I deserve nothing. Haha If fanfiction gave a trophy for worst updater, I'd win. I have been super busy. I know That is the common excuse, but it's the truth. I got my drivers license! So I've been pretty obsessed with that. And spring break started, so I've been out a lot. But, I'm back! Thanks for sticking with me : ) Hope you like this chapter.

-Niki-

Mitchie grabbed her things and got up from the bench. Lunch time was nearly over, and she needed to drop off her lunch trey in the cafeteria. Balancing her lunch trey in one hand, her books in the other, and a hundred pound backpack on her shoulder, she started in the direction of the cafeteria.

"Mitchie!" A voice called from behind her. Mitchie automatically knew it was Caitlyn, from the calm and serene voice. She turned around, careful not to drop anything.

"I've been looking EVERYWHERE for you. I wanted to invite you to my birthday party tomorrow." Caitlyn smiled. Going to parties, was something Mitchie wasn't to crazy about. She put on a fake smile, and said,

"Oh, gee Caitlyn...Thanks... but I have to go out of town tomorrow. I'm sorry. I'll give you a gift before hand though."

Caitlyn nodded. "It's cool. You don't have to get me anything. Sorry you have to miss it. My parents are getting Connect 3 to play." Mitchie stopped breathing. Nate. Mitchie thought to herself. I could just...pop in for a few minutes. It couldn't hurt. She continued.

"Did you say...tomorrow? I ment I'm going out of town Friday. I think I can make it." Mitchie tried sounding casual. Caitlyn laughed and nodded.

"See you there. It's a pool party. So bring your suit." Caitlyn said, as she walked away. Great. Swim suit. That should make my anxiety better. Sarcasm was getting the better of her.

"I'm sure it will be fine." She said to herself. Fine, if I don't make a complete fool of myself in front of the supposed Nate Grey that want's to be my 'friend.' No pressure. Mitchie continued walking to the cafeteria.

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Nate walked the halls to his class, but stopped when he reached the notebook. With a sigh, he picked it up and skipped to the last written page. His face twisted when the smell of pasta sauce hit his nose. Nate shook his head and read. When he finished, he grunted and took a pen out.

December 5, 2009

Mitchie! I wouldn't lie about this! I wouldn't lie to you about anything. There is no need for me to do that. I'm sorry. This is a sucky situation, and I happen to be the one at fault here. But I really am Nate Grey. Believe me. What can I do to convince you that I AM NATE GREY.

For the zillionth time, I'm sorry.

Is zillionth even a word OR number?

He shut the notebook angrily, and threw it on the floor. Both of his hands went to either side of his head, on his temples. The bell rang, and he walked to his class.

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"Ms. Miller, may I go to the restroom?" Mitchie asked. She didn't need to go, but she was eager to see if Nate had seen the food marked journal.

"Remember to take a pass." The teacher nodded. Mitchie stood up, and exited the class.

Mitchie put her hands in her pockets, and let the winter breeze raise the hair on her arms. A week, and Mitchie would be home for the winter break. Away from school and worries.

When she reached the notebook, she giggled when it was in an odd place. He saw it. She picked it up, and read what he had written. Her smile vanished. A pen lay near the bush beside her. She picked it up, and took a chance.

December 5, 2008

I don't know what to believe anymore. Prove it anyway you can. I want to be your friend. I really do. But how can a friendship live if there is nothing to live by?

And zillionth is a word. A really big number, too.

Mitchie shut the book and placed it under the bench. Walking back to class, she couldn't help but wonder what crazy thing Nate would do.

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The next day Mitchie and her mom pulled up into the Gellar driveway.

"If you want to come home early, call me. Alright honey? Behave." Mrs. Torres said. Mitchie nodded and got out of the car. "Bye." She said and walked to the front door.

On the front door, there was a sign that read, "Go through back gate." She did as told, and was lead to the Gellar's back yard. It was filled with tons of people, all dancing and singing along with the Three boys that were playing on a stage. Mitchie felt like her stomach was in knots.

"Hey glad you made it, Stranger." Caitlyn bumped hips with Mitchie. Mitchie smiled.

"Go on in and change into your suit. The party is just getting started!" Caitlyn yelled over the roar of noise. Mitchie nodded, smiled again, and went inside.

The Gellar house was nice. Mitchie looked around. Pictures of Caitlyn were hung all over, ranging from baby to recent pictures.

She had no trouble finding the bathroom. A trail of shoes and clothes led to it.

Inside, she took off her shirt, revealing a maroon swim top. When the bottom piece was exposed, it matched the top. Mitchie walked back out to the backyard, and hung out on a lawn chair. She didn't want to talk to anyone, knowing she'd probably puke if she did. Instead, she just listened to the music, and prayed that "Nate Grey" didn't try anything stupid.

As if the Nate on stage could read her mind, he started speaking. "Hope you guys are having fun. This next song, is dedicated to a girl named Mitchie. I'd like to say that I'm sorry, and that you believe me now? This song is called I will be the light. Hope you guy's like it." From then he started counting off. "1..2..1 2 3 4!" They started playing, and Mitchie could her muffles of, "Who's Mitchie?" and other things that made her feel invisible. Her cheeks filled with crimson. At least he doesn't know who I look like. She thought.

During a guitar solo, Nate spoke out, "If any of you happen to know a freshman Mitchie, please let me know. I'd like to let her know something." He continued singing.

Great. Mitchie wanted to cry. She had a horrible feeling someone was going to make this situation worse. Again, as if on cue, Amanda and Holly walked through the gate.

This day could not get ANY worse. Mitchie thought.

What do YOU think is going to happen? Please let me know, anything that is on your mind! Wether you liked it, or if you were disappointed about this chapter for some reason. Thank you for everything!

-Niki-