Unloved

Chapter twenty-two: Undying

Zero x Yuki

Ruka lied in her bed under the covers. She was too afraid to open her eyes. Her fingers trembled as she grabbed the sheets. She didn't want to remember what happened the night before. But she souldn't get rid of the feelings of 'his' touch...touching her. She remembered it like it was yesterday...oh wait...it was yesterday. Why does he seem so experienced? Why was his touch able to send her to heaven? Had he done this before? How many times? With who? Was he better with them? Ruka didn't know any of the answers to these questions. She decided to get her mind out of the gutter. Having thoughts like that of something she maybe regretted doing was useless.

"Are you awake yet?"

She heard as an arm touched hers. His voice sent shivers up her spine. She slowly pulled the sheets away. She stared at the clotheless man beside her. She was in the same state.

"Yeah Kain...I'm awake."

She nervously said. He was staring at the ceiling but, he quickly became uninterested and turned to Ruka. She made him feel guilty for violating her virgin body. And yet, he felt like he had a reason to live, thanks to her. These mixed up feelings of love, hate, shame, and confusion are...undying.

A few weeks had passed. Yuki hadn't seen much of Zero since she left home before he woke up. And, when she came back, he was at work. They were saving up and getting enough money even if they had very little furniture. They where suppose to go furniture shopping together but...they got caught up with new friends and co-workers. So they bought pieces of furniture on their own with their free time. Sadly...they had grown a bit apart. Yuki was realizing it as she sat in Shemiko's office. Remembering the last time she was here...with Zero.

We didn't even go all the way...

She hopelessly thought as she sighed. Her eyes closed as Shemiko entered her office. Yuki was asked there...she wondered why she was here. She saw Ayame-san and another one of their co-workers named Mei (Ephesians5.19). Ayame waddled over with a gigantic pile of papers as Mei helped.

"Yuki-san, I found this in my office...make sure I never see it again."

Yuki heard Shemiko say as she threw a pink bra. Yuki freaked out.

"This...this is...how did this wind up here?!"

Yuki squealed. She hid it behind her back.

"Next time, find a better spot."

She suggested. Yuki sighed. She missed Zero more than anything. She had this undying love for him and he seemed totally out of it for some reason.

"There might not even be a next time."

Shemiko became a bit surprised by what Yuki said as Ayame and Mei sat down with them.

"Aw, Yuki-san, is your boyfriend being cold?"

Ayame asked.

"He kinda always is."

Yuki explained.

"Then you shouldn't stay with him."

Mei suggested. That thought scared Yuki. She never wanted to be away from Zero.

"But I love him!"

She declared. Shemiko seemed like the wisest one as she opened her mouth.

"Then, you have to make time and show him or even just tell him that you miss him."

Yuki stared at her.

"I have to tell him?"

Yuki thought that Zero was just going through a phase and that it would pass.

"If you don't, he'll never know"

These past few days had been like heaven on earth for Kaname and Seiren as they where the most talked about couple at Cross Academy. They seemed to be the happiest. Nothing in this world could tear them apart.

"Seiren, are you waiting for Kaname-san?"

She heard Aido Hanabusa's voice and turned. She nodded as he then left. Seiren sat on that bench. It was a bit cold but she could handle it. She got a text message from Kaname, telling her to meet him here. She hugged herself tightly. Suddenly, she saw a perfect silhouette of the man she...really liked.

"Kaname, you're here."

Seiren said standing up. He smiled.

"I apologize for being late. Hope you weren't waiting too long."

He said as his voice was absolutely flawless.

"Not at all. I'm just a bit..."

She didn't say her last word as Kaname threw his jaket around her shoulders.

"Your cold. I'm truly sorry."

He patted her head.

"Kiss me...and I'll forgive you."

He was surprised but smiled quickly afterwards.

"I can't say no to that."

He told her and lifted her chin. He kissed her soft pink lips as her world was totally rocked.

Yuki came back from work. Her one bedroom apartement she shared with Zero seemed smaller as the white soft couches with red pillows where added. There was a small tv, a small coffee table, the theme was red white and brown. A bit plane. She walked in to her room...she shared that with Zero too. He slepped on the couch though. She sighed. Their room only had two sleeping bags on the fllor and their clothes in the closet. She closed her eyes and quickly went to sleep.

A few hours later, Yuki felt a bit uncomfortable. She moved around. She felt warm. She decided to get up and found her sleeping bag on the floor. She couldn't believe it. She was sitting on the most beautiful bed she had ever seen. It was so soft that her body sank in to it. It was pure white but had real rose petals all over it. She raised her head and discovered that the whole room had been redecorated. The carpet was a dark crimson color, there where candels on the small tables placed on each side of the bed. There was a painting on the wall and beautiful curtains.

"You're awake."

She heard Zero's voice. He sat beside her.

"Did you do...all this?"

She asked, still in shock.

"Yeah. It's all for you."

She threw her arms around him. He placed his hands on her back as she whsipered.

"Thank you."

They let go and faced eachother.

"So this is why you where doing over time?"

Yuki asked.

"Yup, I wanted to save up and make our first night speacial and something we can remember."

Yuki blushed.

"You want to...have sex?"

She asked, still crimson red. Zero found it cute but a bit confusing.

"Only if ou want to...we don't have to."

"No no, it's fine!"

He took her hand and kissed her as they fell to the bed.

Author's note: I read they new Vk chapter guys! OMG, Zero's gunna kill Yuki! Soo sad! Anyway, I don't know why but I'm really dissapointed with myself cuz of this chapter. K anyways, guys round of applause for Mei (Ephesians5.19), we will see more of her, don't worry.