This road is long, this road is dangerous. I can't stop myself, I need your help. Stab me, kill me gently. I can't stop myself, for everyone's sake; Kill me gently.
No matter how many times Max read the letter, she couldn't believe it. That was only one line of the thousands, all written in black ink. It was like a bullet to the head it was so painful to read. How could Alec think this way?
It had been three weeks since the incident in the alley. So much had happened. Where to start? Where to try and recollect? There was Logan, Alec, White, and Terminal City happening all at once. Logan made the official break-up and was now with Asha. Alec's gone. White's dead but at a terrible price and Terminal City is under siege. And Max... Well, she's pretty shitty too.
Max laughed. Logan had finally done it. He said he couldn't take it any longer.
"How can I? You're with Alec anyway. I can't do it anymore, not with you. I can barely keep up with Terminal City let alone your fucked up ways. I'm sorry Max. I love you, but we weren't meant to be." When he said it, Max had smiled. Finally. She was let go of this love-hate relationship.
"I understand. But you got two things wrong. You can do it, your giving up. You like Asha, and that's fine. And I'm not with Alec. I don't know if you've noticed, but sunshine hasn't been around for a good few weeks. I scared him away. So, have fun with your shit but don't twist this out of context." Max growled.
Logan had sighed, walked out the door, not even looking back. Max had laid in bed crying all day until O.C had convinced her to look for Alec. So, Max started at Crash, knowing that he wouldn't be there
Terminal City was winning the on going war, but so many were dead. White had disappeared, and Max could only wish that he died somewhere. So many attacks lately and all with new, more deadly weapons. Everyone has lost faith, with the lose of Alec. Nothing was unified, no one wanted to follow Max. Everyone was fighting and helping, but only for themselves.
I need him. God DAMMIT!
A.N.:/ I want to thank everyone for being so patient. I want to thank all the other writers, your writing encourages me to keep going. I kinda need help with where this is gonna go so R&R please!! =D Thanks!