Hello, everyone. This is a rather important chapter for me, it contains my first written out sex scene. Of actual intercourse anyway. Anyways, I'd love if people would give me some heads up on what they thought. Oh, and we're still playing What's Wrong With This Picture. Come on, guys, you obsessive Death Note fans out there have to be able to see some of these. Or, I guess if you don't, good for me, I have no plot holes. But still. Anyway, I'm rambling.
I don't own Death Note, but I do have Mello tied up in my room. Don't ask me what I had to do to get him.
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"Wait, what?"
L blinked, looking down at the other man. "Did you want me to say you are completely cleared?
"You mean I am?? But-"
"I said the chance of you being Kira was lessened considerably."
Light sat up straighter. " 'Considerably', I should say so!"
L watched him for a moment before nodding. "... Yes, 'considerably'. There's only a very small chance now."
That was it. That was all, he didn't have to convince anyone else, this was it, L was the only one whose opinion mattered at this point.
".... That's... a wonderful relief." Light lay back, smiling slightly.
L cocked his head. "Why would you worry about that, Light-kun?"
"Because I didn't want you to believe I was evil."
"Light-kun isn't evil. I don't like people I think are evil."
Damn, if this is what sleeping with L got him, he should have jumped him the first time he met him instead of going through this whole drama.
Light smiled softly, momentarily happy with how things had turned out. "Good." He even settled slightly closer to the man behind him.
Why did this seem way too happy?
The detective seemed mildly surprised. "Light-kun is not being stubborn."
L was right. He wasn't. Why was this bugging him so much? What was wrong?
Light answered, though his mind was still wandering. "Because I'm happier." It was true anyway.
The elder paused, adjusting his arms around the brunette and saying, "Light-kun seemed almost angry to be accused of being Kira, but I didn't know being almost absolved would make you happy."
"Neither did I, but you have to see how it would be a relief that I don't have to..." Light sighed, pursing his lips. "I don't know, I guess it makes me happy that the others won't think I might be working against them secretly."
L nodded, his eyes straying down to the gleam from Light's wrist. "... Out of curiosity, will Light-kun allow the handcuffs to continue?"
Light blinked before looked back, his eyes narrowed. "I wasn't aware they were strictly necessary."
"They're not. Can they continue anyway?"
Why was he even surprised? Damn pervert.
"I... guess? I mean, for a little while. But won't the others wonder why I'm still wearing them?"
"We could tell them that I like them for sex."
"... Yes, but see, that would be one of the things I wouldn't want them to hear."
Anyone to hear. Ever.
".... Hm." L frowned, annoyed. "Societal rules are complicated."
"I suppose so, yes, but they do generally need to be followed."
"Everyone should just... eat cake."
Light paused. He looked over his shoulder at the elder, face blank.
L met his stare. "What?"
"... Cake does not solve every problem."
"It could."
"No, it couldn't. Cake doesn't stop murders or rapists." Light paused, looking ahead. "Or vending machines."
"Vending machines are not on par with murderers, Light-kun."
"I acknowledge that, yes, but people have managed to be killed by them before."
In fact, in the last year more people had been killed by vending machines than wolves. How did he know that anyway?
"There is no cure for idiocy, Light-kun."
"... Touché."
Life was too easy these days. So many ways to avoid Natural Selection.
"There could be a justice system for it, though."
Hm, that could be a good idea.
"We should look into that," Light mused, looking up at the ceiling. He blinked, suddenly feeling slightly awkward. "I just realized... I felt that you were..." He licked his lips, continuing carefully, "Aroused by me earlier, and I arrived, but you never did."
L shrugged, saying conversationally, "Even I don't masturbate in front of others, Light-kun. That goes beyond societal rules."
Light rolled his eyes, shaking his head slightly. "I was only asking if..."
Was he actually going to do this?
Yeah, he really was.
Light continued, "If you wanted me to help."
L's gaze locked with his, more heated than the brunette had seen before. "I would be ecstatic, Light-kun."
Light blinked at the sudden enthusiasm, feeling a faint blush rise in his cheeks. "How should I...?"
Did he really have to say it?
L's gaze dropped briefly, running down the younger man's body. "If you felt up to it, I would like to enter you. But if you aren't yet comfortable with anal sex, other forms of stimulation will do just as well."
"You can... enter me, I'm up for it."
Had he just said that?
The detective smiled, leaning down and kissing the other man's forehead before pressing him down softly to lay back on the mattress, moving over him and pressing their lips together.
Apparently he had.
Well, no way to stop once you've started a freefall.
Light returned the kiss hesitantly before pulling back. "I'm supposed to be... on my back?"
L nodded, settling on top of him "I'd like to enter you this way, so I can kiss you."
"... You're a bit of a romantic."
It was unexpected. Another layer to L. How odd.
"... I'm L. This is simply logical, I can do more things this way."
Light felt his lips twitch to a smile. "You're also a romantic."
"... I'm logical."
Light shook his head. "Whatever you say, are we doing this or not?" He draped his arms around L's neck, his fingers toying with the tips of L's black hair.
The detective nodded, bringing one hand to his mouth and slicking two fingers with a coat of saliva. Slowly, as if not to startle the man below him, he moved his hand to the back of a tan thigh, sliding it down gently to brush his fingertips to Light's entrance.
Oh God, Oh God, why did he agree to this.
L pressed one finger in carefully, circling it slowly as he watched Light's eyes widen and felt his body tense. He leaned down, kissing up the younger man's neck and saying calmly, "Tell me if it hurts too much... It would be illogical to be stubborn about something like this."
Light swallowed, his body still tense. "No, it isn't bad... it just stings." He started as he felt the digit inside of him-
Something was inside of him, something was inside of him
- wriggle, moving just a little bit deeper.
"Good." L's other hand moved lightly over the brunette's shaft, teasing the skin before wrapping his fingers around it.
Mmmm, better.
Light's breathing hitched as he felt his hips arch up and he anchored his hands more firmly around L's neck. "Ah..." A second finger edged into his body, and even though L's dexterous hand was palming his head in the sweetest way, and even though the man was licking and teething his nipple lightly, it hurt. "O- Ow."
The detective's hand stilled and the pressure eased for a moment, the strokes on the younger man's length moving smoothly as L kissed up to his mouth, delving his tongue into the inviting mouth below him, groaning enthusiastically.
"L-!" Light's body relaxed, his hips jerking slightly as he returned the kiss.
This was... tolerable.
L broke the kiss, his breathing heavy across Light's skin it ghosted across his ear and down his throat. The long fingers inside the brunette started pumping again and the detective ran his thumb over the sensitive perineum.
The younger groaned, leaning his head back to bare his neck and bucking his hips. "Ah...!"
Ohh, that was good.
Light licked his lips, shifting his hips and said with concealed trepidation, "You can... I'd like more."
Ugghh, note to self, never say that again. To anyone. Ever. Or in your head. That's right, even in here. Why are you continuing this conversation when L's-
Oh, fuck.
The digits inside of him twisted, pushing deeper and wriggling.
Light heard his own voice cry out.
Ohhh, fuck.
L kissed him softly, his voice husky. "That?"
The brunette was panting softly, grinding his hips down and shuddering as long fingers pressed in him relentlessly. "Yes, that."
The detective spread his fingers gently, edging in a third and humming contently as he ran a hand up and down Light's length, his fingertips fondling the sensitive slit.
A loud moan tore itself from Light's throat as his hips jerked into L's touch, one hand sliding down the pale chest to tease the detective's nipple with his well cared for fingernails.
He felt L shiver as he pumped his fingers slowly deeper, pushing and pulling and pushing and pulling-
And fucking pushing and pulling, and FUCKING PUSHING AND PULLING, could they get on with this already!?
L pushed his hips up, grinding his erection against Light's and younger man moaned loudly, his body desperate. Nails dug into the detective's skin as their hips were ground together.
"L, please-"
Oh dear God, he did not just hear himself beg. At least L cut him off with a kiss.
Mm, if you absolutely have to be interrupted...
Light returned the kiss eagerly as L slipped his fingers out and aligned their hips, the head of his shaft pressing to the younger man's entrance.
The detective pulled back quickly, saying softly, "Tell me to stop if it hurts."
Right. This was supposed to hurt, wasn't it?
Light nodded anyway, spreading his legs slightly and adjusting his hips carefully to get more comfortable. The brunette gasped as he felt L press inside of him, spreading him and...
Oh, Oh God, Oh God...
"Ah-!" Light threw his head back and shouted, his back arching to press their chests together. Now there's no talking, now there's no thinking, this is just- just-
Just L wrapping his arms around him and pulling him close, squirming his hips and carefully pushing himself deeper into the tight body beneath him, his well disguised muscles trembling. "A- ah... Light-kun..."
"Nn..." The younger bit his lip, panting softly and struggling to keep his breathing even as his muscles were forced to slacken. "A- ah-"
But this wasn't all bad, this could even be okay... if that stinging burn would go away.
L moved against the resistance carefully, pulling away and thrusting gently back in, starting a slow rhythm and trying hard not to force too roughly. The detective groaned softly, running a shuddering hand over the beautiful form beneath him, down to the brunette's erection, gripping it and stroking hard.
Yes, yes, yes, this was totally worth the pain.
Light moaned softly, his breathing shallow, and he realized he was rocking his hips back and forth. He swallowed hard, letting one hand drop from L's shoulder to run up his own chest and push his sweaty bangs from his eyes. His hand continued its path up, slamming against the headboard and gripping it tightly. "Ah, L-!"
The detective's movements gained force and speed at the brunette's shout, pulling half out before thrusting back in, one hand continuing to pump the younger man's shaft as the other fondled the hot entrance, pressing a fingertip in alongside his erection, his own voice adding to the din that was undoubtedly scaring at least a few members of his staff.
Light cried out, his body jerking wildly as he ran the nails of his spare hand up and down the detective's spine, clawing passionately as his own chest heaved. "God...!"
He distantly heard the man above him moan, almost yelping, "Ah- ah... L- Light-kun...!" before he was slammed into almost violently and he felt liquid explode inside of him.
"A- Ah, AH!!" The brunette was quivering, and he couldn't even care enough to stop it anymore. His body bucked and his grip on the headboard tightened painfully, wood digging in under his fingernails as he felt his entire body tense taught as a bowstring until he snapped, shouting his voice raw. "L!!"
The detective moved his hand up the other man's shaft, catching his release on his fingertips before bringing it to his pale lips, licking the liquid off and saying breathily, "... Light-kun... tastes better than cake..."
Light blinked as his body relaxed, clearing his mind and blushing dark red before closing his eyes and saying softly, "Better than cake?"
L carefully moved his hips back, pulling out of the younger boy and scooting down to lay his head on Light's stomach. "Much better." He ducked his head, licking up the younger man's shaft to clean the last traces of semen. "Mm..."
Light shuddered at the vibrations on the even more sensitive than usual skin, biting his lip softly. "L, I need to... sleep..."
He felt the detective rest his cheek against his abdomen and his breathing even out, and he imagined by now L had closed his eyes. Within a few moments, the brunette's body was equally limp, his chest rising and falling evenly.
L smiled against him, sighing softly and settling.
And they slept together.