So there I was crawling on the ground eating the carpet grass; when BAG!!! out of no where comes this huge emotional cloud of love.

I looked around realizing that my vision was all blurry. Had Alice walked in the door. I wondered, but couldn't feel her presence or here her voice. She had been out shopping and the first thing she always does before i even get to kiss her, is brag about some stupid sale of some stupid brand of some stupid... whatever, shopping sucks.

So no Alice, meant something was wrong. I didn't know what though. I couldn't see anything wrong.

Well of course I couldn't see anything wrong my vision was blurry. I looked down, ready to take another bite of carpet grass when again out of no where came lust.

Instead of looking I decided to feel my way to who it was; using there emotion to trail them out.

Bella's sent got stronger and I thought I must be in the wrong direction. Before I could turn around and start again. She called my name. Well, it was more of a purr.

I looked closely trying to make out her face. But still saw nothing but blurry colors.

"Bella, are you alright" I asked her; hoping i was wrong and it wasn't her calling me or sending me her emotions.

"Why, would anything be wrong" Emmet cut in. With a i-know-something-you-don't-know voice.

I crawled over to them now making out there faces. Bella was staring at me, as if I was u huge over sized cookie.

My hopes of it not being her, all died. The love that came off her surrounded me in a foggy mist of yuck.

Does she know I love Alice. Does she know I'm with Alice. Is she going crazy. Yes, that's it Bella has lost her mind and replaced it with crazy...ness. I thought she loved Edward.

"Jasper, come sit with me" Bella giggled. "Yes, come sit with Bella" Emmet said with a cheeky smile on his face.

I was stuck. I couldn't turn her down because Emmet would kill me. Curse the evil bear/vampire.

"BEAR / VAMPIRE" Edward yelled from the corner. "Make them stop, the voices wont stop".

His yelling was getting annoying and his consistent babble about voices. He must be going crazy hearing voices in his head. I think there's some thing wrong here.

I looked down. My vision was still blurry and I seemed shorter or maybe that's just because I'm crawling on the ground.

I stayed very still trying to think of what could possible be Wrong.

Rosie's in Esme's arms, Edwards saying he hears voices, Bella loves me and Emmets supporting it.

No, cant see anything wrong. Must just be one of those days. I gave up on avoiding Bella and went and sat next to her.

"Well hello Jasper, your looking very handsome today" Bella said while placing her hand on my leg.

I sat there very still not knowing what to do. "BELLA LOVES YOU!" Emmet screamed so loud my ears popped.

"Emmet, your not meant to tell any one" Bella scowled at him.

Edward reappeared from the corner and was standing over me like a tower with an angry look on his face. "Who does Bella love" he asked Emmet in a calm but edged voice.

"Um... a... you" Emmet stubbled out. A smile grew across my face. He lied to save me, so nice.

"Your lying" Edward spat at him. Emmets face turned into shock "no I'm not" he said so quick I'm sure Bella didn't here him.

"The voices say you are" Edwards voice got angry. "Jasper" Emmet whispered giving in.

Edward turned to look at Bella. She was off in her own world. Bobbing her head up and down, while giggling.

"Jappy, Jappy, loveeeeeeeeee booo" she cooed in a baby voice.

"Bella love, what are you saying?" Edward asked her. She looked up at him still giggling.

"I sezy, I love Jappy" she smiled showing all her teeth. I looked at her still not getting what she meant. she turned her head in my direction "Jappy" she said while flicking her finger to point at me.

I'm Jappy!. Shes already given me a nick name. "JAPPY!!!" Bella screamed. Edward fell to his knees dry crying for the millionth time today.

"Eddie, Eddie, dont cry Eddie" Bella said while rubbing his back. "You don't love me any more" he sobbed.

"Jappy love" Bella said in a sad voice. "a... u..., belly got sick feeling" Bella mumbled. "BELLY SICK, BELLY SICK" she started screaming. Emmet ran and grabbed a bucket making it back in time to save the floor from what just came out of Bella's mouth.

"Edward quickly ran to hold Bella's hair, I sat there still not knowing what was going on. "all... better, i sleep now" Bella slurred. Edward picked her up and ran her to the bed room.

I sat there feeling a little down or maybe it was sleepy. With that thought, I drifted into a long, silent and none thinking stare.