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Contains racist language and thoughts!!!!!!!!! I do not mean to offend anyone!!!!!!!

A/N I'm not a doctor, don't judge me

County Hospital, Olivia's room.

Olivia woke up a small groan and looked around the room.

"Where am I?" she asked softly.

"Welcome back Mrs Benson, how you feeling?" a doctor asked going over to her.

"where am I?" she asked again

"your in the hospital, do you remember the explosion?"

"The hospital? oh god is my baby okay?" she asked nervously flying up in bed.

"Calm down, your baby is fine, it's just a little distressed." Olivia looked at him with confused eyes.

"But I was sure I had a miscarriage , and the pain, and-"

"all mental." Olivia shook her head

"no, I had two of them before, it wasn't mental it was-"

"trust me Mrs Benson it was mental."

"I don't understand. How could a miscarriage be mental?"

"Since you've had two miscarriages before, your mind and body seem to think that whenever something traumatic happens, like being involved in an explosion, that your body is supposed to give you the symptoms of a miscarriage."

"So every time something bad happens to me I'm going to miscarriage?" Olivia asked sadly

"Not at all, just something as traumatizing as a explosion could force a body to do that. But your baby's fine, it's just a little distressed, but thats normal." Olivia let out a sigh of relief and rubbed her hands over the barely noticeable bump.

"So my baby's gonna be fine?"

"yes, however just because it didn't happen this time doesn't mean it couldn't. Your age and the fact that it's happened twice before puts you at a very high risk for another one."

"I know, and believe me I'm being careful, I don't want anything to happen to my baby." The doctor gave her a small smile before looking down at her chart.

"Well it says here that all your injuries are is a concussion, a few burns, scratches, and bruises but other then that you should be fine." Olivia nodded then wrapped her arms around her stomach.

"Did anyone call my husband yet?"

"yes, he's on his way."

"Did you tel him I was pregnant?"

"no but-"

"please don't, I don't want him to be worried about me." The doctor looked at her in confusion

"Mrs Benson you could of died, your baby could of died. I think he has a right to know."

"I know, and I will tell him, but I don't want him to worry about me yet. Please just tell him what you told me and leave out the part where I'm pregnant." The doctor sighed but shook his head

"of course."

"When can I go home?"

"anytime, you seem to be doing fine and despite any complications I'd say within the next hour."

"Thank you, do you know where my daughter is?"

"yes she's in the waiting room with your partner, want me to tell them they can come in?"

"please." The doctor nodded then left the room. Olivia took a deep breath and looked down at her stomach.

"I'm sorry, I promise you nothing is going to happen to you, I won't let it. I'll go through hell before I let some thing happen to you" she whispered softly rubbing her stomach. Just then she heard a knock on the door.

"Mommy?" Tina asked timidly appearing in the doorway along with Elliot. Olivia smiled at her then sat up in her bed.

"Hey sweetie, how you doing?" Tina smiled back then ran up to her and hugged her tightly, making Olivia let out a small groan of pain.

"careful Tina, mommy's sick" Elliot said coming in the room. Tina released the hug then looked up at her

"really mommy?" Olivia nodded

"yeah, but that still doesn't mean my favorite girl can't sit up here with me." Tina grinned then climbed on the bed, being very careful not to touch her.

"Are you gonna have to take the icky pink medicine?" Olivia laughed then pushed her daughters hair out of her face.

"no, I'm gonna be fine."

"Thats good, 'cause that medicine really icky. In fact we should probably throw it all out when we get home" Tina said with a hopeful smile. Olivia and Elliot laughed then Elliot went up to her.

"I take it your feeling okay?"

"Yeah, the doctor said all I had was a few burns and bruises but other then that I should be fine."

"and the, you know" Elliot said laying a hand on her stomach.

"It's gonna be fine thank god." Elliot gave her a supportive smile before sitting down in the chair next to her bed.

"Do you know who would plant a bomb in your car?" he asked softly.

"Sweetie" Olivia said turning to Tina. "Can you do me a big big favor and go wait in the waiting room for a few minutes?"

"Mommy do I have to?" Tina said with a small whine.

"Tina me and uncle Elliot have to talk about grown up things, will you please do it?" Tina sighed loudly then nodded before getting off the bed and walking out the room. After she did Olivia turned her attention back to Eliot.

"No, the parole board would of notified me if someone who had a grudge against me was released."

"What about someone with a grudge against Fin? Try to kill you to get back at him?" Olivia shrugged

"I don't know Elliot, what did the bomb squad have to say?"

"they know how it was detonated, and that it was made with a soda can, a battery and some wires. They say it's there top priority." Olivia nodded then Fin and Munch walked in.

"Oh god Liv what happened?" Fin asked going up to her.

"I'm fine, I'm gonna be okay" she said pulling him into a tight embrace, letting a tear fall down her face.

Elliot and Munch looked at each other then the two of them left the room quietly shutting the door behind them.

"Elliot" Munch began a little nervously "me and Fin found a new break on the case. Theres this website called white it's this white supremacy site that has a whole section dedicated to inter raced couples. We found pictures of both set of victims posted by the same two guys, and there's something else."

"What?"

"pictures of Fin and Olivia, some as old as five years ." Elliot's eyes widened.

"oh my god, do you think the explosion had somethign to do with the fact that they married outside there own race?" Munch shrugged

"I don't know, but I do know that two of those couples on there were murdered, and any one of them on that site could be next including them." Elliot nodded then turned towards Tina.

"Was Tina on there or was it just Olivia and Fin?"

"There were a few pictures of Tina on there, they had about fifty pictures of them all together. Think we should tell Olivia?." Elliot sighed, he knew that this was the last thing that Olivia needed to hear. She was all ready stressed out about the baby, but he also knew that she had to hear it if it was for her own, and her child's, safety.

"Yeah, but let Fin be the one to tell her" Elliot said looking back at the door.

Meanwhile, back in the hospital room, Fin was sitting on the chair next to Olivia, trying to find out what happened. He didn't bring up the fact that the doctor told him that she had a miscarriage,

"Fin I told you, I opened the door and a bomb went off and I passed out. I woke up for about a minute then passed out again and woke up here."

"Yeah but was there anyone around, any suspicious looking people, did you get any wield phone calls, did you-"

"Fin I'm not a victim, I'm your wife. Please stop interrogating me. That is the last thing I need right now" Olivia said a little annoyed. Fin nodded then took her hand

"Sorry baby, I just want to find out what happened to you. I hate seeing you hurt okay?" Olivia nodded

"I'm sorry too, I know your just trying to help. I'm just a little stressed out right now" she said resting her hand on her stomach. Fin nodded then took a deep breath

"Olivia when the the doctor called to tell me you were in an accident, he told me something a little odd." Olivia closed her eyes and tried not to make it all that obvious she was hiding something.

"What did he tell you?"

"That you had a miscarriage." Olivia shrugged

"I'm not sure, but the doctor said that it was just mental, I didn't have a miscarriage."

"So your not pregnant?" Fin asked, a little disappointed. Olivia shook her head

"no" she said not being able to look in his eyes. Fin nodded, for some reason not being able to believe her.

"So" Olivia said changing the subject "what'd you find out form the victims parents?" Fin took a deep breath

"Baby girl theres something I need to tell you. There was this white supremacy web site where they had pictures of the four victims, and there was something else."

"What?"

"There were pictures of us, some of them were taken when we were dating." Olivia's eyes widened and her mouth fell open.

"What? but how?"

"I don't know Liv. But I promise you I'm going to find out." Olivia nodded then sat up in the bed before Munch and Tina came in

"You know" Munch began sitting at the foot of her bed. "Most people would be happy being involved in two car explosions, but not you."

"Shut up Munch" Olivia said, not in the mood for jokes.

"When are you gonna be able to come home mommy?" Tina asked as Munch picked her up and held her in his lap.

"Some time today sweetie, where's Elliot?"

"He's on the phone with TARU trying to trace who posted the pictures."

"what pictures Uncle Munch?" Tina asked looking up at him.

"Nothing sweetie, hey why don't you and Uncle Munch go get some lunch okay?"

"Can we get McDonald's, can we get McDonald's!" Tina asked excitedly with a large smile on her face.

"Oh sweetie, do you know how many chemicals the gover-"

"Munch you tell my daughter what you were going to and I will kill you" Fin said giving him a fake scolding look. Munch sighed then threw his hands up in the air.

"Fine, just don't blame me when she gets infected with-"

"Munch!" both Fin and Olivia yelled at him.

"Last time you told her one of your stupid little theories, she didn't want to take a bath for two weeks. So it'll be a real big help if you kept your mouth shut about McDonald's." Munch rolled his eyes but nodded.

"Fine fine, Tee you wanna go wait for me outside the room for a second?"

"what am I gonna get infected with though?" she asked fearfully.

"Nothing honey, Uncle Munch was just joking" Fin said giving Munch a dirty look.

"You sure daddy?"

"would I lie to you?" Fin said with a smile. Tina shook her head then got off Munch's lap and walked outside, closing the door behind her.

Once out of the room Olivia kicked him as hard as she could and Fin got up and smacked him outside the head.

"ow! what was that for?" he protested rubbing the spot where Olivia kicked him.

"For telling Tina that. Why would you tell a four year old she was gonna get infected from eating McDonald's?"

"because she can! I'm just trying to spread the truth."

"Well don't" Olivia said giving him a small kick again.

"Stop it! god your a very violent person, how can you stand living with her?" he asked Fin.

"Because I like her when she's violent" Fin said with a smirk and a wink.

"Oh get a room" Munch said with an eye roll getting off the bed. "Well I'm going to take Tina to have her insides filled with sludge and government processed food at the request of her parents. I'll see you in about half hour" and he walked out of the room. Just then a man in nurses scrubs came in the room with a needle filed with a clear substance. .He had dark black hair with pale skin and a red swastika tattoo on the side of his face, no older then thirty five.

"Who are you?" Olivia asked a little confused.

"The doctor said to give this to you, to dull the pain" the nurse said keeping his head down and going up to her IV.

"I don't need any pain medicine, in fact I'm ready to go home."

"doctor said other wise" the man said opening the top of the IV.

"Well he told me I could go home any time I could, and I don't need any pain medicine."

"Mam please don't give me any trouble, just shut up and let me do my job."

"Hey, don't tell me wife to shut up" Fin said defensively. The nurse turned to him with pure hate in his eyes.

"Don't tell me what to do boy" he said angrily "I can get your greasy ass out of here so fast it'll make your ape head spin. Why don't you go back to Africa and swing form the trees or something."

"How dare you talk to me like that!" Fin exclaimed angrily.

"surprised you could understand Engilsh" he mumbled injecting the needle into Olivia's IV. Fin glared at him then the nurse walked out of the room, purposely bumping into Fin.

"stupid prick, I'm gonna get his ass fired and arrested" Fin said angrily.

"I can't believe he talked to you like that, he should be fired and arrested."

"Don't worry he will be" Fin said trying to calm himself down.

Just then the doctor walked in

"So Mrs Benson your records say your all clear and your ready to go home" he said with a small smile.

"But what was that pain medication you just ordered for me?" the doctor gave her a confused look.

"What medication?"

"the medication that some nurse just injected into my IV" Olivia said beginning to get worried.

"I didn't order any one to put anything into your IV drip. Did someone come in and tell you that I did?" Olivia nodded nervously.

"Yeah, he said you ordered it."

"What did he look like?" the doctor said going over to her IV.

"Black hair, pale, had a red swastika tattoo on the side of his face."

"We don't have any nurses by that description Mrs Benson" the doctor said nervously. Olivia's eyes widened then turned to her IV and yanked it out of her arm.

"What the hell was I just injected with then?" she yelled rubbing the spot where her IV was.

"I don't know, but I intend to find out. I'm gonna go get a blood test and be back in a few minutes okay?" and he walked out of the room. Olivia took a deep breath then ran a shaky hand through her hair.

"What if it harms the baby?" she thought to herself fearfully.

"Don't worry baby, everything will be fine" Fin said trying not to sound nervous.

"What if it's not though? You just said that there's some freak's putting out picture up on the internet, I almost died, and now some freak with a swastika tattoo came in and put something in my IV."

"I won't let anything happen to you, I promise" Fin said gently. Just then the doctor came back in the room with a needle in his hand.

"Okay just stick out your right arm please" he said going up to her.

"I hate needles" Olivia said a little woozy turning away." The doctor just chuckled.

"A big strong detective like you is afraid of needles? I find that hard to believe" he said sticking the needle in her arm and pulling out a syringe filed with blood. "All done, now do you want to go home and wait for the results or stay here and wait to see if anything happens."

"I want to go home, I promise if something happens I'll come right back okay?" the doctor nodded then threw away the needle.

"I promise to have this back to you within the next few hours, so until then please be careful Mrs Benson okay?" Olivia nodded then the doctor walked out of the room.

"You sure you don't want to wait here baby?" Fin asked as Olivia got out of the bed and began to pull her clothes on.

"Yeah, I promise if I feel the least bit sick then I go back to the doctor okay?" Fin nodded then went up to her and held up the hospital gown

"you know" he said with a sly smile "we could use this to play doctor with some night." Olivia just rolled her eyes and smiled.

"Will I get to play the naughty nurse?" she asked seductively putting her bra on.

"Yup, and I'll play the role of the handsome young doctor who seduces the naughty nurse into having sex with him in the hospital room."

"Young is stretching it" Olivia said with a small laugh pulling on her shirt.

"That wasn't very nice"

"what can I say, I'm a very bad, naughty nurse" she whispered slyly going up to him and wrapping her arms around his neck.

"Ohh, I think I like the very naughty nurse" Fin said looking her up and down pulling her into a kiss.

"Okay Mrs Benson you can - oh I'm sorry" the doctor said appearing in the room. Olivia and Fin broke the kiss then turned to the doctor.

"It's alright, what were you gonna say?" Olivia asked trying to hold back a laugh.

"I was just going to tell you that you just need to sign this and you can go home" he said handing her a clipboard. Olivia quickly signed it hen handed it back to him.

"Oh another thing doc. is it possible to get a doctor coat like you have?" Fin asked hiding a smile. Olivia had to bite her tougue to keep from laughing.

"Sorry, need to be a staff member to have one. I'll call you later with the results okay?" Olivia nodded then the doctor left the room.

"Oh my god I can't believe you asked that!" Olivia said through her laughter. Fin just shrugged then smiled.

"what can I say? I'm a very surprising person. You ready to go?" Olivia nodded then picked up her purse and they both left the hospital room.

McDonald's

"So what have I taught you Tina?" Munch said watching her eat a four pack of chicken nuggets.

"That any president that, um. Oh yeah, any president that sounds like John Wayne shouldn't be elected. Uncle Munch, who's John Wayne?" Munch shook his head in disappointment

"I'll tell you someday, but right now I gotta go to the bathroom. Stay here okay?" Tina nodded then Munch got up and left Tina there eating her food. Just then a man with dark black hair, pale skin and a swastika tattoo came up to her and sat down.

"Hi Tina" he said kindly. Tina looked a little scared but didn't say anything.

"Can you do me a favor?" he asked looking over at the bathrooms to make sure Munch wasn't coming.

"I'm not 'apposed to talk to strangers" Tina said softly.

"Don't worry, I'm a friend of your parents. Now can you do me a favor and" he reached in his pocket and puled out a folded up piece of paper and put it on the table. "Can you give this to your mommy?"

"I'm not 'apposed to take things from strangers." The man sighed annoyed

"look you little nigger" he whispered angrily "do what I say or I swear to god you'll be sorry."

"No" Tina said forcefully.

"You stupid brat" the man said angrily grabbing her arm.

"Uncle Munch!" she screamed loudly. The man quickly let go of her and ran out of the building, just as Munch came running out of the bathroom and ran over to her.

"What's wrong, what happened?" he asked fearfully. Tina sniffed

"there was a man, and he asked me to give a note to mommy and when I said no he called me the N word and a brat, then he grabbed my arm and it really hurt" she said beginning to cry. Munch picked her up and she began to cry into her shoulder.

"It's okay, it's okay, lets go call mommy and daddy" he said softly. He looked at the piece of paper on the table and he grabbed a napkin and picked it up and unfolded it and looked at it.

"Your time is coming. You and that nigger your married to shall face the wrath of hell." Munch's eyes got wide as he looked at the note.

"Oh god" he said softly. He took a deep breath then put the not inside his pocket then he and Tina walked out of the building, ignoring the stares and murmurings of the people. Including one man who was looking at Tina with nothing but pure hate. He sighed angrily and dialed a familiar number.

"Hello" the man with the red swastika tattoo answered.

"You fucking moron" he mumbled into his cell phone. "Why the hell would you be that idiotic and make her scream like that!" he practically yelled.

"I'm sorry, but she was annoying me and-"

"I don't give a shit Adam! I told you before we don't want to cause attention to us and what do you do? you make the little bitch scream as loud as she could!"

"I'm sorry okay." The man sighed

"whatever, did you give it to her?" the man on the other line chuckled.

"Yup, we got five days until it kicks in, and it's completely untraceable. Hey Joseph, if we don't want to cause attention to us, then why are we going to-"

"I swear to god your the most idiotic man I've ever met. What have I told you before?"

"not to say our plans outloud but-"

"no but's Adam, what if someone's listening in?" Adam sighed a little annoyed

"whatever, I gotta go, I'll see you back at the house" and he hung up. Joseph also hung up and looked at the pictures of Olivia, Fin, and Tina spread out before him.

"Your going to be mine soon, just you wait" he said picking up a picture of Olivia and moving his hand over it fondly, grinning seductively at it.
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