Hey guys! Sorry for the wait but like I said family problems…but they're better now so that helps! And thank you for everyone who cared to hope for the best you guys are awesome now this chapter will be short but it will tell you Bella's past.

BPOV

I looked at them all and felt bad for leaving them in the dark. Then I thought of my past and what happened….then I just grew cold. I looked at them all and thought of what to do. "You really want to know what's going on?" I asked them…they nodded their heads with tears still in their eyes. "Fine! I'll tell you but don't say I didn't warn you. Also don't treat me any different please!" Then I told them what happened.

"I babysat for this little girl, Katherine, and she was the sweetest thing ever. She was 8 years old….I always called her my baby because she was my baby to me. One thing you should know though is that I'm part of a gang…well….was. We always wore dark clothes black/green/or dark blue. That is why I chose the outfits tonight. Anyway we were taught how to fight/fend off/defend ourselves in battles. We always carried knives or we would get cut or beat up by everyone….no matter if they were your friend or not.

"Anyway I was babysitting her one night and when I got home I was called to help them fight…

*Flashback*

"Bella we need your right now…we are near the abandoned warehouse on 5th street and the werewolves are coming." I knew my face was cold and shut down. I left a message for my parents saying I was out late and that I wouldn't be back until morning…it's not like they care-I thought- they are barely here anyways.

I arrived at the destination in 5 minutes by running from my house. I met up with the gang right before they showed up…then worse came to shove and our other rivals were there with them. I figured out that they teamed up with each other to take us out of the picture…I was so distracted by Katherine because someone mentioned her I didn't realize until I passed out that Victoria had shanked me in the rib.

When I woke up I heard a blood-curling scream that shot ice down my back…I know who that belongs to. I ran to the building and up to the third floor. I opened the door and froze at the site in front of me…Aaron (our team leader/punisher) had a knife poised over her stomach while he was staring at me. He opened his mouth and said, "She has been distracting you for so long I need to take care of this…and it is all your fault. Her death will haunt you forever. Until I get you," he said laughing at the end. He raised the knife and stabbed her in the heart. "No!" I screamed and jumped over to him, but he had already gone and left me there with my baby girl dying. I ran to her quickly and pulled her into my chest. I was sobbing and crying saying, "Baby no, please not her…why not me."

Then she looked at me with the light fading from her eyes, and said, "I see a light and a nice man holding out his hand for me…what do I do mom?" I cried even harder then I looked at her and smiled a watery smile. "If you want to feel better baby, go with that man and be free…I promise I will come for you…I don't blame you for what happened, but I will never forgive myself. I love you baby girl…be safe for momma okay?" I asked her.

She looked at me and said, "I love you too, momma. I will and I can't wait to see you…I don't blame you…goodbye." Then I saw the light fade and I clutched her tighter to me while I heard sirens in the background.

*Flashback*

When I got done with my story all the girls were sobbing with me and clutching themselves to their boyfriends…The guys and my brother looked at me with so much pain and sadness…I can't believe I did that.

Then I stood up and stopped crying all together. "I'm leaving now and I'm not coming back until that…murderer…is dead by my own hands!" That was when I left and ran with my stuff.

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