Hey party peoples lol sorry last chapter was more of a filler. I have future chapters done in my head but I have to get through this first lol. Anyway I thought that the last chapter was longer and was disappointed when it wasn't. My bad…Anyway ON WITH THE STORY.
JPOV
After four days of hanging with my girlfriend and the gang Bella told me that I could see her room tonight. It's 4 p.m. now and I know that Bella's going to wait to show me in another 4 hrs. I never saw or heard her work but every time that I went to the laundry room I saw some clothes of hers covered with light purple, and silver paint, along with sawdust the first two days.
At 8 I turned toward everyone and said, "Night guys. See you tomorrow. Oh and I have a surprise for y'all." Of course when I said that Emmett got all excited. "Night Jasper see you tomorrow." I heard while I went to my car. It was a nice dark blue '85 4x4 Silverado truck. When I pulled into the driveway I hurried to the front door and started yelling Bella's name.
"Oh. Hey Jazz didn't hear you!" she said sarcastically. I watched her walking down the stairs carrying her duffel bag. "What's in there?" I asked her following her to the basement door. "Oh some clothes, my cd player, and some cd's." she said nonchalantly.
I opened the door for her. "Why thank you kind sir." She said laughing. "Your welcome milady." I replied laughing as well. "Can I see it now?" I asked her with a pleading whine in my voice. "Alright, Fine you can. Just let me put this down there first and then I'll come get you." She said while struggling not to smile. I waited impatiently for her and when I heard her footsteps on the stairs I practically fell down trying to get down fast enough.
"So? What do you think?" she asked me while I looked around. "WOW!" I was rendered speechless. I was staring at a terrific room. To the left of the stairs was just a wall with a door and the other half was wide open to the right. The only light was two lamps on the bedside tables. The room was a light purple color with silver shimmering butterflies on the walls. Her bed had a purple comforter that was down feathered and her carpet was beige. Against the wall was a dark mahogany desk with a computer, an i-home, and a cell phone on it. She had a bookcase filled with books across from the stairs, two silver comfy seat chairs, and her bathroom was to the right of the stairs in the furthest corner. The door was open and revealed a white tiled floor with white walls and lights.
"It's amazing!" I told her excitedly, "Who did these butterflies? And who put up this wall? What's behind it? Can I see?" "Whoa breathe Jazz." She told me laughing. I blushed and waited for her to answer. "Thank you! I did, me, a secret, and yes you can." She said smiling at me and started to walk towards the door. She opened it and I swear I started to drool.
The walls were a red color with black trim and the lights were everywhere. She had a lab-top on a desk and besides that was a whole recording set-up. She had a blue electric guitar with black butterflies on it, a dark wood acoustic guitar, a keyboard, red and black drums, a microphone, and a few amps. On a few stands were sheet music and there were various cd's on the floor.
"Holy Crap!" I said speechless. "I'm taking it that you like this?" she said hopefully. Of course I bombarded her with questions. "How long have you been doing this? What do you place? Do you have a band? Can I hear a few cd's? Can I hear you play? Can you record some for me? Can I create a band and have them practice here?" I stopped, before I could pass out to breathe. "Wow that was long." She said laughing, "Since I left, all of them, no, sure, if you want but not right now, no problem, I guess but call me before you do! Oh and this room is sound-proof." "Thanks sis you're awesome." I said hugging her closely. "Yeah I know!" she said while laughing. She grabbed a cd off of the floor and put it in boom-box I didn't see before. The room was filled with music soon after.
You
can only move as fast as
Who's in front of you
And if you
assume
Just like them
What good will it do
So find out for
yourself
So your ignorance
Will stop bleeding through
You can breathe today
So many lies swirling
All around
you
You're suffocating
The empty shape in you
Steals your
breath
You're suffocating
Logic forces me to believe in
this
And I have learned to see
And I can only say what I've
seen and heard
And only you can choose
And every choice you
make will effect you
Search your own self
You can breathe today
So many lies swirling
All around you
You're
suffocating
The empty shape in you
Steals your breath
You're
suffocating
So many lies swirling
All around you
You're
suffocating
The empty shape in you
Steals your breath
You're
suffocating
Breathe
Big enough to fill the void that's
inside of you
It's just a breath away
So many lies
swirling
All around you
You're suffocating
The empty shape
in you
Steals your breath
You're suffocating
So many
lies swirling
All around you
You're suffocating
The empty
shape in you
Steals your breath
Breathe
So many lies
swirling
All around you
You're suffocating
Breathe
The
empty shape in you
Breathe today
I looked at her and saw her with her eyes closed mouthing the words. Then I just listened to the songs. But before the next one came one she turned to me and said, "There's only three on here and one is…well you'll see." I waited to see what she meant.
Perfect
by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More
lies about a world
That never was and never will be
Have
you no shame, don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody
fooled.
Look here she comes now -
Bow down and stare in
wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're
But now I
know she -
Never was and never will be
You don't know how
you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.
Without
the mask
Where will you hide?
Can't find yourself,
Lost in
your lies
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I
don't love you anymore
Never was and never will be
You
don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody
fooled.
Never was and never will be
Not for real that you
can save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool
After that song I waited to see what she meant before it came on. Then I understood when the last song came on.
Please,
please, forgive me
but I won't be home again.
Maybe someday
you'll look up
and barely conscious you'll say to no-one:
"isn't
something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I
know,
you forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so
insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing
me?
CHORUS:
Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try
for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you loved me
I'm all
alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please,
forgive me,
but I won't be home again.
I know what you do to
yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out.
Isn't something
missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
CHORUS
Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
knowing you
don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake
without you there.
Isn't something missing,
Isn't
something...?
CHORUS
Isn't something missing?
Isn't
someone missing me?
When it was over I looked at her and she was staring at me. "Well what did you think?" she asked me nervously. "I loved it. You are a fantastic one woman band!" she started to laugh when I said that. "So let me guess that last one was for mom and Phil?" "Yeah it was. I created it when she first married him and it just fit now." She said with a shrug. "Yeah." I looked at the time. "Crap its 8:30. We better start dinner." She and I shut the lights off and went upstairs. I watched her while she started to make enchiladas. After about 15 minutes I heard Charlie's cruiser pull up. "Hey kids!" he yelled. "Hey dad dinners ready when you are. Oh and you can go look at Bella's room afterward." I yelled back. After dinner Bells took us down again. Once he saw it all he was taken back. He complimented her on everything. The whole time he did this she blushed. "I am going to pay for my own internet though. Alright dad!" I turned and saw her with her famous stubborn glint and knew Charlie wasn't going to get off on that one. "Alright, Fine but you have to fix my car." He said while pulling her into a hug. When he went back upstairs I said goodnight to Bella and started up the stairs. About halfway up I yelled over my shoulder, "Get some sleep because tomorrow you're meeting the gang." I heard her yell, "WHAT!" before I closed the door.
BPOV
Great I get to meet the gang. Man…ugh. I was too tired to care so I just changed into some new pajamas after taking a shower. Then I brushed my teeth, hair, and went to bed.
Alright guys. That chapter's over with. Two more chapters and then it's Edward's pov. Their titles are: The gang, the fair's talent show, and The fair's talent show E-pov. Any way's review guys kay? Oh and I reread my summary and I love it lol. Thanks for everything… bye