A/N: hey guys!!! its official there is 3 more chapter until the end :[ but it you want a sequel I have ideas :] *wink, wink*

OK so I'm a dork.

so just enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!

Previously…….

"excuse me, are you here for Nick Gray?" she asked the three of us.

"yes, is he OK?" Joe asked right away.

"well we still are unsure if he will remain paralyzed but he just woke up and keeps asking for a girl named Miley."

My eyes shot up from the floor, my thoughts were a blur, trying to take in every thing I just heard. Nick is awake, he wants to talk to me. I'm just so glad that he's OK, but what if he's mad at me? its my fault he's in the hospital in the first place.

"Miles," Joe said snapping me out of my thoughts, and back into reality.

"yeah?" I asked Joe, my eyes returning to the floor, and a lump of guilt forming in my throat.

"you should go in, trust me he's not mad." Joe said rubbing my back comfortingly.

"OK, I guess" I agreed quietly knowing that I really didn't have a choice. Kevin helped me up as I grabbed my silver crutches. "thanks" I muttered to them as I made my way over to the white door. it took all I had to push the door open, and once I did I knew I couldn't turn back.

Nick was sitting on the white hospital bed looking out the window, his curls were a mess and sticking out all over the place, they must of washed the blood off because he look pretty clean. the only sounds were the beeping of the heart monitor and silence

"hey," I broke the silence. Nick's head shot up and he looked me straight in the eye.

"Miley," he breathed out.

"how are you?" I asked, standing in my spot in the corner.

"OK, better now that you're here. come sit," he said patting the space next to him on the hospital bed, while a blush formed across his face.

I made my way over to him slowly, swinging my body back and forth on the crutches. I put my crutches next to the bed and sat down. Nick looked at me with worried eyes, "what?"

"what happened to your leg? are you OK?" Nick said, worry written across his whole face.

"you're the one who gets shot, and your asking me if I'm OK?" I joked trying to lighten the mood, it works for Joe.

"yes, so tell me" he said still curious and worried

"I just broke it, no big." I shook it off, this wasn't about me it was about him.

"oh" he said, not asking father questions knowing he wouldn't get an answer.

"the nurse said you had something to tell me?" now it was my turn to ask the questions

"yeah, you see the reason I, um" he stuttered looking somewhat afraid

"come on spit it out."

"OK well the reason I jumped in front of that bullet, was because—" Nick got cut off by a doctor who looked to be in his late thirties,

"excuse me Miss, but we have to do a few tests on Nicholas, so you have to leave." the doctor told me. I saw Nick's face droop, and I know that if I wasn't so good at masking my emotions then mine would of too.

"OK, bye Nick." I said grabbing my crutches and leaving the white room. Nick's face looked disappointed, I wonder what he was going to say. for a minute I had this weird fantasy that he did it because he loved me just as much as I love him. but that's crazy.

when I walked back into the waiting room Joe and Kevin looked like they were going to burst they wanted to know so bad.

"the nurse cut him off before he could really say anything, but he said he feels fine," I answered their unasked question.

"oh" Kevin said. I could tell that they were waiting to hear something different, and they know something I don't.

"he didn't ask you any thing?" Joe said in disbelief.

"I told you the doctor kicked me out, he couldn't ask me anything. wait what do you know that I don't?"

"um, nothing, um, look a walking pie!" Joe shouted nervous, trying to distract me.

"what he means is, it would be better if Nick told you." Kevin explained Joe's weirdness.

I was about to protest but then my HQ watch beeped informing me, that I was needed at HQ.

"sorry guys, I have to go, HQ needs me. if Nick asks for me send me a text and I'll come back." I said in a hush tone, I couldn't have any one overhear me.

"sure, Is everything ok?" Kevin asked me

"I think so, but they asked me to come so I have to."

they both nodded as I walked over to the door, through the hospital and out the door.

to be honest HQ was the last place I wanted to be right now. I want to know if Nick is ok, and what he had to say. but most of all I didn't want to see my father.

before I knew it I was walking into HQ. I went down the long narrow hall ways and to the conference room door. I waited a few minutes, bracing myself for what might happen, then I pushed open the door and walked in.

Agent Keller was the only person in the room besides me. I looked at him, It wasn't the same any more. it felt weird being around him now that I know we share DNA.

I took a seat at the table and looked at one of the pictures on the blue wall. it was of Agent Keller and I, when I received my top spy status. I was so happy that day, and now Its just weird being around Agent Keller.

"Liz, the security guard told me that you went into the Hall of Spies for the first time today." Agent Keller said to me

"yes," I said still not making eye contact. "is it true?"

"is what true?"

"are you my father?"

Agent Keller's face registered with pain and understanding as he said, "yes, yes I am"

"why didn't you tell me?" I was getting upset now, and my voice cracked.

"I'm Sorry, its just that," he started but then stopped and let out a sigh.

minutes of silence pass then he spoke again, "when you were little, you were kept out of the spy world and raised to think you were just some normal kid that had parents who traveled. you were never supposed to become a spy, the only reason you did was because your mom and I decided that if anything happened to us, we'd let HQ raise you." he took a deep breath as he collected himself

then started again, " when your mom and I went on that mission it was only going to last twenty-four hours but then things went wrong. when she died, I couldn't come back and get her. I had to leave. I was forced to change my appearance completely and disown you so you wouldn't have a link to me." he took another deep breath, I could tell this was hard for him, but I had to know. "we put you in a orphan age for a year on purpose then had HQ adopt you. I was forbidden from ever telling you that I was your father, but I wanted good things for you. I made sure that you became an amazing spy, a top spy." then my fathers voice broke, and the tears came. in my whole life I have never, ever seen Agent Keller cry, nor have I heard anyone ever say that he ever has. My father was a rock that now had a crack in it.

"so I was never going to be an agent, but since Mom died and you couldn't have any attachment to me I was forced to be one?" this all sounded like one of those soap operas that Mrs. Gray like to watch when she got home.

"Yes, I hope you understand that I never wanted this, not at all. Your mother and I were supposed to raise you to be normal but everything just became so twisted and wrong. I'm sorry."

"I just can't believe it, I just, thought you both died." I said leaving my words hanging in the air. I wanted to say more but I didn't know what to say. my tears started and they brought sobs along with them. it seemed like crying was the only thing I could do lately.

"oh come here." My father said as he pulled me into a warm hug. it was the type of hug that you couldn't get enough of, it was warm and overall just plain loving.

"wh-why didn't. you. stop them. why don't you. love. me" my broken words were cut off randomly due to my sobbing. it just hurt so much.

"no, no no!" Agent Keller moved my face so my eyes were now locked with his, "don't you ever say that I don't love you. It killed me to see you everyday and to know that you just thought you were some orphan. it kill, because I love you SO much." he said as he pulled me back into a tight hug.

"I-I-I love you too dad."

after an hour of hugging and crying I calmed down and my dad and I even started joking around and stuff. I was great then I got a text.

my ring tone filled the air and both mine and my dad's eyes were brought to the high tech. HQ cell phone that belonged to me. "sorry dad, one sec." I said picking up my phone to see a text from Joe.

Miles, can you get down here, the nurse has news but we want you to hear it too.

-DJ Danger

I'll be there as fast as I can

-Miles

I looked up at my dad and said, "hey Dad, I have to get back down to the hospital, that was Joe.

My Dad just nodded his head, it was clear that he was deep in thought. I took that as a yes and made my way out of HQ.

By the time I reached the waiting room a half hour had already passed. the anxious looks on Kevin and Joe's faces were enough to tell me that they were growing impatient.

"hey guys, I'm so sorry, the bus wasn't running." I said once I reached them.

"its ok, as long as you're here now." Joe said.

a minute later the nurse appeared, the same one as last time. "are you finally ready to hear the news?" she asked also impatient.

"yes, sorry Miss." I said, the next words that come out of her mouth determine Nick's whole future, and that honestly scared me to death.

"well, Nicholas is indeed paralyzed. sorry, but on the bright side if he has the will and is strong enough, with physical therapy he has a chance at being able to walk again."

"paralyzed?" Kevin asked to no one in particular

"yes, I'm sorry." the nurse said again as she walked away.

A/N: muhahaha…… I bet no one (but Hadiy101) saw that coming! LOL so that chapter was long, wow. I'm proud of my self :]

the next chapter will be out tomorrow!!! yay!