AN: Yay, so here is the second part! It's kind of sad if you ask me..... But i hope you like it. ^_^
Warning: I should have put this on the first one too, but there is character death.
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I never meant to hurt you.
I didn't want to push you away like I have been.
I never intended things to go this way.
I always have loved you, and always will.
Never thought we'd go that far.
I didn't think this would happen.
You had left.
To the afterlife with the other Yamis.
I never thought you would return to be with me.
I still love you.
Even to this very day.
After you left I had no one to go to.
You had returned….
But you left again.
Only this time, permanently.
Why did you choose to end your life that way?
You even took the life of my last dear friend before you left.
I know what you thought it looked like.
But it wasn't that way.
I love you and only you.
You could have just talked to me.
I know I had ignored you most of the time.
Mostly after you returned.
I was afraid of falling in love with you again.
Afraid of losing you for a second time.
But now……
I am completely alone.
And my tears wont stop.
I've realized what I've done wrong.
And why you left.
But it's to late to fix that now.
I wish I could take it all back.
You would still be here.
We would still be together.
I miss you.
I can't believe I even thought of leaving you.
If you were here, and still alive,
Would you ever forgive me?
Would you ever accept my apology?
I truly am sorry.
Please, I love you.
My grief and anger towards myself keeps building up.
I don't think I can take it anymore.
I've tried to end my own life.
But the others wont allow it.
They stopped me each time I try.
They seem to always be watching me now.
But I just can't live with myself.
Not anymore.
All the color is gone.
It's all gray now.
Every thing is dull and boring to me.
Life holds no interest to me anymore.
I love you.
I wish I could of told you that before you left.
Just one last time.
I've gotten away from the others.
And I am going to end this quickly.
To stop my grief and anger.
To stop the loneliness eating at my soul.
I hope to see you in the after life.
Maybe, just maybe..
If you can forgive me,
Forgive all the mistakes I made,
We can be together again.
Like we used to be.
I left the others a note.
I hope they understand.
I have a second note.
The one you gave me before you left.
I've done everything I could to prevent this outcome….
But it seems I have no choice.
So I guess this is goodbye to everyone.