Once Jacob was out of sight we all stood staring into the trees where he disappeared.
"Edward." I whispered, and placed my hand on his upper arm. He turned quickly clasping onto the tops of my arms.
"What the hell were you thinking! Are you hurt?" Edward asked pulling on my arms to examine them.
I pulled them out of his grasp. "Of course not! I'm not human anymore, remember?"
"He's still strong." Edward snapped.
"I know Jake, he will never hurt me."
"I'm not going to discuss this with you. Lets go." Edward took my hand and pulled me towards the big house.
"No, I have to go find him! I need to make sure he's ok." I pulled my hand from his and turned to walk the opposite way.
"Jasper, Emmett!" Edward called out and in a flash they were both standing in front of me, blocking my way. I stepped to the left of Emmett and he stepped with me. Jasper moved with him so they stayed shoulder to shoulder.
"Move!" I yelled at them and tried shoving through them. I wasn't as strong as I used to be, so they barely budged.
"Lets go." Emmett pushed against my shoulders making me back up. I moved quickly and was able to get around him. "No you don't." Emmett flung his arm out catching me around my waist and flung me over his shoulder.
"Emmett, put me down!" I punched at his back. He flinched a little, but not as much as I wanted him to.
"Not as tough as you used to be, huh, Bells."
"I'll still kick your ass if I really wanted to."
"Jasper a little help?" Edward asked him.
"No! I don't…" I sighed as I felt a feeling of calm come over me. My body relaxed and I saw Jasper nod at Edward.
"Ok Emmett, put her down." Emmett did as Edward said and I was on my feet. Edward immediately took my hand, and he glanced at Rosalie. She knew what he wanted and stepped at my side linking my free arm with hers.
"Hi…mom." Renesmee's smile faded quickly when she saw Edward clutched to my left arm and Rosalie clutching my right. Emmett walked behind me and Jasper walked in front. "What happened?" She asked. She left Alyssa on the lawn and walked over to us.
Carlisle and Esme saw the irritated look on mine and Edwards faces. Carlisle stood to walk behind Renesmee.
"She hurt?" Carlisle asked trying to look passed Jasper to look at me.
"No, I'm not! Do you people realize I'm not a weak human anymore?" I struggled against Edward and Rosalie's grasp, but they wouldn't let me go.
Carlisle ignored my question. "Where is he?" He asked not wanting to say Jacob's name in front of Renesmee.
"Ran off." Edward said coldly. "I don't think we'll be seeing him for a while." Edward obviously herd something more in Jacob's mind than I thought.
"Mom?" Renesmee's voice shook as she ducked around Jasper to stand in front of me.
Let me go. Your scaring her. I thought to Edward. He looked down at Renesmee. Her eyes flickered from my left arm to my right, and then behind her to Jasper, then to Emmett behind me.
Edward sighed and dropped my arm. "Rose." She looked at him and dropped my other arm.
"Come on." I put my hands on Renesmee's shoulders and lead her away from everyone.
"What's going on?" Renesmee asked nervously. She struggled for a moment to catch up with my pace, but once she caught her footing she stayed at my side.
"The future is clearer now, I hope your happy. You chased him away for good this time." Alice said coldly as I walked passed her.
"Who? Who is gone? Mom, answer me!" Renesmee pleaded. I took her hand and walked towards the woods on the other side of the house.
"She's going to tell her!" Alice called out. I could hear Edward growl, and race towards us.
"Now? You think now is a good time?" Edward whispered from behind me.
"Yes, we're leaving as soon as my dad and Sue get back." I whispered back and Renesmee pulled her hand from mine and stepped in front of me.
"Your not answering my questions and now your whispering to daddy! I'm not moving unless you start talking!" Renesmee put her hands on her hips. I shrugged and picked her up. "Not fair!" She wined, and struggled in my arms.
Once we were out of hearing distance from the rest of the family, I sat Renesmee on a low tree branch. She looked around and huffed.
"Sweetie we have something to tell you." Edward stepped in front of me.
"I want mommy to talk. She is hiding something from me. I know she is." Renesmee said looking passed Edward right into my eyes.
"Bella." Edward stepped aside and smirked at me. I didn't understand what the smirk was about, but I took my spot in front of Renesmee.
"We're going to be moving. You can finally see my island!" I said excitedly.
"Why?" Renesmee crossed her arms over her chest.
"Because your father wants to make sure we're safe, and we can have some time to be a family." She sat patiently as I told her about my taking online classes, and that we would move back into the US so I could finish college.
"What about Jakey?" This was the reason for Edwards smirk. Renesmee was smarter than I though. She put the pieces together and knew something happened.
"He's not going to be coming, but you can see him whenever you want."
"I want to see him now."
"He's not here." I looked down at the ground, not wanting to look into her eyes.
"Why not?"
"Renesmee, please. Not now." I begged.
"Why not? Dad, where's Jake?"
"He didn't take the news too well. He needs to burn off some steam." I narrowed my eyes at Edward, but he didn't look at me.
"What if I said I don't want to go. Our family is here, Jakey is here, and my school is here."
"Daddy and I will home school you until we move back into the states. We will only be on the island for a few years."
"I said I didn't want to go. I want to go find Jake! Did you yell at him?" Renesmee asked me.
"No! I told him we were moving, and we still are. You will love it there. I promise you Jacob and the rest of the family will be visiting as often as they want, and we will be coming here as often as you want." I assured her. Edward relaxed next to me, and I knew her interrogation was over.
"Promise?" She asked, pulling at my shirt.
"Yes, I would never not let you see our family."
"So, when are we moving?"
"As soon as Sue and Grandpa come back from their honeymoon." I told her.
Edward chuckled next to me, but before I could look at him Renesmee asked, "What's a honeymoon?"
"It's a vacation you take after you get married."
"Why?"
"To have some private time with your new spouse."
"Did you and daddy have a honeymoon?" Renesmee looked from my face to Edwards.
I bit my bottom lip. "Mmhmm." If I released my bottom lip I would smirk widely.
"What did you do?"
"We, swam and went hiking. Your mother was human at that time, so she slept a lot, just like you." Edward said quickly.
"Oh, you were?" Renesmee looked at me.
"You have been married the same as my age." Renesmee pointed out.
"Yes, our honeymoon is when I got pregnant with you."
"How?" That was a question I was hoping she wouldn't ask.
I took a deep breath, and explained it to her in a way a child would understand.
"Oh." Renesmee's face froze with her lips in a O, and her eyes open wide.
"You ok?" Edward asked, his voice shaky.
"Yes, but is Grandpa and Sue going on their honeymoon to make a baby?"
"No, they already have me, Leah, Seth, and you as a granddaughter."
Renesmee shook her head, and a confused look locked on her face.
"Remember when we were telling you that you weren't planned, but we wouldn't trade you in for anything?" Edward asked as he listened to her confused thoughts.
Renesmee nodded.
"Well we weren't going on our honeymoon to make a baby. None of us thought that was even possible. We went on our honeymoon to be alone together, and when mom was ready, I was going to change her, but she ended up pregnant with you, and so she stayed human until you were born. And… here we are. Some people don't go on a honeymoon to make a baby."
Renesmee smiled, finally understanding. "I get it!" Renesmee stood on the branch and leaped off.
"Are we done now?" I asked as she took my hand.
"Yup!"
"Good." both Edward and I sighed at the same time.
"How did it go?" Alice asked as soon as she saw us walking into the yard.
"Fine. She's ok with us leaving." I told her.
"So, your just going to ignore the fact that no one knows where Jacob is." Alice stood up and moved Alyssa off her lap.
"What do you mean?" I asked walking faster towards where Alice stood.
"He went to Leah, and told her to order the pack to run with Sam. She said he just took off running. She phased to see where he was going, but she only felt his pain."
"Where is she?"
"She just left. She went off to try and track him down."
"Jakey?" Renesmee asked wide eyed. "What did you do!" Renesmee's fury was back, thanks to Alice.
"I just told him we were moving. That's all." I assured her.
"We have to go find him!" Renesmee started running towards the driveway, but Esme knelt down in her path, and she ran directly into her arms. Esme held her close as Renesmee began to sob into her neck.
"Alice, what is your deal? We had her calm, and you had to open your mouth!" I snapped at her.
"Because you are separating the family, and it's stupid."
"No it's not! How many times do I have to tell you, you can come whenever you want!"
"You don't get it." Alice hissed.
"No, please explain it to me." I crossed my arms across my chest.
"Just forget it Bella. Do what you have to do." Alice turned and raced into the house.
"I'll go." Jasper turned quickly to go after her.
Later that night Renesmee and Alyssa were in bed and we all sat around the dining room table. "Alice! Talk to me!" I begged. Everyone stopped talking as they listened to Alice and I argue. They all knew this was big because Alice and I have never argued before.
Alice got up and walked outside. I got up and followed. Jasper and Edward lingered close behind us.
"Bella, what am I going to do without you?" She turned to look at me, and immediately Jasper and Edward backed away.
"I'll still be around. 4 years is nothing." I stepped close to her and she wrapped her arms around my waist.
"I know, but you remember when I ran off with Jasper when the Volturi were coming after us?"
"Yeah…"
"Remember how you felt when I left? Now remember how you felt when Edward left you?"
I closed me eyes and back away from her.
"Yes." I whispered.
"Well That's how I feel and that's how Jacob feels. Just think about that." Alice sighed, and walked back into the house.