Cascada

Yuuram

Everytime We Touch

Dear Journal… or should I say Wolfram?

For your image dances, painfully, through my mind.

Over two years has passed since your…

Your…

I can't even write it.

Maybe I am just a wimp.

I feel like I should have been able to prevent this…

Which I could have, I know.

But I was only 18.

I know that doesn't mean much to you.

Even still I've grown in this passing time.

Till the day I die, I believe, I will still run from Günter's lessons but other than that I am now very mature.

Personally I sign all the papers for the Maou.

Your eldest brother, Gwendal, no longer glares at me when I go play baseball for all my work is already done.

Your mother has found permanent lodgings at her lover's home but she visits… often.

Greta… oh, our sweet Greta… is getting more beautiful by the day.

Though I fear what Anissina is teaching her.

But it will be for the better (I hope).

Over all the castle is running smoothly and there have only been a few bumps along the way.

Alliances are strong and I can see peace for the years to come.

I am running out of things to say…

No matter you'll never read this.

Oh yeah! My mother misses you terribly and wants you to visit.

As does Dad but mom is just mom.

Conrad isn't around as much but he gives advice and protection when needed.

(I believe he has a love interest but I'm not sure who.)

Speaking of which Günter and Gwendal are to be married soon.

Gisela is very excited.

And so am I for I hope you'll attend.

Wolfram…

Since your abrupt parting I have foolishly realized that I am so deeply in love with you.

And it pains me to think of you in another's arms.

For you were almost mine.

I have seen no sign of you in over two years.

I've seen our bear bees as they returned home but nothing of your beauty.

Even as I sit here I resist the urge to storm off and steal you away.

But things wouldn't be as they were and you wouldn't come.

So for now I will wait and hope and dream for when your human spouse passes on and you are free to be mine.

For hope is all that I have, it is that what gets me through the days and especially the nights.

You are my hope Wolfram.

Until tomorrow and with all the love that I possess,

Forever your wimp… Yuuri Shibuya

"Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky

They wipe away the tears that I cry

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all

You make me rise when I fall…"

P.S. I love you too.

So there is the response to Wolfram's letter! Thanks for the idea! :D