Hey Everyone, sorry for the long delay in updates. But I promise I'm not gonna slack of anymore! Okay, so below are the list of songs I listened to while writing this chapter, and I'm gonna make a reccomendation. You don't HAVE to do this, but you should because you really get super emotionally involved in the chapter with Renesmee and Jacob's relationship... So you should listen to 'Eyes On Fire' by Blue Foundation while reading this. It was actually on the Twilight soundtrack and it's a gorgeous song, I'll put a link below this for it if you want to, but I personally think it makes the chapter a lot better. Stephanie Meyer gets all the credit for the characters... I'm just playing with them (:

SONGS I LISTENED TO WHILE WRITING THIS CHAPTER:
Hot Mess - Cobra Starship
Hearing Damage - Thom York
I Hate Myself for losing you - Kelly Clarkson
4Ever 2009 - The Veronicas
Toxic Valentine - All Time Low

Tear It Up - Hollywood Undead
Murder - Ashlee Simpson

Eyes On Fire - Blue Foundation

Walking On Air - Kerli

Waking Up - OneRepublic

SONG:

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Start Reading... Enjoy (:

CHAPT 3:

Safe

I awoke to loud footsteps and heavy breathing. It confused me as to where this person was because they weren't in the room. I felt my teeth chattering and my body shivering. I was wrapped in several blankets, but I was still freezing. I didn't remember much of what had just happened, but I did remember the pain I had felt as a sharp pain ripped through my hands. I made a face and attempted to sit up, but I felt defeated as my body wouldn't allow me to. I went down with a grunt. Just then, Jacob ran into the room with his hands held out in front of him. I looked at him with pain in my eyes. He looked back with the same pain, but not quite the same. His pain went much deeper than my mangled hands and sore lungs. His pain was internal, mine wasn't. Jacob had been through so much... I was so proud of him. Proud wasn't even the correct word. I remember the night he told me about the relationship he had with my mom. I wasn't mad at Jake... But dissappointed in her. She didn't want him... But I did. I wanted him so much. He knew I did... which is why he stayed.

"Ness! Oh god... Are you okay? Do you need anything?"

His perfect husky voice bringing me back down into reality. I looked over to see tears pooling in his black eyes. They were black because he was angry. He was angry at me for doing this to him. How could I?

"Jacob... I'm sorry." It sounded like hell, but I managed to get it out. The most important thing to say was this.

"Sorry...? About what, Ness? Leah PUSHED you, remember? You have nothing to be sorry for... Nothing at all." His words came out in a big stream of anger/sadness.

"But... It's my fault. All of it. If it wasn't for me being alive, they wouldn't have come for me."

His eyes looked away from mine as a tear slid down his cheek. He cuaght it before he thought I didn't see... But I did. I saw it as I see everything I'm not supposed to. He sat down on the bed, his back to me. I stared at the cieling for about two minutes before I felt a warm hand on my face. He kissed my blue lips, and suddenly, my lips weren't blue anymore. We fell asleep, me in his arms, of course. I caught the last tiny glimpse of his face before my eyes collapsed shut and my dreams took affect...

The next time my eyes opened, I saw sunlight. I saw Jacob beside me, with his right arm dangling off the bed and his left curled over me. I smiled at this because of the safety I felt with his arm around me, because I was so warm... Because I was ALIVE to feel the warmth, to feel his heartbeat on my temple. I tried sitting up carefully, but apparentley everything I do is graceful. I looked down at my hands to see nothing. Not a mark to prove they were split open the night before. That's one amazing thing about being a vampire... Fast healing. Jacob began mumbling weird things that I couldn't understand. I saw his eyes flutter open and he looked at me with that Jacob look,

"How are those hands?" He asked groggily.

"See for yourself..." I walked over and placed them on this chest while he felt for them there. I saw a tired smile and he swung his legs over the side of the bed.

"Hungry?" He asked.

"I think my appetite is a bigger monster than I am." I smiled.

We went to the kitchen as I sat in a chair and he got eggs, bacon, and bread out and sat them on the table. We both made breakfast and it was amazing. Nothing better than having a gorgeous werewolf boyfriend who can cook. After we ate, we sat around all afternoon being lazy and watching bad TV. At 1 o' clock, Jacob suggested taking me home for a little while to 'spend time' with my parents.

"No! Jacob, please don't make me go back there. I mean, Have you not met Edward? He hates me!" I exclaimed.

"Ness, he's your Dad! Dad's don't hate their daughters..." Jacob said.

"Please Jake... I love it here with you." I begged.

"Okay, okay. I'll make you a deal... I take you home now. Then I'll come pick you up at, eh, 7 and we can go somewhere speacial... Just you and me." Jacob said.

"Ugh, fine! But it better be amazing!"

We got in the rabbit and drove to my cottage. He got out and opened my door and I wrapped my arms around his waist. I looked up into his still very black eyes,

"You should go hunting or something... Your eyes are like, black. It's kind of freaking me out." I said.

"Okay, Ness. I'll go hunting IF you don't give your parents a hard time."

I exhaled and rolled my eyes.

"Fine."

Jake smiled and kissed my head. I lifted my head up and our lips met passionatly. Our fingers broke and I yelled 'Love you' to hime as he made his way to the car.

"I love you." He said with his hands posed on top of the car's hood and a big cheesy grin on his handsome face.

He made sure I made it inside safetly, and once I did I strode past the television and my parents macking on the couch. I 'ahemed' as I walked by and I heard my dad call for me,

"Renesmee, can we see you a moment?" His voice was always so serious it was retarted.

"And I don't appreciate being called 'retarted' as if I am one of your little high school friends." He said.

"God, I'm sorry okay? Just... What?" I asked.

"How are you feeling, honey?" mom asked.

"Fine, I guess. But I'm going to my room for awhile. I'll leave you two to your old man makout session." I walked away and went towards my room. As I went to close the door, I spotted a royal blue satin dress on the back of the door. It was gorgeous. I took it off the hanger to examine it more closely. I'm not sure who put it there, but I planned on wearing it tonight for our date anyway. Only six hours... My heart fluttered.

R&R Prettttyplease? (: