A/N: Hi-Ya :] so I'm in a mega good mood! yay! oh and I'm sorry but my computer is a butt head so I couldn't capitalized most sentences so I'm aware and sorry, and I am trying to fix it :[

any way, as always, ENJOY!

Previously……

"well, Nicholas is indeed paralyzed. sorry, but on the bright side if he has the will and is strong enough, with physical therapy he has a chance at being able to walk again."

"paralyzed?" Kevin asked to no one in particular

"yes, I'm sorry." the nurse said again as she walked away.

"I can't believe it, my little brother is paralyzed." Kevin said in utter disbelief

"I know, it seems like just yesterday we were helping mom teach him how to walk and now he'll never walk again." Joe said as a tear trickled down his cheek.

"some one should go in and see him, I cant do it." Kevin said

"my neither, it would make it feel so much more real." Joe said as silent tears rushed down his face.

"I'll go, I'll tell you how he is, so it wont be as hard when you go in." I said reassuringly. honestly I don't know how on earth I was acting so strong, It wasn't even an act. I am numb.

they both just nodded as I hobbled back up to the white door and pushed it open. there on the bed was Nick, his eyes were red and puffy, and his hair was still a mess but he had a smile on his face the moment he saw me.

"hey, I guess they already told you." Nick said gesturing to the sad look on my face.

"yeah, wow, how do you feel?" I asked still in disbelief that he was paralyzed.

"surprisingly, I feel fine. I mean, sure I'm paralyzed, but the doctor said I could walk again if I go through physical therapy." Nick said, smiling. and patting the bed for me to sit next to him.

I walked over and sat down then said, "yeah…." after the words came out of my mouth there was a weird silence that filled the air. it wasn't awkward but it wasn't comfortable, I could see Nick was thinking about saying something but kept on deciding against it. so I decided to ask a question, it couldn't hurt. "hey Nick? what were you going to tell me earlier."

"oh um, well, look I'm not good at this stuff so I'm just……." he didn't say anything else instead I felt his warm, soft lips press against mine. it was like electric waves hit me when his lips touched mine. it was the type of kiss you only read about in book, where you swear you can hear fireworks in the back round, and your whole body feels like its on fire. it was beyond words.

after a few minutes I pulled away, Nick rested his fore head against mine, and breathed out the words, "I'm one-thousand percent officially in love with you, Miley Ray Stewart."

my heart was soaring and I wanted so bad to tell him that I feel the same way, but I cant. my head started taking back control and told me that I couldn't do this. it was my only rule for pets sake!

tears started to escape my eyes as I said, "can-can I have some time to think-think?" I asked with a cracked voice.

"sure take all of the time you need, just remember, I love you Miley Ray."

I spent about a half hour more with Nick after he told me how he feels and now, I am so confused. I don't know what to do, I love him but my job means so much to me.

I guess this is why I'm back on the bus on my way over to HQ again. I figured now that I know who my father is maybe he can help me. he fell in love with my mother so he must be able to help some how. by was I wrong.

I stood there as the wall moved to open up to my home. everything was the exact same, the walls blue, and orange, the pictures of all of the most accomplished spies hanging proudly on them. I don't know why but for some reason I expected it to look different in some way.

I made my way back to Agent Keller's office and opened his door. he was sitting at his desk writing something out, but he didn't look busy. his head shot up when he heard me enter his room, a smile formed on his lips and he said, "hello Liz, what do you need?"

"um, advice?" I said but it came out more like a question, I was a bit nervous to hear what he might say, after all he is my dad.

"advice for what?"

"um, love" I said still feeling like I was the size of an ant next to my dad.

"love? are you talking about that Gray boy?" he asked, the smile vanishing from his lips. there was no turning back now.

"yes dad, Nick. he told me that he loved me and I think I love him too." I said sounding confident but feeling like I was going to puke from the nerves.

"No! you cant love him. he is your job, not your boy friend!" Agent Keller's face filled with a look of anger, I think I hit a nerve, but he hit one of mine too.

"but dad, I do love him!" I pleaded

"I said no and that's final Elizabeth!"

"but—"

"NO! I forbid you form seeing this boy! if you are any where near him without my approval I have no problem having him 'disappear' mysteriously! do you hear me?"

my heart broke at his words, how could he be so cruel. we were having a heart to heart conversation just about a few hours ago and now he is threatening the love of my life! "can I at least tell him that I cant see him again?" I asked as my final plea.

"you have an hour starting right now, go" he said coldly.

tears filled my eyes as I walked back into the waiting room again. the receptionist gave me a weird look, wondering why I kept on coming in and out of the hospital so many time. I just looked straight ahead and walked into Nick's room, I passed Joe and Kevin but I just ignored them and kept walking.

I entered his room and he looked surprised to see me, but he had a smile on his face so I guess he was happy.

"hey, I didn't think you'd be back so soon. what's up?" he asked clearly happy.

"um, its about what you said earlier," I said softly.

"ok, what?" he said some what confused but still looking pretty happy.

"I-I-I cant love you Nick," then my voice broke but I kept the tears from escaping my eyes, I didn't need that now.

"why? what do you mean? I love you Miley!"

"please don't make this harder then it has to be, I just cant." I said, the words cut me like a knife but I had to say them.

"why cant you?!" Nick demanded, he was upset and I killed me to know that I did that to him.

"I just can't. please understand, and don't come after me. I'm cutting off all contact with you, it will be like I never was hear. please don't try and find me,"

with those heart breaking words I made my way over to the door and left his room. I could hear him whisper with a broken heart, "Miley……."

A/N: sad right? I thought so, I was almost in tears while writing :[ there is one more chapter until the end :[ but I already wrote the last chapter and I am in LOVE with it so I hope you like it too.

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