CHAPTER 2: FEAR

As Jacob and I pulled up to the Quiluet Reservation, the wave of panic struck me even harder. I was trying as hard as I could to ignore it, so I didn't ruin it for Jacob. This was a special night for him, all of his friends and family together wasn't something that happened often, what with his life as a warewolf. Jacob lead me over to Embry and his Imprint Miranda, she and I were close, she was one of the only females on the reservation that actually tolorated me. I saw Leah glowering at me from across the fire, which is something she did often. Leah and I weren't exactly friends, see, she beleived that Jacob was meant to be with her. Soon after I was born, she Imprinted him, but he had already imprinted me. Appearantly, it was just my fault for being born. I stumbled around thoughts in my head, trying to censor most of them, but only because that was what I was used to Doing.

Jacob towed me along and he sat on a log, next to sam on his left side and Embry on his right. Billy Black was telling one of those old Quiluet legends, and this was one that suddenly interested me.

"One thing, about the Wolves that isn't a popular story, is the conversion process. Once a female Imprint marries a warewolf, they are able to convert into a descandant. The Descendants are able to produce full blood warewolves. Which means, that the child that is concieved between the two, will be one hundred percent warewolf. The Imprint will no longer be what she used to be, she'll no longer, technically, be human. She will be converted into a part of the Quiluet tribe." This, for some reason interested me. When Jake and I married, and I knew we would soon, I could be converted into a wolf descendant, which meant our children would be pure wolf, and I would no longer be a monster. It sounded like a good plan to me, but I knew Jacob would take some convincing.

But that's when I heard it. A million heartbeats, wach with their own distinctive thump. It was hard for me to ignore, For me, I could hear heartbeats louder than anything. That's when I stood up in the middle of Billy's legend. I peered down onto the beach, and I saw millions upon millions on tiny black dots on the beach. I smelled it...Vampire. Either we weren't the only Vampires in Forks, or they were back. I looked around the campfire, no one was even paying any attention, so I thought I could just take off. & I did. I started running to them, as slowly as I could, which was human speed running. I didn't want to face them, but I couldn't let them hurt Jacob. My Jacob. I kept running untill I skidded to a stop. There I was, staring at almost all of the Volturi guard, dead in their golden eyes. I heard Jacob and the others yelling at me, but I couldn't hear them, not through the screaming silence inside my own head. I had tears streaming down my face, they couldn't be here. Not here. Not Now.

"Renesmee! Ness! what the hell?!" Jacob yelled. He came and put his hands gently on my shoulders to try and come me down. But it didn't work.

"Don't you See them?!" I yelled. No, of course not. Now I was a freak in two ways, half vampire and able to see things that didn't exsist, perfect.

"See what, Ness?" I placed my hand on his cheek and showed him the millions of Volturi that stood before me.

"Oh god." He whispered.

"Come on Ness, we're going home." But I objected.

I jerked my arm free and stood on the edge of the cliff. I was really going to jump, and I don't care what anyone thought of me. I couldn't just stick around and watch the Volturi murder Jacob and the other Wolves and their families. Not when all of this is all my fault.

"Renesmee...No, you know you can't do this." Jacob said through tears. He was actually crying because of me.

"Ness, for me, come on." He was crying harder now. I considered not jumping, but just as I did, my mind was made up for me. My dad and mom showed up, I guess to tell me that Alice had a vision about this. But with the powerful wind that blew out from under them startled me, I fell.

I was holding on for dear life, but the rocks were digging into my hands and my feet were slipping. I heard my mother and Jacob's panic. They were begging me to let go, to take they're hands, but I just couldn't tear my eyes away from the angry waves that growled beneath me. I wouldn't let Jacob touch me, I wouldn't let my mom or Dad touch me. I heard a growl from behind the crowd, and I saw Leah walk toward me. Her long, wavy black hair was hanging in her eyes. She stopped right before me, and crouched down to eye level.

"Oh, poor poor Nessie. Are you feeling guilty? Because guilt is the only thing that leads to suicide." Her voice was sweet and welcoming, despite her harsh words. Leah really was pretty, and I had noticed this.

"Leah you better get the Hell away from her!" Jacob screamed.

"Don't worry Jacob, I know imprinting is something you can't control. I forgive you." Leah said looking back at him.

"Well, little Nessie, do you need a hand, or are they bleeding to badly?" She asked. I let out a dry sob, but that seemed to be just what she wanted.

Just then, Leah put her warm hands on top of mine. For a second, I thought she'd save me. But instead, I was wrong. I heard flesh tear, and I don't think it was just mine.

All I knew, was that I was falling backwards into the black abyss beneath me. The waves seeming to take Leah's anger toawrd me, Snarling and howling below. It felt like I was falling in slow motion, but a second later, I was frozen, being thrown around under water.

Before I knew it, everything went Black.

So I have no idea how to work anything on this site, so I guess I'm just messing all the chapters up and appearantly they're all under different names. If you wanna start from the preface, you'll just have to go to my profile and pick them out, because I'm clueless and confused. Haha. R&R PLEASE!

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-Jess.