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It's 5:30 pm. I have returned from work and from the doctor. I'm so tired right now because I woke up at 3:00 a.m and I only eat once, one slice of bread and coffee. I haven't much sleep. I walked towards the sea happily to watch the sunset and to relax. I'm halfway there when I saw a man's figure. It's quite familiar, his back facing me. Why is he here? How did he enter the Hyuuga's mansion? I examine his figure. Tall, straight gray hair and muscular body. Woah. I knew this person. It has been 2 years since we last saw each other.

"Jake?" The guy turned to look at me. His eyes are so peaceful, so solemn. I knew that guy from my childhood years. We shared happy and sad moments. He's the one who first broke my heart, my first love. But not now, my feelings for him has vanished, he's only a friend of mine. I only have Natsume in my heart, never to be erased.

"Mikan." He finally said after a few minutes of staring at me. I can feel that his sad but he's still smiling. He did not change, handsome and cool.

"It's nice to see you again Jake. Is there any problem?" I went over to him.

"Does all the people coming here to see you have problems?" He asked me jokingly.

"No of course not. I mean, I'm surprised to see you here. It's great to see you again. How have you been?" He is still the same Jake I've met.

"You're still as beautiful as ever Mikan." He said sweetly.

"Oh… Uhm… Thank you." He seems different.

Few minutes of silence again. He's just staring at me. And I'm just staring at him. It's very awkward.

"Do you want to eat something?" I break the silence.

"No, thanks. I'm just… just happy to see you again."

"Yeah me too."

"Mikan, I'm getting this straight alright? I have to say what's in my heart." He held my wrist but I quickly get it back.

"It's over Jake. I'm married and I'm happy."

"No that's not it Mikan. I…" Silence again. " I just want to say that I still love you, but I'm letting you go because I know you'll never be happy with me again. I regret that I've cheated on you. I regret that I lied on you. I regret letting you go…" His tears racing down his face.

"Mikan, I know it's too late but all through the years since we break up… your always on my mind. Hyuuga is so lucky to have you." He said while his eyes straight to me. I can feel his sadness.

"It's okay Jake… You'll find someone better than --" he cut my sentence.

"No. You're the best person I've met and you'll always be. You'll always be in my heart Mikan, you'll always be a part of me. I just can't seem to move on… I tried my best to forget you but I just can't…" He's crying, I want to comfort him. I stretch my hands to him and he held it firmly. He kneeled in front of me, letting all his pain flow.

"Jake… you'll never find the person meant for you if you put in your mind that I'm only the one who is better for you."

Silence. I watched him crying on my hands. He's holding it strongly but gently.

After all of his pain was out, he stood up in front of me and he then let go of my hand.

"Mikan, just this last request…"

"What's that?" I asked.

"Can I hug you… just this one last time?"

"O-okay." He then hugged me firmly. I gently tapped my hands on his back, comforting him. I can feel his tears. His crying again.

"Mikan!" someone shouted. We broke the hug and turned to that person who called my name.

"Natsume?!" He went towards us angrily.

He punched Jake right through his face. He then held my wrist and went inside the Hyuuga mansion.

After were there, he begun scolding me.

"YOU SLUT WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK ARE YOU DOING?! YOU BITCH!! YOU'RE MINE NOW. MINE. CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU FUCKING IDIOT?!"

I was shocked. Slut? Me? Bitch? When did I became a bitch? Fuck?

My eyes slowly released tears.

"What are you talking about Natsume?"

"DON'T PLAY DUMB ON ME YOU SLUT!"

That's it. He reached the point.

"JAKE IS THERE TO SAY GOODBYE TO ME! HE'S LETTING ME GO NATSUME! HE JUST ASKED FOR A HUG BEFORE HE GO! DAMN IT!"

"DO YOU THINK I WOULD BELIEVE YOU HUH?! BITCH?!"

"THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH YOU! YOU DON'T EVEN TRUST ME! AND WITH THAT STUPID ATTITUDE OF YOURS, I DON'T THINK YOU DESERVE TO HAVE A FAMILY!"

I don't plan to say it like that. Natsume's face showed shock ness.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"YES NATSUME! I'M PREGNANT! BUT I DON'T THINK YOU DESERVE TO HAVE A CHILD! AND IF YOU'RE WONDERING WHO'S THE FATHER IS IT'S YOU! NOW, IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME BECAUSE I'M A SLUT, BITCH AND FUCKING IDIOT, IT'S YOUR PROBLEM!"

That hurts me. Why did Natsume act like that? Does he even trust me?!

I run to the garage. All the maids and drivers are staring at me. I can feel Natsume following me so I speed more. I went on to one of my cars. I asked the key to the driver and he quickly hand it to me.

"Mrs. Hyuuga, where are you going? I can drive you." Damn it! Can't he see I'm angry?!

"DON'T EVER CALL ME MRS. HYUUGA AGAIN IF YOU DON'T WANT YOUR HEAD TO BE CUT!" I glared at him.

"Yes, mam." I went inside my car and speed up.

I don't know where the hell am I going but damn it! I just want to cool down and let my anger out.

It begun to rain heavily. I can see Natsume's car following me so I speed up more.

After an hour, I found myself driving on Ji-chan's grave. The rain became heavy. I can't clearly see the road. I glance at the side mirror, no one was following. Good. My stomach grumbled. I haven't eaten yet, and my eyes are becoming heavy. I need to rest but I don't want to return to that dreadful mansion.

Though there is a heavy rain, it didn't bother me from seeing my Ji-chan's grave. I got out of my car and started walking to my Ji-chan's grave. I was totally wet when I got there. I sit in front of my Ji-chan and cried.

Not long after someone hugged me from behind. I know who the person is.

"Mikan, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to…" Natsume said.

I did not answer, I just cried.

"Mikan, I'm sorry. Can we get back now?"

"No."

"It would be bad for our baby… come on…"

Oh yeah, I forgot that there's a life inside of my womb. I stood up and before I take a step, all of my energy drained out and my whole world turned to black.

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