Chapter 7

Blair turned to Chuck. He was leaning on Willow's office.

What would he want? He would never guess what she wrote, she thought.

She smiled to herself and put her arms around him. She leaned and kissed him softly. She knew that was what he wanted. Well it was more what she wanted. God, she missed him. He put his hands around her waist and kissed her it turned into a passionate kiss. Chuck whispered in her ear:" What was that for?" She smiled:" That is what you wanted, right?" Chuck smirked:" Do you think I would make it that easy for you? Sorry , Waldrof but you just wasted a good kiss on nothing."

She rolled her eyes. Nothing? This was everything, she thought.

Chuck said:" Don't tell me you wrote you wanted me to make love to you here? In a therapist office on her desk. That is too much even for me."

Blair rolled her eyes and ignored his comment.

She asked:" Would you rather get what you want or win."

"_Win." Chuck knew what he wrote would never come true.

Blair said:" Then I would rather win too."

_You always lose.

_Really , when?

_When you wanted me to destroy Vanessa.

_I let you win out of pity.

_No , you just wanted the great Chuck Bass.

_Oh! Please.

_You were fighting with Vanessa over me.

_Why do you keep talking about Vanessa? Falling for a Brooklyn are we?

_Jealous are we?

_Like you were jealous from Jake yesterday?

_I wasn't jealous, I was drunk.

_Then why did you beat him up?

_ Waldrof , enough about the past."

Blair leaned on Willow's office next to Chuck , she said:"Just because I lost once , it doesn't mean I will lose again."

Blair observed Chuck's handsome profile out of the corner of her eye as he spoke:"You lost twice. You told me you loved me first."

Blair felt the pain in her heart, she literally felt it.

She said:"That is ancient story."

Chuck said:"Shall I remind you it was a month ago?"

Blair felt like she needed to throw up.

She was not going to throw up in front of him.

Blair said calmly , anger ringing in her voice:"Want to talk about it? Let us do."

Chuck nodded.

She stood in front of him and said:"Let go of your fantasies , well that's too bad ,is that it or were you going to tell me you love me again….Why? I want to know why."

Chuck looked at her blank not expressing emotions , she wanted to shake him to take out a reaction out of said:"I can explain , but there wont be any reason I would give that wont sound as an excuse."

Blair said:"Try me."