Hey Everyone!! I just waned to write a quick note saying I cant believe the amount of great feedback I'm getting for this story! Thank you all, seriously for loving the story so much. I can't believe I'm almost at 50 chapters! I'm not sure on exactly how many chapters are left, but I am going to start bringing to story to an end. I'm starting to take notes for the sequal and need your help. For those of you on Twilighters I already made a post about this. I need help picking a title for the sequal. I am torn, and cant make up my mind. So either PM me, Email me, or say it in a review and let me know which one you like the best.
Young Hearts
Forever Yours
Eternal Flame
Now and Forever
Restless Heart
Now remember the sequal is going to be in Renesmee's POV and it's about her struggles in coming to terms of who she is, which road she wants to go down, and finding her destiny.
Thanks everyone!
Later that night Renesmee and Alyssa refused to take off their costumes. Edward, Rosalie, Emmett and I took them trick or treating, and they were now full with candy. I was able to confine them to the kitchen so they wouldn't make a mess all over the house. The sat trading off candies and throwing the rejects into the garbage.
"These used to be my favorite." I said leaning over the table and picking out a Hershey's Special Dark Chocolate.
"I want to try it!" Renesmee held out her hand and I gave it to her. "This is really good!" She took another from her pile and handed it to me. "Eat it! See how it tastes now." I had to admit I was curious. I opened the wrapper and smelt it. The smell of the chocolate was gross, but I popped it in my mouth anyway. It tasted like cardboard. I scrunched up my nose and shook my head. "Not as good as it used to be?" Renesmee asked. Her and Alyssa were trying not to laugh.
"Not even close." I turned quickly and spit it out in the sink. This made both of them burst out laughing.
"I think it's time for bed." I said as I picked up the empty candy wrappers all over the kitchen table.
"Vampires don't sleep, duh!" Renesmee rolled her eyes at me.
"This one does." I lifted her off the chair and placed her on the floor.
She grumbled, but walked towards the stairs. Rosalie was already getting Alyssa ready for bed.
"Edward." I called his name as I walked into the living room.
"What's wrong?" He leaned forward on the couch.
I shook my head. "Nothing, after I put Ness to bed can we talk?"
He raised an eyebrow. "Everything ok?" He asked.
"Yeah, just want to discuss something. Meet me upstairs." I gave him a quick reassuring kiss before going to help Renesmee take off her makeup.
"Can I wear the costume again tomorrow? It's Saturday and we're just hanging out here."
"What is it with that costume?" I sat on the edge of her bed.
"N… nothing. I just like it." Renesmee rolled over leaving her back facing me.
I rubbed her back lightly, and leaned over to kiss her cheek. "Goodnight, sweetie."
Without looking at me Renesmee lifted her hand and placed it on my cheek.
"Love you." Echoed through my mind.
"Love you too, honey. Sweet dreams." Renesmee let her hand drop, and I walked out of the room.
"I'm all ears." Edward said as soon as I walked into our bedroom. He was sitting on the bed waiting for me.
I sat in front of him and took his hands in mine. "It's Renesmee."
"What about her?" Edwards voice sounded alarmed.
"Something's up. I feel it. She wanted to be a vampire for a reason. What's the reason."
Edward sighed. "I was wondered how long it would take you to realize something was up. Your quicker than I thought." He kissed my forehead before continuing. "She doesn't want to be different anymore. She's tired of being the odd one out in our family. Our daughter is growing up, and she thinks she will have the choice to be changed into a full venomous vampire."
"No, that's out of the question. I wont let her go through that." I regretted the words as soon as I spoke them.
"I thought you didn't feel anything. The morphine helped. You told us it did." Edward went quiet as he thought. I could almost hear the click when he realized I lied. "You felt it all didn't you." He gasped. "All that time you were in pain, burning alive."
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "The only thing the morphine did was pull me into this darkness where I felt paralyzed. I was lost in my own body. I had no sense of where I was or if I was actually dead or alive. The burning was excruciating. I knew you were somewhere by my side, so I kept my mouth shut. When the morphine wore off I could hear all of your voices. I knew if I opened my mouth to let you know it was working, I'd lose control and start screaming from the pain. It would have hurt you more watching me suffer in pain that you couldn't do anything about, than you were as you waited to see if you spread your venom in my veins in time."
"I'm so sorry. I wish you would have told me."
"You wouldn't have been able to do anything to help me anyway. I will never let Renesmee go through that. She will have to learn to except herself for what she is. No one is to change her."
Edward nodded. "Already warned them. They all feel the same as you do."
"They? How do you feel about it?" I asked.
"I think she should be given the choice when she's full grown. Who are we to tell her she cant do something when she's an adult?"
"Because we are her parents, that's why! You will not be the one to stop her heart from beating." I placed my hands on both sides of his face making him look me straight in the eyes, "Edward, promise me that."
"I would never go against your wishes. Besides, it's not me she wants to change her."
I shook my head fiercely. "No way! I wont do it! First of all I could kill her, and second I wont be responsible for stopping my own daughters heart."
"That's why she wants you to do it. She basically was the reason why you had to be changed, and she wants you to be the one to change her. She knows my venom runs through your veins, and she wants you to-"
"No, Edward I cant, no I wont do it."
"Don't worry, she's not going to ask you tomorrow. She knows we wont let her make a decision like that until she's grown."
"Not even then!"
"Relax, we will deal with it when the time comes. Right now it's just a thought that pops in her head every so often."
"We need to talk to her about it then. I don't want to let her keep her hopes up for something that will never happen."
"Give it time, love." Edward leaned over and kissed me.
"No, I mean it! Think of Jacob, how hard will it be for him to be with a vampire. How hard it will be for Renesmee to have to be close to him."
"The only thing that will be a problem is her thirst for him. Jacob's strong enough to handle her strengths." Edward hesitated, but spoke the words strongly.
I sat silent for a while thinking about how Jacob would react. I know he would never let anyone, not even me, change Renesmee.
"Let it go. Please. This is why Renesmee hid it from you. The first time she thought about it she basically screamed at me in her thoughts to keep my mouth shut." Edward laughed, "She said you would react exactly like this. It's amazing how well the 2 of you know each other."
"Well I know that she's not going to get her way with this. I'm putting my foot down, and don't you let her even try to persuade me. Ask Alice, my mind is made up."
Edward lifted his hands to surrender. "Oh, I believe you. The only other time you were this stubborn on something was when you told me your ultimatum for marrying me before I changed you."
I smiled at the dull memory. "See, that was a good ultimatum. We wouldn't have had Renesmee if I listened to you."
"You would have chickened out anyway."
I punched his arm, "What?! No I wouldn't have!"
"Yes, you told me before you found out you were pregnant that you wanted to wait a few years before being changed, remember? You wanted to go to college for a little while before I changed you. You were brave enough to marry me, but got the cold feet when it came time for you to join me for all eternity."
"Then Renesmee happened, and I didn't have a choice." I whispered. "I like this route better." I leaned in to kiss him.
"So do I." Edward answered against my lips.
I crawled onto his lap, and he wrapped his arms around my waist, crushing my body against his.
"If you were still human I couldn't do this!" Edward clasped onto my shoulders and shoved me backwards so my back crashed against the mattress. His lips met mine fiercely just as the legs of the bed gave out and we toppled to the floor tangled in each other. We both kept our lips attached as we laughed.
"You like killing the beds, don't you." I said through laughter.
"It's fun." Edward mumbled against my lips.
I rolled our bodies so I was on top of him. I took his hands and slammed them on the floor over his head.
"You definitely wouldn't be able to do that if you were human." Edward chuckled and I leaned in to kiss him again. He fought against my grasp on his wrists, and got loose. He growled playfully and grabbed onto my hips. We were flying through the air and my back smashed against the headboard. It crumbled around us along with the shreds of our clothes.
"You think they heard that?" I asked breathless.
"Yup, I was already warned not to destroy anything but our stuff. This is how Emmett and Rosalie were kicked out." Edward mumbled as I nipped and kissed at his neck.
He grabbed my waist and rolled us, we rolled off the bed and crashed into the wall. It shook but didn't crack.
"Esme is going to get really mad." I whispered. I threw my head back as Edward took his turn kissing my neck down to my collarbone, and every single one of my ribs.
"So control yourself." Edward mumbled against my stomach. I looked down at him and he winked at me.
"Control myself? You're the one throwing me around the room."
Edward crawled back up my body so we were face to face. "Just proving that I like you better as an indestructible woman, than a brittle little girl."
"Got it." I took two fist full of his hair and his lips met mine for the remainder of the night.
