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Ok so this is a new story but I already have this Chapter ready so…..here it is! Oh and I know that in the end of the first chapter I said she saw the Cullen's. But remember the house is huge, and everyone was giving the three of them time to talk. So that's why there won't be many Cullen's in the start.

Jasper and Rose had finally managed to get me off the ground, and inside. We talked for what seemed like hours. They told me how everything's been going in their lives. Well I guess you could say we were reconnecting. There were a lot more tears, and in the end we all kind of understood each other a little bit better. Even though I loved finally being able to talk to them, I needed to be alone, to be able to think about everything, and just cry without any one looking at me with pity.

"Would you mind if I went to bed?" I sounded hopeful.

"No, go ahead! You are probably really tired. Mrs. Cullen said they would love to meet you tomorrow. And we will show you around the house. She said if you are hungry just help yourself. The kitchen is through that door." Jasper pointed at the door across the room.

I stood up and wished them a good night. I headed towards the stair and finally realized how beautiful the house really was. It was probably big enough for me to get lost in too.

When I got to my room I went to the bathroom door and knocked. No answer. I shut the door behind me and looked up into the mirror. What I saw….it….was me, but I looked paler than usual. My eyes were red and puffy with black and blue circles under them. I hadn't slept in four days. Every time I closed my eyes I saw the pain killers that were spread out all over the room. The worst part was seeing what I found when I came home from school that day. Her lying face down……..

I was brought out of my thoughts by the sound of a distant guitar. Before I could even move lyrics flowed out in a voice that had to belong to someone with their own set of pain. Who ever it was had an amazing voice, but you could tell they were hurting inside.

I walked out of the bathroom and into my room. I saw a window that I hadn't noticed before. I reached down to unlock it. When I finally got it pushed all the way open I heard the words more clearly. I looked out towards the beach and saw a silhouette sitting in the sand with a guitar in their hands.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

The mysterious person picked up a handful of rocks, and threw them one by one into the water.

When the person was left empty handed they turned and walked up towards the steps that led from the beach to the pool and patio. The light from the pool lit up the persons face and I realized it was a guy about my age. He had auburn colored hair that seemed as though he ran his fingers through it constantly. He fit the description of a Greek god. He had on a pair of black skinny jeans and a black jacket with a guitar case in his left hand.

As I was in my trance I saw the person start to tilt their head upwards as raindrops fell on to his face. I jumped back away from the window and threw it shut.

Ok I know that was a short chapter but it is just kind of a fill in for later chapters. Its just kind of there to pick up the pieces of chapter one. The next one should be better, sorry!