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WARNING!!: Contains racist and anti semitic language

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Her breathing began to quicken as she stepped out of the tub and grabbed her towel and ran to her bedroom. She quickly grabbed the phone and began to dial before she noticed a tiny red light blinking on her bed. She looked up and saw the same red light coming from the overhead lamp. She stood on the bed and ripped the lamp from the ceiling and let out a sob as the same black wire and camera came down, aimed directly at the bed. She let go of the lamp and sat down on the bed and wrapped the towel around her tighter as the tears fell faster. She quickly dialed a phone number and let out a sob.
"Tutuola," Fin answered.
"Fin!" Olivia cried letting out a sob.
"Olivia, whats wrong?" he asked nervously.
"You gotta come to the house and bring the CSU now!"
"Liv, whats wrong?" Fin asked again, now very worried.
"Please just hurry."
"Okay, okay, just sit tight and I'll be right there, okay, baby girl?" Olivia just hung up the phone and ran over to her dresser and quickly put on the first things she pulled out. Then she ran out of her room and sat down at the table. …
"I'm not gonna cry. I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry," she told herself, but not being able to succeed. She let out a sob and then buried her head in her arms.
"Oh, God, why is this happening to me?" she sobbed loudly.
"No, your not gonna cry," she told herself wiping away the tears. She took a shaky breath and wiped away the tears.
"Come on Olivia, you gotta calm down." She stood up and then walked into Tina's room and looked around.
"Oh, God, no!" she exclaimed softly seeing a bright red light blinking in Tina's toy box. Olivia ran over to it and then grabbed the source of the light, inside a teddy bear. Olivia ripped the head off the teddy bear and yanked another small camera out of the bear's eye.
"Fucking bastards!" she screamed into the camera. She let out a sob and threw down the camera. "You fucking bastards," she sobbed loudly sliding down the wall.
"What the hell did I do to deserve this?" she thought to herself not even hiding the sob, before she heard the front door open. Olivia quickly stood up and wiped away the tears and grabbed the nearest heavy object, a large robotic dog. She held it like a weapon and quietly walked out of the room. She looked around and slowly walked into the kitchen and quickly scanned the room, seeing no one. She heard voices coming from her bedroom and letting out a few trembling breaths, held the dog tighter.
"Hello?" she asked with a tiny tremor in her voice. She stayed silent and strained to listen for an answer that didn't come. She held the dog tighter and slowly made her way to the bedroom. She backed up against the wall and tried to become less shaky. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before quickly jumping in front of the doorway, only to be met with a man holding a gun to her head. .
"Put your weapon down now!" he commanded her. Olivia didn't listen and instead swung the dog against the man's head as hard as she could. The man let out a groan and fell to the floor, his gun flying, across the room. Before Olivia could even make a move, another man grabbed her arms and twisted them behind her back and slammed her against the wall, hard.
"Get off me!" she screamed trying to writhe out of his way, but the man's grasp was too strong.
"Not a chance in hell," the man growled pulling out a pair of handcuffs.
"Who are you?" she asked worriedly trying to make some space between the wall and her stomach, but when she did the man just held her tighter against it .
"Shut up!" he ordered her. Olivia mustered all her strength she could before she lifted her leg and kicked against the wall, throwing her and her attacker to the ground. The man released her and Olivia quickly stood up and tried to run to the door but the man grabbed her by the ankle and she fell to the floor, twisting herself around so she landed on her back instead of her stomach. The man pulled her towards him and then flipped her over once more.
"You fucking bitch!" he screamed wrapping an arm around her neck to choke her. Olivia tried to scream for help but she couldn't draw any air into her lungs. She struggled against him, but the loss of air was making it difficult to do anything.
She began to feel dizzy when she heard the front door slam open and then heard someone rush in. Then she felt the man's weight moving off her. She quickly sat up and began to gulp long breaths of air and saw Fin struggling with the man. Fin elbowed him in the nose and the man let out a cry of pain and let go of him and then put his hands to his nose and then Fin quickly put him in a choke hold.
"How's it feel, you son of a bitch?!" Fin hollered at him choking him tighter.
"Police, let him go now!" the man who Olivia had knocked out earlier shouted rushing out of the room and aiming a gun at him.
"What the hell are you talking about?!" Fin snapped holding the man tighter.
"Let him go now! We're the police," the man yelled again. Fin looked between the both of them and then threw the man down on the ground.
"What the hell do you mean your police? That man was attacking my wife when I walked in here!" Fin cried walking over to Olivia and helping her up.
"You okay, baby girl?" he asked softly. All Olivia could do was nod as she struggled to hold back tears.
"That's officer Jimmy Nielson, I'm officer Will Banks; we've both been assigned to protect an Olivia Benson. Who the hell are you two?" Will asked, still holding a gun at Fin.
"You mean you're the protective detail?!" Fin asked in disbelief.
"Yeah, her husband asked us to rush over here and when we did that woman was here and she assaulted me."

Olivia scoffed and shook her head. "I can't believe this, my own protective detail tried to kill me. I knew this wasn't a good idea."
Will and Jimmy looked at one another before Will lowered his gun.
"You mean your Olivia Benson?" Olivia nodded
"Yes, that's why I was in my damn house. What the hell did you aim a gun at me?!" she sceamed at him.
"Well, I um, I thought you may have been an intruder," he said a little ashamed.

Olivia shook her head and then turned to Jimmy. "I want you out of my house now."
"Come on, Mrs. Benson, I didn't know you-"
"I don't give a shit!" she cried out. "You slammed me up against a wall hard, then you tried to kill me by choking me! I want you out now and I want a replacement." Jimmy stammered then looked a Fin who was looking at him with anger in his eyes.
"Mr. Tutuola I-"
"I don't give a shit either. You almost killed my wife when you were supposed to be protecting her. I want both of you gone now!" Fin yelled angrily.
"Look, either you deal with the two of us or no one." Will said walking up and standing next to Jimmy. "You think there's a line around the block to sign up for protective detail? The only reason they sent two of us was because you're both cops. Now, if you want us to leave fine, however there's no other officers available for the job." Olivia and Fin shared a look before they turned back to the two of them.
"You don't touch me, you don't talk to me, I don't even want to know anything about the two of you besides your names . Do you understand me?" Olivia said forcefully.
"Of course Mrs. Benson," Jimmy answered sarcastically
"It's Detective Benson," she said angrily.
"Fine, Detective Benson, you won't even know we're here." Olivia glared at him before she turned to Fin.
"Where's Tina?"
"Staying with Cragen until Elliot returns, then he's gonna take her back to his house."

Olivia nodded. "Great, where are Munch and Elliot?"
"At the library, they're trying to see if anyone recognizes the photo of them." Olivia nodded then there was a knock at the door.
"See," Olivia said walking to the door, "since they know how to knock, I'm not gonna hit them upside the head with a heavy robotic dog."
"We should probably get that detective," Will said, rushing up to the door before Olivia could take the knob.
Olivia groaned and rolled her eyes before she walked back to Fin.
"This is Officer Banks, state your name."
"I'm CSI Mark Green along with my team. We've been told to come to his address right away by a detective Tutuola"
"Let them in," Olivia told them. Will nodded before he opened the door and about ten CSI's came in.
"What's the problem?" he asked coming up to Fin.
"I'll show you" Olivia said leading the CSU into the bathroom, Will and Jimmy following.
"Liv what's going on?" Fin asked as Olivia pulled back the shower curtain.
"What the hell is that?" he asked in confusion looking at the camera .
"It's a little camera; it was aiming through one of the tiles. There was also one aiming at our bed and one in Tina's bedroom" Olivia said looking down a little embarrassed.
"Son of a bitch!" Fin bellowed angrily smashing his hand against the wall
"How did you find it?" one of the CSIs. asked climbing on the edge of the tub and examining the camera better.
"There was a little red light blinking, all three of them were." The CSI examined it closer then gave a barely noticeable nod.
"This model will do that when its battery runs out. Definitely one of the most expensive and high quality you can buy. So it's gonna be harder to trace to see who bought them."
"We already know who bought them. The same people who gave you the injection, the same people who beat up Ken, and the same people who sent the note. How long have we been watched?" Fin asked, forcing himself to remain calm.
"I'd say three months."
"Three months?!" both Olivia and Fin exclaimed in anger and fear.
"Oh my God, we've been watched for three months and I didn't even know it. How, how could I not have known my family was being watched by two skin head psychos?" Olivia said collapsing against the sink.
"Baby, it's gonna be okay," Fin said softly.

Olivia just shook her head. "How is it gonna be okay? Two neo-Nazi freaks have been spying on us for three months, Ken's in the hospital, my protective detail just tried to kill me, the same people who have been spying on us injected me with some mystery drug that's supposed to kick in, in three days that I have no clue what it does. Hell, for all I know I could wake up dead or paralyzed for life in three days. So how can you sit there and try to tell me everything's gonna be okay?"
Fin just opened his mouth then shut it again, unsure of what to say.
"I don't know, but I know arguing is getting us no where. You just gotta trust me that I'm not gonna let anything hurt you or Tina."

Olivia sighed the nodded. "I'm sorry, I just, it's been a rough few days ya know?" Fin nodded then turned to the CSIs.
"So what do you need to do to make sure there are no more cameras in the house?"
"We're gonna have to go through them with an electric scope, but again these are very, very high quality cameras we're dealing with so I don't know if we'll be able to catch them all."
"How long should it take?"

The CSI shrugged. "About a day."
"A day?! Where the hell are we supposed to sleep tonight?" Olivia asked.

The man shrugged. "I'm sorry, best advice I can give you right now is to stay in a hotel"

Olivia sighed then nodded. "Fine, Fin, will you call a hotel and I'll go pack some things up okay?"
"Why can't we just stay with Elliot and Kathy?" Fin asked.

Olivia turned around and gave him an almost worried look. "I don't want them in any danger." Fin just gave her a look but shrugged. "Okay, I'll make the reservations."

Olivia nodded then walked out of the bathroom with Will and Jimmy close behind.

New York Public Library
"Can I help you?" the very elderly women behind the large desk asked with a heavy Russian accent as Munch and Elliot walked up to her.
"Police, I'm detective Stabler, this is detective Munch, Manhattan SVU."
"Police?" the women asked nervously. "Did something happen to Tessa?"
"No ma'am, we were just wondering if we could ask you some questions." The women let out a sigh of relief
"I'm sorry, Tessa, my seven year old granddaughter is staying with me and my husband this week and I'm a little bit paranoid. But what can I help you officers with?"
"Have you ever seen these two gentlemen?" Elliot asked taking out the picture from their newsaxons profile and showing it to her.
At the sight of their picture the womans face fell and anger and feared shone in her eyes.
"Ye- yes, they come in here about once a month and go on the computers for about five hours."
"Is that normal for someone to be on the computers that long?"

The women nodded. "Yes, the college is right across the street so sometimes we have students in here from opening to closing time."
"No offense ma'am, but if it's so common, then how can you remember these two?" Elliot asked kindly. The women wiped the tears forming in her eyes and then rolled up her sleeve with a shaking hand.
"Oh, God," Elliot mumbled when he saw faded concentration camp numbers tattooed on her arm.
"I wore short sleeves one day," she said with tears in her voice. "They came up and asked me where they could find 'The Turner Diaries'. I told them and they saw the tattoo on my arm. They called me a kike, and a liar, and then they said that I should live the lie I made up and I should go jump in an oven."

She let out a sob but quickly covered it up with a shaking hand. Elliot cast a look over to Munch and saw his eyes quickly fill with anger.
"Do you know what computer they used?" Munch asked trying to hold back his anger.
The woman wiped away her tear and began quickly clicking some things on her computer. "Computer 13, they went on two websites. Newsaxon .com, and tightrope. cc."

Munch handed her his business card. "If they come in again, will you please contact us?" he asked kindly.

The woman tucked the card in her pocket. "Ye- yes, of course."

Elliot gave her a weak smile and walked out. Munch began to follow but then turned and went back to the desk.

"whats he doing?" Elliot wondered to himself, walking back in and listening in on Munchs conversation
"Where were you?" he asked softly.

The women looked at him for a few moments before she pulled her sleeve back down. "Auschwitz, one and a half years."

Munch nodded and sighed

"My father was in Auschwitz too, twelve years. I have no clue how he managed to survive that place."

The woman just gave him a small smile. "We were the lucky ones."

Munch nodded then gave he a weak smile.
"Barukh ata Adonai Eloheinu melekh ha olam, ha gomel lahayavim tovot sheg'malani kol tov." she mumbled softly
"Mi heg'malayikh kol tov hu yigmalayikh kol tov selah" he mumbled back. They smiled at each other before he left and slid in the car, ignoring Elliot's concerned look.
"You okay?" he asked joining him in the car..
"I'm gonna kill them" Munch said angrily before starting the car and driving off.

"What was it she said to you in there?" Elliot asked

"Just a jewish prayer someone says when they've survived a danger."

Elliot wasn't sure what to say for a few moments so he simply nodded. After about a minute of silence, Elliot finally spoke

"I never knew you were a Holocaust survivor."

Munch shook his head, "I'm not. My parents were. It was their identity. They wore it like an old coat. That's not how I want the world to see me."

"John, it's part of your heritage, you shouldn't just forget it."

Munch glared at him. "I'll never forget," he said heatedly. After a moment, his expression softened. "I just needed to be more than that."

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