The next morning as I walked to class I let my mind wonder.

I was trying to come up with a reason Edward would leave in the first place to match my daydreams. In my day dreams he was jealous of me being with Jacob and wanted me to be safe, then why would he have left?

I know it wasn't healthy for me to keep thinking about this, because it would only hurt me, but I did it anyway, I couldn't stop myself.

I knew already why he left. But in my daydreams, when I could hear his voice, made me happy.

So I'd been trying to come up with a reason why did he leave to fit in my daydreams.

My imagination worked best when I could hear his voice, so I tried making him speak.

Edward? Are you there?

I felt awkward and idiotic as I called for him in my thoughts as I walked to class. Thanking God the people around me had no clue how crazy I was. They knew I went insane when he left but they didn't know how far I went.

Maybe I should just give up and be with Jacob. Maybe next time I would kiss him and officially make him mine. My stomach twisted at the though. It would fell wrong.

"Don't." I herd him whisper faintly in the back of my mind.

Edward I thought with a smile. It was silent again too soon.

Give me a good reason why you left. I demanded.

"Too protect you." he finally spoke.

Bullshit. I responded.

"Did you only call upon me to contradict me?"

I do this to satisfy my addiction of you even though I know the real reason you left was because you don't love me. I doubt you ever did…

"Your wrong"

Then the bell rang, but that's not why I froze. His voice just sounded so real. But I knew this was not the truth, it was just my imagination, self fulfilling.

I began to walk to class, exiting my daze and imaginary conversation with Edward. I only had walked a few steps before he spoke on his own with out me having to provoke him too or speaking to him first.

"I left because I love you."

Those words made me freeze dead in my tracks again, I didn't care anymore if I was late for class or not.

"How?" I demanded.

"To keep you safe." It took him a while to speak again. He voice was slowly drifting.

I went to sit behind a building, Hiding from the teachers, I didn't care if I was ditching.

I called this improvement. I didn't even need to put myself in danger, be around Jacob or even be asleep to have a conversation with him now.

I needed to concentrate.

Keep me safe how? I asked.

No reply.

I stared around me frustrated I couldn't keep him talking. I spotted the cafeteria. It was across from me on my right.

I stared on to the spot underneath the cafeteria where he first asked me out. Maybe if I sat there, his prescience would feel stronger.

I pushed away the thought of how completely insane I was now, as I walked across to it.

Keep me safe how? I asked again as I slid down against the wall and sat down. I looked around hoping no one would pass by.

I tried keeping the memory strong in my thoughts.

"I'm not safe Bella." He spoke.

I began to remember all these memories I've been trying to push away but yet afraid to forget and they would enter my dreams at night.

He always used to say he wasn't safe for me. I recalled that one time I was in the hospital and I remembered he said he would leave to keep me safe.

"NO!" I yelled out loud.

The world came crashing down on me. I understood, this must be the truth! The real truth, the reason he left.

"You left to keep me human, didn't you? To save my soul!" I yelled out load furiously.

"Please understand Bella, I did it for you. I wanted to keep you safe"

So you left me here to die? To grow old suffering with out you and die!

"I was always putting you in constant danger, you deserved a normal life. Alice had always seen it coming, I wasn't going to damn you into this life."

"Edward Anthony Mason Cullen!" I was livid. "If I ever see you again, I am going to be furious! You did this to me so I would be safe? Yet here I am suffering wanting death!" I yelled out load. I didn't care if someone herd me and what they thought, I was too mad.

"I'm tired of staying away from you Bella." I remembered him saying in this spot almost a year ago.

I wasn't sure why my memory chose to remember that now.

"The truth is I'm a good liar Bella, you know that. And the truth is I love you. You & I both know me well. I won't be able to stay away. I wasn't able to stay away from you the first time even if I tried."

I shook my head. Unbelievable. I understood what he was saying.

"In reality, I'm probably suffering worse then you."

Are you saying you will be back?

"Probably."

I shook my head in shock.

Then I'll be waiting.

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