____Chap 5 Bella's First Hunt ______________________________Bella's POV________________1 day later ______________
I was inside the house alone (Charlie was back at work) when it first happened.
It was a horrible sensation. The back of my throat was burning like it was somehow lit on fire.
I clutched it. It felt so dry.
I need water!!! I thought desperately, but then I made a realization. I didn't need water… I needed blood.
Suddenly I was rushing into the forest at full speed, but then I lost control to my instincts.
I followed the delicious scent of a group of white tailed deer.
After that, everything went blank- I couldn't remember anything, even with my vampire memory.
After I regained awareness, I looked at my surroundings.
I was deep in the forest and there were several drained deer carcasses lying on the ground near me.
I gaped in horror as I realized what could have happened if there had been humans nearby.
I couldn't remember If there were humans nearby and if they were killed by me…
I felt horrible. I had killed several innocent living things.
I take back what I've said before- I don't want to be a monster anymore.
UGH. This will be a loooong immortal life.
I looked down at myself.
Thank goodness I wasn't covered in blood.
I then picked myself up and followed my old scent back home.