A/N

Hey guys! I have forgotten to do my disclaimers, whoopsi daisy! Anyway, as you can see this chapter is called FFF, anyone (besides JASPERHALEFOREVER) can guess what the three F's mean, they get a preview of the next chappy! I know I'm mean for that, but whatever. I appreciate everyone who has reviewed, I want to let you know they bring me great joy! I do want to thank JASPERHALEFOREVEER because she has reviewed all of the chapters! Cookies for you! Anyway, I have gotten some complaints about how the story is moving a bit to fast, (actually just one) so it's gonna move a little slower, FYI! Now, enjoy the chapter!

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BPOV

The past three days have been very hectic. I've had to go threw my parents will, clean up the house (which was very hard), plan the funeral, and today shopping. All the girls (even Rose, much to her dislike) were going shopping today. I was getting stuff to decorate my new room, a dress for the funeral, and new clothes. I insisted on paying, because my parents were so stinking rich, but they said that I was family now, and it would be nonsense to pay. So we all loaded up into Esme's Audi and drove off to Seattle. I sat in front with Esme while Pix and Rose sat in the back. Esme and I made small talk while Alice was talking to Rose about something, I couldn't quite hear.

"You know Bella, if you ever need to talk, I'm always here for you."

"Thanks Esme, that means a lot."

The rest of the car ride was silent, until we got to the mall. I swear that is the biggest mall I have ever seen! I'm pretty sure I'll find everything I need here.

Alice and Rose went to go look at dresses while Esme and I went to go look for paint and decorations for my room. I decided that I wanted my room to be a mix of royal blue and light blue.

After about an hour, Esme and I got everything we needed. We met Alice and Rose at the food court. We had taco's for lunch then we split up again, except I went with Alice and Rose went with Esme.

"Come on Belo, we have to get you a new wardrobe. I mean come on, did you ONLY wear sneakers, t-shirts, and jeans? This is Forks for crying out loud, you need warmer clothes! You also need a dress, for tomorrow. You also need make-up. I'm not saying your not pretty, which you are, it's just make-up would make you drop dead gorgeous!"

Six hours later, after some intense shopping, I had seven shirts, five skirts, ten pairs of jeans, three dresses, five heels, six pairs of other shoes, and ten camisoles. I also got a bunch of make-up, too much for one person if you ask me. I don't think I will ever go shopping with Pix again, that was way to intense.

When we got home two hours later, Esme and I painted my room and put all the furniture in it. After it was all dry, it was midnight. I would have to get up early tomorrow to go to my parent's funeral.

I when I woke up from the horrible night mare I was screaming so loud. After I calmed down I started crying, it was like reliving the accident all over again. Then I saw Edward walk in the room with concerned eyes. He had helped me so much, he was just too nice. He came over and just held me my I cried. After I calmed down, we started talking.

"Bella, what was your night mare about?"

"I-it w-was h-h-horrible! It w-was like re-r-reliving the a-accident all o-over again!"

"Shhhh Bella it's ok, it's ok, it was just a dream. Why don't you go back to sleep, its three in the morning after all."

"I'm sorry I woke you up. You should go back to sleep, I won't be able too after that, it's ok, I want you to get your sleep."

"I'll stay with you Bella don't worry. Just go to sleep. Sweet dreams Bella."

He started humming in my ear, it sounded like a lullaby. It was so soothing that I soon fell asleep.

Someone was jumping on my bed screaming "WAKE UP BELO, WAKE UP!"

I opened my eyes and saw Pix and Em. This is just a great way to start one of the saddest days of my life.

"Belo, go take a shower and meet me in my room, I'll have clothes and stuff in there for you."

So I did as Pix said. I got up and took a shower. I knew that she wanted to get me ready soon, but the hot water of the shower could not be rushed. I used my favorite strawberry shampoo, and it calmed me down a lot actually. After the hot water ran out, I put on my robe and headed to Pix's bathroom.

After three hours of Pix playing "Bella Barbie" on me, it was time to go. I don't think I'm ready for this, but it's now or never. I drove with Edward in his Volvo to the funeral. We made small talk, but most of the ride was silent. I just studied my outfit. I had a black dress on that went to right above my knees. It was form fitting and it had silver detail on it. My shoes were black death traps, three inch pumps. My hair was in ringlets, which looked very cute. My side swept bangs were straight, not covering my eye for a change.

We got there and we took our seats up in the front. It was a very small funeral, mostly kids from school and a few people from the hospital. A couple people made their speeches, then it was my turn. I took a deep breath and walked to the front.

"Renee and Charlie Swan were great parents, the best I could ask for. The early and untimely death of these two wonderful people was a shock. My parents showed me unconditional love, as well as a love for God. They were my roll models, my hero's. They taught me many life lessons, such as no matter what, God is there for you. When I watched my parents get killed in the accident, all I could do was ask God not to take them away from me, but obviously He had other plans. I know that they will always be watching over me, but I will still miss them. At least they didn't have to suffer long, and they are in a better place. I miss you, mom and dad."

At the end of my speech I was in tears. I went to go take my seat by Esme and she put her arm around my shoulder to comfort me.

When we got to the cemetery it all hit me, that I wouldn't see my parents until I went to heaven. They lowered the caskets' into the ground. After they were lowered into the ground, I placed a white rose on my dad's grave and a pink rose on my Mom's. After that we left.

On the drive back home I broke down and cried. I just cried, I couldn't do anything else. When we got to the house I hurried up to my room and took off my dress and shoes. I changed into sweats and a t shirt and just curled up in my bed and cried.

I heard a knock on my door and I yelled "Come in." A/N

Guess who is at the door? You won't know until later today or more likely tomorrow! Muhahahahaha! Anyway, if you can guess what FFF stands for, you get a preview of the next chappy! Member I like reviews! They make me so happy! I love all you guys thanks for reading!

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