A/N: hey guys!!! so I just posted chapter 15 and now I'm writing chapter 16! I wont post this until tomorrow but I just thought you should know that I'm writing back to back!

to all of my fans, I love you! you rock my world and I couldn't be more thankful : )

CFTB people, I want to finish POV first so I can post the possible sequel trailer so I'm working on POV for a bit, but once I'm done all of my energy will go into CFTB so don't worry!!!

Previously……

Joe and Kevin rushed to my side and were about to speak when a lady in her late twenties with long brown hair said, "Nicholas Jonas?"

all three of our head shot up as the lady walked over to talk to us. my heart rate increased and a lump in my throat the size of a bolder formed as she started to speak, "Nicholas is……"

"Nicholas is in an extremely bad condition so please brace yourselves." she said sympathetically but that didn't get rid of that lump in my throat, I just wanted to know what was wrong with him!

"ok, can you just please tell us Miss,?" Kevin said, faking calmness. sometimes I wonder why he isn't an actor. he could fake emotions almost as good as I can.

"Nicholas is alive but, well, when you brought him in he was, as you know, suffering from a bullet wound, which cause him to loose a lot of blood. we did a transfusion right away to try and save him and he responded to that pretty well." the nurse paused for a minute. that felt like eternity. I could of sworn I could hear the clock tick as each second passed.

Kevin, Joe, and I all let out a sigh of relief, he was alive!! then the nurse continued as our three sets of eager ears waited for more news.

"then we took Nicholas into another surgery to remove the bullet, but the location was right near his spine. we successfully retrieved the bullet but the risk in doing so is, the fact that Nicholas might me paralyzed from the waist down."

I looked down as the tears started flowing once again. PARALIZED, Nick might never be able to walk again and its all of my fault. I'm an awful person, why didn't I kill Jeff when I saw him that night on the street? why didn't I stop Nick from taking that bullet? Why isn't it me in that hospital bed! WHY!?

Kevin's Voice broke as he said, "might?"

"we will only be sure once he is a bit better, It could take a few more weeks until we know for sure." the nurse gave the three of us a sad smile and said, "I am so sorry, you can go in and see him now if you'd like." then she turned around and walked away.

I knew Joe, and Kevin were trying to be strong and I knew that they were clinging onto the hope that he wouldn't be paralyzed, but I'm a spy and I know well enough by now not to cling to false hope.

I looked up and suddenly all of the white walls were closing in on me. the faces of dying, sick people invaded my mind, and I felt like I could no longer breath. the world was moving at hyper speed and I was nailed to the ground. all I could do was say to myself out loud in a loud whisper, "its all my fault, its all my fault," over and over again.

the walls started screaming at me and I could no longer take it. I screamed at the top of my lungs while releasing a gut-wrenching sob, "WHY!!"

the faces of many people turned to look and me including my two "brothers" but I didn't care. Nick was in a hospital bed right now and it is all of my fault!

with no warning I grabbed my crutches and left the hospital as fast as I could. I could hear Joe and Kevin behind be, but I couldn't face the guilt that came with the fact that I did this to there little brother. I just couldn't.

I reached down to my shoe and pressed the small blue circle in releasing turbo skate wheels from the bottom of my shoe. I sped done the street on my one shoe skate and just kept going. I wasn't sure where I was going but I needed to be away. I am an awful person and no one should have to be near me.

before I knew It I reached my destination, HQ. the tall old office building towering among the trees. I pushed the circle again making the skates go away and I used my crutches to make it into the building.

I walked down the halls and to the right where I saw the sign for the elevator. I walked into the broken down elevator without anyone seeing. The elevator door shut and I waited for the eye scan to begin. The red beam came out and scanned my eyes then opened up the wall to a mirror. I put my small bruised hands to the glass and felt the hotness seep into my pours. the elevator shook and then dropped. the world stood still for 60 seconds in counting and then the glass slid away revealing my home.

I avoided anyone who might try and start a conversation with me, because I didn't want to talk. I came here for a reason and that wasn't to chat about the new things that the tech. department was making. I wanted to reach the room that I've only ever heard about.

I went faster down the winding hall that was painted a navy blue and white. The walls were lined with photos of all of us and our accomplishments. I was in this hallway many times before, but walking down it now felt different. I was going to uncover the missing pieces and maybe get some answers.

I reached the end of the hall and looked at the gold painted door that was labeled, Hall of Spies (A/N: I couldn't think of a better name).

I took a deep breath and pushed open the heavy door and revealed everything I've ever wanted to know about my past, about my parents.

A/N: SORRY its so short! But it had a lot going on in it and I didn't want to give you too much to digest in one chapter. the next chapter is EXTREAMLY important so be sure to read it ok!

so once again I beg you with all of my heart to review!

guess what is going to happen, write what you think the Hall Of Spies is about, make your prediction about Nick. just write something!!

if you make a guess or prediction and you're right, I'll tell you that you are. so just please review.