: It hurts... : A Gaara Love Story : Deep inside.. : Chapter one :

: In the morning :

"I AM SICK OF YOU! YOU'RE MAKING ME SICK!!" you heard a scream.
"WELL SORRY, BUT, IF YOU'RE SO SICK OF ME, YOU SHOULD JUST LEAVE!! YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE TO LIVE!"
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT SHOULD DIE! Between the two of us, we know who has a chance to survive..", a man retorted.
No.. mom…. dad… stop it.. STOP.IT...!! You heard a little girl with red hair and green eyes cry.. She looked about 4 years old.
"STOP IT!! NEITHER OF YOU DESERVE TO LIVE! YOU SHOULD JUST DIE!", she shouted angrily. Before she realized it, her words left her mouth in a blast.

You woke up, feeling your head a little dizzy from the nightmare and your heart full of pain.. You were sweating. You then got up and dressed up. You wore a dark bra-like shirt with an orange net-like t-shirt over it, brown shorts with red and green stripes, black sandals (like ninjas, of course), your weapon couch was clutching at the back of your waist and your silver necklace you bought a long time ago. It was a cross-shaped necklace that had jewels and small carvings on it. You put your red hair up and you looked at the girl in the mirror. She looked about 14 years old. Pathetic loser... you thought as you looked in her glowing green eyes. You went downstairs and made yourself breakfast.
After you ate, you went outside for a walk. As you reached your usual swing, you saw someone was already there. It was a boy about your age with spiky yellow hair and orange clothing. He had some kind of whiskers, you thought, but didn't mind.
You reached him as you heard whispers.
/There he is/It's him!/ Stay away from him!/ He's not human! He's a monster!/
"Hey there. ", you greeted him.
His gaze went up to meet yours. His eyes were hollow. But then, they suddenly became bright as he answered
"Hey there! What's your name?"
"My name? Well, it doesn't really matter for now. I'll tell you later. What is yours?"
"Mine?", he asked, blinking.
"Well, yeah, who else?", you answered back.
"My name is Naruto. Uzumaki Naruto! Believe it!", he said. You simply answered..
"So now, let's get to know ourselves so we can become friends!, you cheered.
"Yeah well, I'd need your name so we can really be friends!", he exclaimed.
"Aww... okay then." You said as you grinned, and then walked away. You stopped. You turned your head around, your green eyes meeting his blue eyes."My name is ..."
You headed for the forest, to your training spot. But, once again, someone was there. It was a raven-haired boy, with coal black eyes. A shuriken was sent flying at you, or should I say, where you were. He turned around as he saw you grinning and then saying..
"Heh, you missed. What a bad aim, don't you think?", you mocked.
"Who are you?", he asked, while glaring at you.
"Awww.. You know, it's not polite to ask someone's name without telling yours before!"
"... My name is Sasuke. Uchiha, Sasuke."
"Oh! So you're that emo boy I've heard about so much! The one whose brother killed the whole clan! Wow, what a surprise. I never thought I'd meet you here and this soon, huh? But I have to say, I'm pretty shocked.. I'd never thought that THE Uchiha would be this weak...", you said.
You chuckled as you heard him growl. "Well, see ya around, Uchiha."
"Wait!", he said.
"What?" you asked as you turned around.
"What's YOUR name?"
"Why should I tell you?", you spat out.
"It's not polite."
"Who told you I was?", you snapped at him.
He growled and was about to reply when you decided you had to go.
"See ya, looser!", you said.
He glared daggers at you. Hmph, he hates me now. I know it. Haha, I'm so scared! Ahh..! Well, whatever, gotta go eat.. You told yourself as you headed back. You fell asleep really fast, as usual. But this time, you did not dream. Nor did you know what was coming your way…
Morning came, but unfortunately for you, you woke up late. And-- it was the first day you had to go to the academy… You were a very unlucky person… Well, you ate fast and made your bento and rushed to the academy! You got there… 20 minutes late. So, you got in class, and as you did, every pair of eyes landed on you.
"Well, class, this is Kilaru Lumazaru. She will be your new classmate. Everyone, let's greet her. ", the teacher said. His name was Iruka.
"Welcome in our class, Kilaru.", they said.
You couldn't help but smile at this, though you did not think they were enthusiastic about a new student… You looked around and saw a seat next to Naruto and a girl with plain purple-ish eyes... She was always looking at Naruto and blushing all the time.. Heh, 'love is in the air, lalalalalalalala!' Haha! You thought as you grinned and sat down next to Naruto, your new friend... Iruka suddenly spoke up.
"Killaru, you have some luck to have come at this moment, because today we'll be handing out ninja headbands to those who have the potential to become a shinobi. I will call out your names and you will come with me in this room."
"Heeeh..? This is gonna be easier than I thought.. " You said as you licked your lips.
"Uchiha Sasuke, come with me. ", Iruka called.
He went off. And came back.. with a headband, of course. Then it was Sakura, a Sasuke fan girl, and then it was your turn!
"Finally!" you cried out. You went in. There was Iruka and.. a jounin with white hair and his headband was covering his left eye.. Sugoi.. I can feel it.. he is strong. Wait.. is that... Yup, that's him alright.. You thought as you smirked.
"All you have to do is 3 clones or yourself.", Iruka spoke up.
"What?! Wow, that's so easy! "
So you formed quickly a handsign and made 6 Shadow Clones of yourself. "Impressive.", Iruka stated.
"Thanks..",you mumbled.
"Hatake Kakashi... I've heard rumors about you, but now I can finally see you in person..! Glad to meet you, I'm Kilaru Lumazaru.", you smirked.
"Huh? So you're Kilaru? Wow, it's nice to meet you too. We shall meet again."
You just smiled and walked out the door. Where should I put this headband.. huh?, you thought and decided to put it on your head, unlike SOME people... You went back to your seat as Naruto walked in. But he walked out.. without a headband. He looked disappointed at himself. You didn't like it to see Naruto in such a mood. So you.. Well, you decided you could give your headband away... It didn't matter to you. You didn't really care either, 'cause you already had a headband.. but from Sunakagure (the Sand Village). So.. you gave him yours. His eyes widened as he saw you handing it to him.
"Keep it. I don't need this."
"B-b-but…"
"As I said, just keep it.. I have another one. ", you reassured him.
"Huh? B-but… how come?", he questioned.
"I've already passed the exams before.. buuuut.. let's say it's… different than here… You better not know.. Still, I got another headband so take it."
"Huuh.. okay. Thanks..", he said as he gave me a grin.
You returned it and went back home, as you always do. The next morning, you went back at the academy but decided that this time, you didn't hide your hite-ate from Sunakagure and put it like a belt. Iruka called out the teams. ...
"whisper Hey Kilaru!"
You recognized that voice. It was Naruto's.
"Here's your headband. I have my own now! ", he said happily.
"Heh?! Cool! And thanks!"
"Since there is a new student, there will be a 4 cell-man team. All other teams will be 3 man-cells." Iruka mentioned to you.
"Team 7: Uzumaki Naruto, Haruna Sakura..." Hahaha! Sakura's face is just too priceless… if only I had a camera! xD And Naruto's so happy! He must like her… Poor Hinata.. You smiled.
"Uchiha Sasuke,..."
Now it was Naruto's face that was priceless, for he was depressed and Sakura jumped out of her seat.
"And… Lumazaru Kilaru.", he finished.
I could swear my face was like this 00;; because I was with Uchiha and Sakura, but like this 8D because I was with Naruto. But I just muttered..
"Wow, great. 2 morons and a great person."
What a coincidence, Naruto is that great person. You thought he was great because he was ready to do anything in order to fulfill his dream; To become hokage. Everyone else don't think he can achieve his dream, but I believe he can. But seriously, I don't know why all the girls are after Uchiha.. He's only a brat. (sorry no offence.. I like Sasuke-kun but not as much as Gaara and "you" don't like people like Sasuke lol.. In my story! )
Iruka continued on with the teams. Hinata was with Kiba (AKA dog boy) and Shino (AKA bug boy).
Nara Shikamaru, a pretty lame guy, was stuck with yet another Uchiha fangirl.. Ino. And they were teamed up with Choji. He eats all the time and he seems to get along pretty well with Shikamaru.
Your teacher happened to be… Hatake Kakashi, the guy with grey hair and the headband over the eye.. Remember?
And Naruto pulled a prank on him because he was about 2 hours late. The worst was that… he fell for it. The eraser that Naruto put on the door actually hit the sensei's head.
Wow! You laughed so hard at that moment… so did Naruto. Heh. Well.. after that, he DID say "My first impression of you guys is... I hate you."
And the next thing I knew is that I was here, on this rooftop.
"So, we will learn about each other. Tell us about yourselves."
"Eum, like what sensei?" Sakura asked.
"Well, your goals, your likes, your dislikes, your dream and such." He.. said.
"Hoi sensei!" Naruto said. "Why don't YOU start to show us what to do?"
"Ehhh.. Alright. My name is Hatake Kakashi. My goals are... I don't feel like telling. My likes and my dislikes.. are not important. My dream for the future.. I don't have one."
"Well... that was entertaining.." You said.
"You." Kakashi pointed towards Naruto.
"My name is Uzumaki Naruto! My goal is becoming the strongest ninja! What I like is ramen (or instant noodles too). What I don't like is the 3 minutes you have to wait to eat ramen. My dream for the future is becoming the greatest Hokage ever! That way, the villagers will acknowledge me and respect me!!"
So.. rejection changed him like this.. What an interessing kid.. And I guess it's better like this than the opposite.. Kakashi thought.
He nodded, then pointed to Sakura.
"My name is Haruna Sakura. My goal is... blushes" And she glanced at Uchiha, who didn't seem to listen, nor care. "My likes …blushes" Uchiha.. "And my dreams for the future… giggle+blush" and.. AGAIN..
"Ok, interesting.. and your dislikes?" Kakashi asked.
"NARUTO!!" She eagerly screamed. Aww.. Poor Naruto! He looks so depressed now!
Kakashi-sensei then pointed to Uchiha.
"My name is Uchiha Sasuke." Oh no.. he looks so heartless like that.. --;
"My goals.. I don't feel like telling.." HAHA! Kakashi No2! "I don't particularly like or dislike anything... My dream.. Is not a dream because it will become true. I will kill a certain person..."
Kakashi-sensei then looked at me.
"Hmm?... OH! Oh yeah, gomen!.. My name is Kilaru Lumazaru. My goal is making Naruto Hokage! My likes.. I like apples, food, sleep, training, rain, and Naruto! What, or whom I dislike is Uchiha, an avenger full of coldness and an emo. My dream is... To prove many things, which.. I don't think you wish to know. But I swear, I will prove them no matter what! ... I wanna say more, sensei! Can I say what I believe will happen sooner or later in my life?"
"Eum... Yeah, sure."
"Okay! I belive that, sooner or later, I will find... I.. will find.."
"You will...?" Uchiha asked looking slightly interested at my hesitation. "Hurry and say it. You proposed it so spit it out."
"Okay, okay! Wakatta! I will definitely find my clan's assassins." I declared, looking at the sky.
Uchiha looked at me, wide-eyed.Sh-she? Her... too? She— I never knew
"What?" I asked him. It's because you never tried to know, Uchiha.

Hehe.. We're meeting up tomorrow in the forest… bah, I think he said at 6 Well, it doesn't matter since I don't sleep much.. Sometimes I don't even sleep so.. Bah. That isn't a problem. But… he said not to eat or we'd throw up.. I don't think I will throw up.. Right?.. Aww.. I'm not someone who obeys others so.. Man, I don't care I'll be eating anyways.., you thought. Now, on to sleep.