Chapter 5
Dont Believe That
I walked To His Lockeroom, with tears running down my face, I was surprised Randy hadn't came to see what was the matter with me .
I opened John's lockeroom door and sat down on the Sofa .
"Ha Slut is right, Least shes not as stupid as she seems!" I heard Mickie say as she walked past the door .
I believe she was talking to Maria and Candice .
The Door Opened, and there was John Cena . Looking Sympathetic in all way's possible. I looked up at him, revealing my tears making my Eyeliner and Mascara Leaking down my cheek's.
He Only Looked More sympathetic.
"Do You want some water?" he asked, in a kind tone .
I nodded at him, and he got me some cold water from the cooler . He passed it to me, and I drank it slowly and put it down . He sat Next To Me and looked at me .
"Atra . . . What made you say those thing's , about yourself, a drug addicted slut ? " he asked , still in a kind tone .
I ignored him and put my head on his shoulder .
"Please tell me Atra" he said, and put his arm around my waist . I Took my head off his shoulder and looked him in his beautiful blue eyes .
"Before My Job Here … " I started . " I worked as something a little different"
"like what ? A stripper?" he asked . I blinked and looked down .
"something abit . . . more active then That" I said .
He thought for a second, and looked up at me, I knew he got the right idea,
"You were a pornstar . . . ? " He asked with a serious look .
I looked down once again . "Yes." I said sternly . " But I used an alias instead of Atra Orton, my alias was named Shawna Lenee, Randy Doesnt know, My family, Noone Know's, Intil Now"
he looked at me again . "how long ago was this?" he asked.
I closed my eyes and said "2 Year's ago, before I joined Randy"
He Let go of my waist .
"why did you do that ? " he asked, wanting an answer .
"back then, I had an abusive boyfriend, he made me do stuff like that, if I didnt id be getting a whipping" I cried .
I Felt Him Put his Arm Around My Waist Again .
"Show me" he asked Kindly , While Grabbing His Laptop .
"i worked for Mofo's then I moved to Brazzers" I Told him .
He did a kind smile " Brazzers : The worlds Greatest porn Site" he said in a funny voice
I let out a giggle "Thats the one, but you have to pay to join so redtube, You'll find something if you type Shawna Lenee"
He typed into his Browser, then shawna lenee into redtubes search bar,
some videos came up . John clicked on one that starred me and Keiran Lee, a British pornstar from Kent . He was a very nice man, Most were, we were friends, Me, Jordan Ash, Kieran lee and Johnny Sins .
KIERAN LEE VIDEO .
www.r e d t u b e .c o m /21792
JOHNNY SINS VIDEO
www. R e d t u b e.c o m /21337
JORDAN ASH VIDEO
w w w . r e d t u b e . com /22053
SELF VIDEO
w w w . r e d t u b e . c o m/14827
OTHER
www.r e d t u b e . c o m /22079
John Looked amazed . After he finished watching, he put the laptop down . And looked at me .
"there was more than whats on there though, obviously" I said calmly.
He nodded at me . "Nice breasts by the way" he winked . I giggled at him . "Thank You"
"Your Hornier Then You Let On" he said with a Laugh . I nodded at him . "i can be" I told him .
"okay, so the drug part ? " he asked , holding my hand now .
I started crying . "i took drugs, and still do because I felt like I wasnt there , like I never existed and I needed to reasure myself that I was and it was one of the ways!" I cried .
John looked at me carefully . " I couldnt even look at myself in the mirror I felt so sick ! "
His vision zoomed on my wrists . he pulled my arm out and took a look, there was cuts all up my arm . "you slashed yourself ? " he asked kissing my arm . I nodded . " with knife's, Thats the only thing randy know's , the drugs and the cuts , thats why he doesnt let anyone hurt me, because hes scared of what ill do to myself ! "
"Atra, you should never feel like this, Your ex should of never made you do any of this, your a beautiful woman" he said , giving me a kiss on my forehead .
I layed my head down on his shoulder . "Melina know's somethings aswell, and Maryse" I told him.
He nodded and told me he understands.
"you come back and stay with me tonight , okay ? " he asked .
"of course" I replied .
Mickie James POV
I was at John's Lockeroom door, I heard everything! The Stupid slut . And John Understands?
Ufft, I bet she wanted to do all of that . I went home and got my laptop and straight to so I know what john saw .
Nice Breasts ? Ew. I'll make sure the whole world knows what a little slut you are Atra . Just You wait .
If you wish to view those videos, then take away the spaces so its all together .
Like you would with this site .