A/N: Thanks to everyone who has reviewed. Here's the moment everyone has been waiting for, here is part of the reason Roxy hates John. Of course knowing me, there will be more twists and turns. So I hope you enjoy it, and thanks again for all the support.

Disclaimer: Don't own any familiar characters only my OC's

After All This There's Still An Open Wound-

And I waited, and waited.

It's almost nine thirty and I've been sitting in this restaurant for over an hour. I feel like an idiot.

I knew this was a mistake.

"Are you sure you don't want anything while you wait sweetheart?" The grey haired waitress named Wendy asks, looking down at me sympathetically.

"No, I'm fine. I think I'll just head home." I mutter getting up from the table and going into the back of the restaurant to use the pay phone.

There was no answer when I called John, just like the five other times I called tonight.

Sighing, I drop some more change into the phone and call home.

"You're awfully quiet back there Roxy?" Mickey says turning around in her seat to look at me as I'm squeezed between Randy and John in the back of the car.

Talk about awkward.

"Sorry. I'm just a little, uncomfortable." I reply shifting a bit in my seat.

"I told you we should've rented the Escalade, but no, you just had to go with BMW." Mickie says to Cody.

"Well I wasn't expecting you to invite the whole Raw roster Mickie." Cody replies.

"It's not a problem, I can just take a taxi back." I pitch in.

"No, you're riding back with us Roxy, I couldn't let you do that."

"Trust me, it's not a big deal. This whole thing is a little too close to comfort for me." I finish looking up at John and shifting my glance when I see he's staring back at me.

"We'll just see how the night turns out Rox." Mickie replies giving me a smile.

"We're here!" She screams as we pull into the clubs parking lot, the bubbly brunettes jumps out of the car when it stops and goes over to me everyone else.

"You ready?" Layla asks me, linking her arms with me.

"Yeah." I mumble, allowing Layla to lead me past the line and into the packed club.

"I'll meet you guys in the V.I.P section, I'm going to get us some drinks." Mickie says, grabbing Layla's arm and disappearing into the crowd.

"You wanna be my buddy tonight?" Shad asks me as I'm left alone.

"Sure. Why not." I reply, smiling as he wraps his arm around my shoulder and leads me to the dance floor.

"This is my song!" I yell as Best I Ever Had by Drake plays and Shad and I begin to dance.

"You mind if I cut in?" I hear a voice say, I look up at Shad as he nods and begins to dance with the blonde who was next to us. I don't even bother to look up at the person as he grabs my waist and brings me closer to him. We begin to grind into each other as he begins to sing the chorus into my ear.

Baby you my everthing, you all I ever wanted
We could do it big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
Cause you hold me down everytime I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gone live it up
She made me beg for it, til she gave it up
And I say the same thing every single time
You the fuckin best
You the best I ever had
Best I ever had

Feeling his hands move up and down my body, I feel him turn my face up towards his as he leans down to kiss me. Turning around, I wrap my arms around his neck as his hands trail down to my butt, lifting me on to my tippy-toes. Something about this felt so right as I slowly began running my hands down his chest, and yet something about this feels familiar.

His lips seem vaguely familiar to me and the chiseled chest I'm holding onto really seems familiar.

Pulling away I look up and realize who I was kissing.

"John." I mumble backing away from him, shaking my head.

"Roxy I-." Was all I heard as I turn around and run out of the club and into the fresh air.

"Dammit Roxy talk to me!" John yells, following me as I began walking quickly down the block, away from the club.

"Don't John!" I yell back, trying to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall.

"Roxy. Stop!" John says, grabbing my arm and turning me around.

"How could you-." I pause, biting my lip thinking of the words I was trying to say.

"I'm so-." John begins but I quickly cut him off, getting my train off thought back.

"Don't. Do not do this. Not now John. Not after I spent all this time undoing the damage that you caused."

"I was young and-"

"I was younger John, and you played me. Over and over again, and I let you. You want to know why John? Because I cared about you, and I thought you did too. Stupid me." I finish, sitting down on the bus stop bench, my head in my hands.

A silence fell over us, as I felt John sit next to me.

"You ignored me when I needed you the most. You left me to deal with this all by myself, as you went on with your life as if I didn't matter. And then to find out that you only slept with me as some bet, made everything worse, because I knew that none of it mattered, I didn't matter."

"Roxanne, I don't know what you want me to say."

"There's nothing you can say John, the damage is done." I say, lifting my head up from my hands.

"I was fifteen, John."

"I know Roxanne." He says running his hands through his short hair. "I know. But I was young, and with all honesty I did care about you, I just didn't know how to deal with everything so I pushed you away."

"Do you have any idea how hard it was for me those last couple months and after you left? My parents thought I was a whore and so did the rest of the school, and you just stood by and watched it happen."

More silence.

"I was fifteen and pregnant, How did you think I felt?" I snap, getting up and walking the other way.

Leaving behind John, once again.

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"What the?" I groan getting up as hear something hitting my bedroom window.

Opening my window I look down to see John standing in the middle of my yard.

"What are you doing here Cena? It's three o'clock in the morning." I say.

"I came to apologize about tonight. I didn't mean to stand you up, something happened last minute and I had go somewhere. I'm really sorry Roxy." John says.

"It's fine John."

"No, it's not I'm really sorry. I'm going to come up there, I have to give you something."

"How are you going to do that?" I ask panicking.

"I see a ladder, I'll be up there in a minute." John says, moments later emerging through my window and into my bedroom.

"You look different without your glasses on." John says moving my bangs out of my face.

"T-T-Thanks." I reply. "So what do you have to show me?"

"Two things." John says, pulling a crumbled up piece of paper out of his pocket.

"What is it?" I ask as he hands it to me.

"My chemistry mid-term, I aced it, and I couldn't have done it without you." John says causing me to smile.

"I know you switched out my class a while ago, but I appreciate you still tutoring me. Which leads into gift number two." He says, pulling another item out of his pocket.

"John, you-" I begin staring at the item in awe.

"Yeah I did, you did a lot for me lately and I wanted to thank you." He replies, leaning in to put the silver heart necklace around my neck.

"There perfect." He says right before he leans into kiss me as we fall onto my bed.

His hands moving up and down my legs, eventually stopping at the top of my pajama pants. "You trust me right?"

I just nod my head as he leans to down to kiss me again, eventually removing all of our clothes........

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I jump thankful by the distraction as I try my hardest to not remember the first time of many I slept with John. Looking into my clutch, I get out my phone and press the talk button on the screen and answer the phone.

"Hey Roxy." I smile, hearing the other voice on the phone.

"Hey Elle." I sigh.

"Hey sunshine. You sound stressed."

"I am."

"You want to talk about it?"

"Not really." I groan, getting into a cab.

"Roxanne!"

"It's John."

"Uh Oh."

"Yep. We kissed, then talked, then screamed."

"That bad huh?"

"Pretty much. I don't know what I'm going to do Elle. I'm in a storyline with him, a romantic one at that. I don't think I can do this Elle. Maybe I should just head home."

"Oh HELL NO! I did not just hear you say that. You will not let this get to you, this is your dream and I refuse to let you go home because you don't want to deal with Cena. You've already given up too much because of him. He's not worth it, not this time."

"But Elle-"

"No buts. You'll get through this Roxy, I know you. You're stronger than you think you are. Trust me on this, don't let him get to you. But sooner or later, you two are going to have to work things out. There's to much history there, for you not to." Elle says.

"Uggg. I know, I know." I mumble, paying the cab driver and getting out. "I'm going to call you later. I'm at the hotel, I'll be home tomorrow. Bye Elle."

"Bye Roxy." Elle says, before hanging up the phone and entering the hotel I was staying in, and entering the elevator.

All I needed was good night's sleep, and hopefully I'll wake up and all of this will be a dream.