Ugh Chad is such a jerk. I hate him, hate him, HATE-HIM!!! Pfft… He is the only thing I hate about this place. I really want to punch his freaking face and pull his glossy hair out of his stupid skull. Why? Because that's what happened:

I was walking toward the studio and saw Chad flirting with some random girl with this glossy blond hair and huge breasts Chad couldn't take his eyes off. I didn't pay attention to them and just kept on walking until that girl called "hey you!" and I turned back to see if she was talking to me, apparently she did. "Hmm?" I responded waiting for her to say something. "Have you ever heard about hair products?" she snapped with a mean giggle taking Chad by his tie. That's when I remembered that I didn't brush my hair this morning and it was super messy. Luckily, I'm from 'So Random' so I knew I'll be able to act it cool and hurt her back. "Hey you!" I called back "Have you ever heard about brain?" I said copying her silly giggle. She stopped smiling and Chad just stared. "Yeah," I continued stepping really closely to her and reaching to take some of her hair in my hand "it's this thing which suppose to be under your wig!" at that point blonde bitch stepped away from Chad, the other blonde bitch and held her finger out at me "Excuse me?" she called with face turning red and waving hand, I hate those totally girly girls that show all of their skin and talk like-like-like-like-like-like-like-like-like-like-like all day long. And especially I hate when they flirt with Chad. "What did you just say?" that's another thing about girly girls, they think they are so perfect that no one can call them names and make fun of them. "Oh, brain? Well, it's this thing that most normal people have in this size," I put my hands parallel to each other with a distance of a soccer ball "and people use it to think." The face that stared at me had this do-you-think-I'm-stupid look, and with my eyes I gave her the look of no-I-don't-think-you-are-stupid-I-think-your-are-a-freaking-bitch. "Oh don't worry, your brain suppose to be smaller, after all it's pretty heavy and you have better things to carry on yourself like your big fat EGO!" Okay Sonny, calm down… No need to rush just be cool. "Jamie," Chad called "wait!" But miss arrogant was already yelling and kicking. "Jamie we had a deal!" Chad screamed but suddenly covered his mouth with horror "Yeah but you didn't tell me she will make fun of me!" Jamie screamed back. "Wha-what? What are you talking about?" I asked but the freaky couple ignored me completely "She was suppose to get jealous, not say that I have a wig!" The lady was totally out of her mind. Her teeth looked as if they came out of her mouth with small drops of spit, or for short, she looked like a mad donkey. "Who jealous? Me jealous? 'Bout what?" "Jamie will you please shut-up Sonny's right here." What was going on, what was going on! "Well she should be here," Jamie turned around like she just remembered I was there, and then she smiled this big grossly sexy smile "Sonny, I want to tell you something,"

"Jamie NO."

"Chad SHUT-UP!"

"But,"

"NO!!!"

"Bu-"

"NOOOOOOO, Sonny, Chad likes you."

I froze, Chad froze, and we looked at each other straight in the eye and into our thoughts. And he did, Chad did like me. Omigod! No-no-no-no-no-no-no-nonononono. Chad can't like he was just flirting with a Britney Spears copy. He can't like me, in front of Jamie I am a total looser. "Sonny," she cried and took both of my shoulders trying to make me look at her, but because I sank into Chad's sky blue eyes she had to hold my face and turn it with all her force so I would look at her. My eyes had to blink for a second until I realized I wasn't looking at Chad, like I was in a light room and suddenly someone turned all the lights off and I could have fell any minute. "Sonny listen! Chad doesn't like you, he is in love with you!"

"Not true"

Chad snapped but Jamie just punched him right across his face. "Now I don't care what you say, and I definitely don't care what Chad says, so I'll just say it; YOU GUYS ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER!!!" that was the second time I heard this sentence since Selena came on set, and again this sentence made me feel all ticklish and happy. Finally the crazy lady let go of me and came to Chad "There Chad, I wore this fucking dress, I wore hills that give me a headache and made Sonny fall in love with you! Now give me the C-A-S-H"

"What does this stand for?" Chad asked.

"Ugh! Chad's-And-Sonny's-Heart!" she said heart and made a shape of heart in the air with her hands. "Just give me the money." "Who said that I fell in love with him." Lies. "What?" "Huh?" The two blond characters asked in surprise. Jamie looked shocked, Chad looked disappointed and I looked, well, like a liar. All the acting it cool was gone and I turned red, mumbling "I'm not in love with Chad." While crossing my arms on my chest. "Right, sure okay." Jamie said sarcastically "So say it," Jamie continued "Excuse me, what?" I called. "Say that you don't like each other. I mean you really don't I am sure, so it'll be easy for you two to say it right?" "Yeah I guess." "Then go on." Next thing I knew, Jamie took my back and Chad's also and pulled us closer to each other. A second later she pulled out of Chad's pocket one-hundred dollars shrieked "have fun" and walked away. There was an awkward silence for a while until I spoke "I don't like you…" My voice was uneven and my whole body felt like shrinking, getting smaller and smaller, colder and colder until I'll disappear. "I don't like you either, and I'm sorry about all that. Jamie just likes to make me feel embarrassed." Something In Chad's voice was real and scared. We haven't talked much, just leaned on the was by us and stared in our feet, waiting for one of us to do something next.

"So do you like me?" I asked getting closer to him. I felt how his breath got faster and warmer on my fore head. It smelled like apples bit suddenly he just pushed me away, whispered "Shut-up." And walked away.

I am so mad at him! That's why I know he's such a jerk. Why tell me to shut-up, I thought we had a moment! How silly I could have been. As I step to my room, I find a letter on the floor. It smelled like fruits and was baby pink. It didn't say from who it was, but I had an idea in mind. Then I started reading…