Thank for the great reviews everyone!! All of you are absolutely the best EVER!!! Just a little warning to my younger viewers- this chapter had a lot of talking about sex. Nothing that goes into detail, but just a heads up. I'm off to Florida tomorrow morning so I might be able to post another chapter tonight so your not left with this chapter for a few days. If all of your reviews aren't yelling at me because of... well you'll find out when you read lmao.

Bella's POV

Everything was dark, but I could hear voices, movements. I could feel pain, ok a lot of pain. Did Edward hear my cries for help? Renesmee, where's my daughter? I struggled to open my eyes. I saw red, but things came into view slowly. Chains, I hear chains clanking together. "Edward." I whispered to no one. I didn't even know where I was.

"You ruined everything, bitch." I felt a blow to my side. I heard a rib snap. "You better pray he doesn't find you here. I'll kill him after I'm done with you."

"You wont have the chance. He'll kill you before you can spell, dead witch!" I spit back at her.

I readied myself for the next blow, but instead she chuckled and raised her hand. I screamed as loud as I could as my insides began to boil. It felt like I was burning alive while someone ripped and shredded every inch of me apart.

"I know, I'll wait to finish you off for when your precious husband comes." Loretta paced in front of me, but stopped short grabbing a fist full of my hair.

I clenched my teeth together.

"You know, I have a little game I want to play. It's a new power I learned."

I wiggled as I watched her face moves inches from mine.

"Look into my eyes." She said soothingly.

"You've got to be kidding me." I rolled my eyes.

"Do it NOW or I'll poke each of them out of your sockets!" She yelled slamming my head into the wall behind me.

She grabbed my face holding it still, her grasp was stronger than mine. I had no choice but to obey her demands. I no longer had control of my body under her grip on me.

"There, now look into my eyes. Watch your worst nightmare come to life." She hissed at me, and I was no longer in the damp room chained to the wall.

I stood paralyzed in a corner of a dimly lit room, candles blanketed the floor. I saw red satin draped across a big round bed. Rustling came from the other side of the closed door. Something slammed against the door, and it flew open. Loretta's back was towards me, her arms wrapped around someone. Kissing, more like sucking the poor guys face off. She pulled away from him, and he looked up at me.

"Edward!" I cried out. I clamped my chest as my heart crumbled inside it. He glared at me, and flashed me a crooked smile making his face look evil. His eyes black with lust, but not for me. Loretta ripped at his shirt at the same time he ripped at hers.

"NO stop!" I screamed, but I couldn't look away, I couldn't close my eyes. I was frozen- paralyzed where I was. Real tears streamed down my face. Edward clasped the tops of her bare arms as he crushed her against him.

"Make love to me Edward. Show your wife what you really want. Show her she's not good enough for you. Make her worst fears come to life." Loretta pulled at Edwards hips, and he threw her down on the bed.

"Edward, please." I sobbed. "Your not my Edward, your not my Edward." I chanted over and over to myself.

"Show her your real." Loretta pushed him off of her.

He walked over to me, and his face turned from evil, scary Edward, to my Edward.

"My love…" He bent down and kissed me like he always did. Which made me feel even worse. He was my Edward. His hands moved up my arms, and gripped my shoulders. I gasped as he pushed me against the wall. "Your NOT what I want. Your all wrong for me. I don't love you, I've never loved you. I used you to make Jacob jealous, your supposed to be with him you know."

"No, Edward you don't mean that!" I pleaded with him.

"Shut up!" He growled, and lifted his hand slapping me across my face.

I cried out in pain, not just because of the slap, but because of the words he's speaking to me.

"I only wanted you to keep you away from Jacob. I won because your weak. Your not worth anything to me." Edward's lips brushed up against mine, and he pulled his head back. "Every kiss, every touch, every moment meant nothing to me. You were a toy I enjoyed playing with."

I was sobbing and gasping for air. My heart felt like it was being ripped from my chest.

"Edward, come over here, I'm bored." Loretta snickered as she looked at me.

I grabbed onto Edwards arms. "Don't, Edward please, stop-"

"Your nothing but a human, little girl." Edward snapped at me, and threw me against the wall.

"No, no I'm not." I whispered to myself. I tried grabbing onto reality, but this is all I knew. I was going to watch my husband make love to a witch, and there was nothing I could do about it.

I glanced at his left hand, and his wedding band dropped to the floor at my feet. I couldn't even bend down to pick it up. My eyes were forced to stare at Edward.

Loretta's eyes never left mine. Edward crawled onto the bed, and moved up her body, trailing kisses up her legs to her stomach, up to her chest lingering at her neck. He reached between them and shredded their pants.

"Please Loretta, just kill me. I'm begging you! Kill me!" I would take any kind of death over this.

She didn't answer me. She continued to keep my eyes on her face. I looked away every so often to Edwards back.

"Who's a better lover Edward? Me or your wife?" Loretta asked as she got off the bed. My body shook uncontrollably wishing I could die. The vision permanently etched into my brain.

"Wife? I only see you. She should have drowned when she had the chance, stupid girl." Edward said as he stood in front of me again.

"You don't mean that." I whispered.

"Do I? I left you once, why cant I do it again. I only came back because you risked your life for me. I had to act like I cared. Then when I realized you and Jacob had something going on I wanted to play too. You were stupid enough to fall for the wrong guy." Edward swung his arm back once more, and as his fist met my head I saw black again.

The voices continued far away again. "Not so beautiful anymore, huh." Her voice echoed in my head.

"Don't you touch her!" Edward's voice, angry. I wanted to tell him to stay away from me, but my lips didn't move. I wanted to cry out as I felt my heart break more as I listened to his voice. Visions of what I just witnessed flashed through my mind as I listened to him.

"Oh, you mean like this?" I felt hands on my face, warm hands- not Edwards. "Or did you mean like this?" The hands tightened on my face, and I felt a sharp pain at the back of my head.

Everything went silent around me, I couldn't feel anything. I'm dead, She finally killed me. I was happy.

No not dead, death isn't supposed to feel pain. The pain returned as my skin burned. Something or someone was burning me.

"She's mine." Loretta was yelling at someone.

"No, I believe she's mine." They were fighting over who was going to kill me. Edwards voice was closer to me, he was the one burning me.

My body was being moved, I couldn't open my eyes, but I could smell him. "Edward." I whimpered. Begging for him not to kill me. My voice caught before I could speak anything other than his name.

"Your going home." Was he talking to me? Why was he sending me away? So he could be with his new woman alone? Has he had enough with torturing me?

Something soft and warm was under me. I snuggled into it, it made me feel safe. No more voices rang through my ears. Something cold gripped my right ankle, but I ignored it. It lead me further away from the darkness. Although I was still trapped inside my own head I felt no more pain. The visions played over and over again, that was something I knew I would never be able to get rid of. What was I going to do now? My one true love was gone, he betrayed me. He betrayed our daughter. The blackness turned to red as my anger grew inside me.

My eyes shot open, and I stared up at a white ceiling. The warmth was replaced with cool bed sheets. Cold hands moved over my body, and I tensed.

"Bella, it's Carlisle. How are you feeling?" His face moved in my line of vision.

"Where is he." I growled.

"Edwards on his way home." Carlisle seemed to be taken by surprise with my tone.

"Tell him I don't want to see him." I sat up, and looked around the room. I was in our room. The room Edward and I shared many intimate moments that were now nothing but a lie.

I jumped out of the bed, and Carlisle crouched in front of me.

"Bella, you were out for a while. Loretta-"

"She showed me the truth. She forced me to watch the truth." I pushed passed him and out the door.

Seth stood in front of the front door, blocking my way out.

"Out of my way kid." hissed.

Seth stood his ground. "She had to have put you under some spell, Bella. Edwards on his way home she's dead. They killed her."

"What a sick beast! He killed her, and now he's coming to kill me!" I started to panic. I had to leave before he came for me. "Where's my daughter I have to get out of here!" I turned frantically to go get her, but Seth held me where I was.

"Snap out of it! Whatever that witch did to you was a lie!" Seth's eyes were wide.

"What's going on?" Jacob asked as he walked down the stairs.

"Jake! It was all a lie! Edward never wanted me, he just wanted to tear us apart. You have to help me! He's on his way back for me!" I pleaded with him.

"What are you talking about? Edward is crazy about you. He didn't take you from me, you chose the one for you, Bella are you ok?" Jacob grabbed the tops of my arms to hold me still.

I squirmed as much as I could. "I have to go! He's almost here!" I got out of Jacob's grasp, and flew out the back door. I was too fast for either Seth or Jacob.

"Bella! Your ok!" Edward came dashing out of the woods.

I gasped, and jumped back. "Don't touch me." I crouched down holding my arms up protectively.

"I'm not going to hurt you, everything's fine."

"Everything's not fine!!" I screamed through clenched teeth.

His hands reached out to me, but I crawled backwards.

"Just kill me before I have to watch again, please just do it!"

"Bella, I'm not going to hurt you. Your safe." Edward knelt in front of me, but I curled myself into a ball.

He pulled away, "What did she do to you?"

I pulled my hands away from my face. "You have to ask?! Is this part of the torture?! Is she hiding in the bushes waiting for you?"

"Loretta is dead, we killed her, love."

"Don't call me that!" I spit out at him.

He looked as if I slapped him across the face, good.

"You sick monster!" I was sobbing tearlessly.

"Please just tell me what she did to you. I swear Bella, whatever it was it wasn't really me."

"Yes it was." I whispered.

He used this moment to move closer to me. "What did you see?" He asked lifting his hand to touch my face.

"Don't touch me." I cringed back.

He dropped his hand. "Did I hurt you in some way? It wasn't really-"

I leaped to my feet towering over him, "Did you hurt me in some way?! You hurt me in every way possible! You made me watch you touch her in ways you've only touched me! I know it was you because you kissed me the way only you know how. You told me this," I held my left hand up pointing to my ring, "was a lie, that you didn't really want me. You threw your ring at me before you went and made love to her while I was frozen, paralyzed to watch the whole thing! So, yes Edward you hurt me!"

Edwards face mirrored mine when I was forced to watch him, and that confused me.

"That-" Edward choked on the words, "That wasn't really me."

"Oh yeah?" I asked bending down to grab his face. I closed my eyes remembering every detail of what I saw. As much as it hurt me, I wanted to hurt him back.

"Bella." Edward gasped pulling my hands from his face when the thought was over.

"You know me better than that! She was a witch, it was her power. It was just an illusion. There's no one else in this world that I love more than you. Look," He showed me his left hand which had his wedding ring back in it's place. "The only time I took it off was when we had to in Seattle. I love you with every fiber of my being."

"No, your playing with my mind again. Why don't you just kill me and get it over with." I turned and walked away from him. He stayed knelt on the ground where I left him.