

"Me and Emlie are going down to La Push tomorrow instead of hunting with you guys so that's why we're going now," Nessie said beaming him a bright smile.

"I don't think…" he started

"Edward let them go they haven't seen them in a while," Esme said winking at us.

"Ok, well if that's all we need to go now so we can be back in time for the movies,"

"Oh yeah, we should go," she said and we were off in the woods for a while we both smelled a couple of an Elk and a Buffalo.

"Shotty the buffalo,"

"What are you serious you got it the last time?"

"Wait," I inhaled deeply, " there's another one about ten feet away. You smell it," I looked at her. She nodded and we took down the buffalos with easy and then we had a few elks and we headed back home but instead of running we just walked because I needed to talk to Nessie. When we hit the river I stopped and sat down on a rock. Nessie turned around and sat down next to me.

What's wrong?

Nothing really. I just feel like Collin is hiding something but I don't know what.

Well have you asked him?

No like I don't know if it's about me or something else

Well have you tried to hear is thoughts

I tried but he keeps blocking me and I don't want to fight with him. Do you think Jake knows?

I don't know he doesn't tell me much you know pack code of honor

Yeah I know I just wish he would tell me I'm mean like he just isn't the same you know after the incident and all. He's changed and I'm finally getting him back but he just keeps holding back.

I don't know what to tell you I can try to get Jake to help but maybe it's nothing maybe he's just worried about you. You know still scared he might hurt you.

Yeah that's probably it but the same thing happened to Sam and Emily and they turned out great,

I highly doubt that Sam could have forgiving himself for what he did to her and they probably went through that same things you guys are going through now and it will get better soon just give him time to get things figured out.

Yeah I guess I'm just worrying myself too much

Look it's going to be difficult for awhile and maybe talk to Emily and see what she did to keep him happy or have less arguments and from what I see you guys are getting better. I mean he doesn't hold back all the time.

I laughed yeah I think I might

Where are they?

Uh oh we'd better get going your daddy's going to send state troopers out to find us.

We both started laughing as we ran home.

When we got home the family were all lounging around in the house. Carlisle and Esme upstairs whispering, mama and Alice talking about the next shopping trip they want to take, Daddy and Jasper playing video game while Edward and Bella were wrapped up in each other. Bella was still trying to improve on her powers, I already perfected them and we would have mini sessions during lunch at school and Jake happened to stop by so Nessie was sitting with him. I waned to ask where Collin, he said he would be here tonight but I guess he had some errands to run or something, he was still trying to make up for lost time that he didn't patrol so. I sat down at the floor, near Daddy and Jasper, and just watched them play.

About 30 minutes later the movies was starting and Collin still wasn't here. I decided that I wasn't going to go and that Nessie and Jake on ahead I didn't want to be the third party, ever-uncomfortable position, so instead I went to my room and started reading a book Grandpa Charlie got for me. I was about a quarter of the way finished with the book when my phone started vibrating, I picked it up and Colin had texted me.

Hey sorry about the movies I got caught up here in La Push

Is everything ok? I replied

Yeah just um…helping my mom out you know

Yeah :) …so how are you?

I'm fine ;)

: D ok.

So you and Ness are coming down here tomorrow right

Um…I think we might be there tonight. They want to leave early so they can get good food

Oh…you and Ness aren't going with?

No Ness and I already went before the movies…

Oh…again I'm sorry about bailing today.

I wanted to ask why but I knew I ad to do it in person. What was he hiding that he can't even tell me I mean we use to tell each other everything and now he barely even comes to see me? Stop worrying about this it's probably nothing

So how was your day?

Ah ok I guess I mean I ran for Quil, Claire was in town, and I sleep most of the time then I helped my mom around the house.

Aw :) that's nice of you. Did you get enough sleep?

Nog

:( Sorry about that well I should probably let you go to bed. We can talk tomorrow

Where you staying

At our house why

Ok I'll see you there then

: D ok loves you

Love you

I put down my phone and headed down stair see you had nothing to worry about he is fine. When I got there Nessie and Jake were back from the movies, though they really weren't watching the movie kind of glad I didn't go.

"You ready," she asked

"Yup,"

"Ok so no wild parties,"

"Of course not and plus only Alice throws the best parties

I won't tell them anything "aw I know," Alice said smiling

"Ok cool we'll see you in like two days,"

We said our goodbye and headed for the garage I hopped in the nice black Dodge Charger while Nessie rode with Jake.


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