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Chapter 21
Maybe...
Collin POV
As soon as I hung up on Emlie my mom had called me, she was getting sick by the minute there was nothing anyone could do and I wanted to tell Emlie but I couldn't put her in that position.
"Collin," my mother cried out weakly.
"Yeah Mom,' I said standing at the doorway of her bedroom, she looked so small and breakable a woman who was always up and about was sick with leukemia and I couldn't do anything about it.
"Sweetie can you get me a glass of water," she whispered
"Yeah mom you want anything else before I leave,"
"No thanks sweetie Sue is coming over to take care of me. Go and be with Emlie," she said smiling.
"Alright," I smiled and walked into the kitchen to get her water when I saw Sue there
"Hey," I said
"Hey sweetie, how's she holding up?"
"She being tough but the doctors saw she got about a week maybe,"
Sue looked at me and started crying, I felt tears burn the rims of my eyes but I promised her I wouldn't cry, I walked up to sue and let her cry.
"She's going to be fine," I lied
Sue wiped her eyes and nodded, "you're right she will be,"
"Look she wants some water so better get that to her,"
"Oh don't worry about it I'll take care of it. You go and be around your friends." She said kicking me out the house. I grabbed a new t-shirt and walked out the door. I didn't want to go to Emlie just yet even though that probably would be smart I needed to get myself straight before I go over to her. I walked down to the beach and sat down at the waters edge and looked out at the sea. What the hell was I doing I should be telling Emlie everything, I know she is worried about me but how can tell her and I know she won't ask and I know she listens to my thought s so I have to distract myself from thinking about my mom even when I phase. I sat there and just thought about the times where life was simpler and now everything is like a jigsaw puzzle that I can't figure out.
I heard footsteps approaching but they didn't sound like Emlie they were the steps of an old friend.
"Courtney," I said smiling as she tried to sneak up on me.
"Ugh how'd you know it was me?" she said.
"You aren't that quite when you walk big foot,"
"Shut up my feet aren't big," she smacked the back of my head, I heard he wince
"What do you want?" I asked
"Wow I can't come and talk to an old friend that doesn't talk to me anymore,"
"Sorry things have been a little…tough,"
"Yeah I heard. Sorry about your mom." She sat down next to me
"Who told you?"
"My mom,"
"Well she's going to get better," I said defensive
"Hey," she put her hand s up, "I'm not saying she isn't but…" she stopped
"But what,"
"You know her chances aren't that great especially at the stage she is in,"
"Wow your pep talks aren't that great,"
"Well you know I don't sugar coat things even for you," she said
"Yeah you were never nice,"
"Hey I was…" she was going to hit me again but she stopped herself and bumped her shoulder into my ribs, "you know you have gotten a helluva a lot bigger since I last hung out with you,"
"Yeah well that's happens to growing boys," I said smirking
"Yeah whatever you might be getting bigger body wise but you're still dumb," she said.
We sat there in silence for a while and watched the water and how the moon reflected off of it.
"So,' she said
"So," I said looking at her from the corner of my eye
"Collin I," she turned to me and kissed me
Emlie POV
"Collin you here," I yelled as I walked into the house. I ran up stairs to my old room thinking he might be sleeping, wolves sleep like the dead, hehe, but he wasn't there. Huh he is probably down at La push still or maybe he fell asleep after we hung up.
"Jake quit it," I heard Ness said
"You guys are gross," I yelled
"What Jake just licked me?"
"Ok you are gross," I said shaking my head. He phased back, "yeah whatever," he said kissing Nessie
"Get a room,"
"We plan on it," he said between kisses but Nessie pushed away from him, "no we are not. You want my dad you rip your head off,"
"Well if it's for you then I would take it like a man," he said pulling her back into a kiss.
"Ew I'm going to find Collin please do go in my room," I said walking back to the car and drove down to Collin's. When I got there Sue was there. "Hey," I said surprise to see her
"Hi Emlie," she smiled
"Collin around," I asked
"No he left about a couple of minutes ago,"
"Do you know where?"
"You can try the beach I saw him go in that direction,"
"Thanks," I said walking out the door and walked down to beach and saw him there by himself but there was someone trying to sneak up on him.
Man I don't think he hears me she thought and then he busted her
"Courtney," he said with a smile
How in the hell did he hear me I mean I didn't even hear myself? I muffled my laugh at the fact that she actually thought she could sneak up on him
"Ugh how did you know it was me?" she said a little upset.
"You aren't that quite when you walk. Big Foot,"
I don't have big feet you just have big ears
"Shut up my feet aren't big," she smacked the back of his head
Ow that hurt stupid idiot you were always hard headed. I scoffed
"What do you want?" he asked
"Wow I can't come and talk to an old friend that doesn't talk to me anymore," she said a little hurt by his tone
"Sorry things have been a little…tough," he said thinking of his mom and I saw her lying on the bed looking sicker then ever, so that was what he was hiding from me but why wouldn't he just tell me
"Yeah I heard. Sorry about your mom." She sat down next to him.
What she knows about his mom WTF Collin. I was growing upset by this
"Who told you?" he asked
"My mom," she said a little sorry.
Does is girlfriend know she thought
Hell no I though back why wouldn't he tell me and why wouldn't the pack tell me
"Well she's going to get better," he said getting defensive about he subject
"Hey," she put her hands up, "I'm not saying she isn't but…" she stopped but got no chance of living dude she finished
"But what," he asked angry
"You know her chances aren't that great especially at the stage she is in,"
"Wow your pep talks aren't that great," always one to cheer up my day aren't you Courtney.
"Well you know I don't sugar coat things…even for you," she said smiling remembering a time where she told him his cut made him look stupid when everyone else told him he looked cool.
"Yeah you were never nice," he said shaking his head
"Hey I was," she was going to hit him again but she stopped herself
It would probably hurt, I think I broke my hand and bumped her shoulder into my ribs, Ow that still hurt what the hell is this kid been eating or doing at that "you know you have gotten a helluva a lot bigger since I last hung out with you,"
"Yeah well that's happens to growing boys," he said smirking
Yeah you are and man do you look good. I wonder if he broke up that girlfriend of his it's not like she is around here and maybe…her thoughts got a little graphic for my taste.
"Yeah whatever you might be getting bigger body wise but you're still dumb," she said.
They sat there in silence for a while and watched the water.
Ok all you have to do is kiss him and that's it I mean if he has a girlfriend then maybe he might dump her for me. I scoffed you wish
"So," she said
"So," he said
Damn I should probably be going Emlie is probably here already
No shit I thought
"Collin I," ok just kiss him and that is all you have to do, she turned to him and started to kiss him.
Damn she's good he thought
Wow he has lips taste nice.
I shut my mind off to them and I felt the tears start to fall from my eyes.
First he doesn't tell me that his mother's sick and now he is kissing some random girl. What is she the reason he hasn't been talking to me, the reason he's been so distant from me. I got in the car and drove back to the house but I couldn't go in the house I just sat in the car and really started crying. Is he going to dump me for her? Gosh I don't know what I'm going to do, maybe I shouldn't be cry maybe he wants to be with her maybe he wants to be with someone who he can share is feeling with, maybe breaking up would be good right?
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