Part 11, Hurt
by ctrlphreaque
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August 30, 2000 -- Wednesday
Sam leaned back in the recliner enjoying the feel of the rough material against his bare skin. That coupled with the warm wet mouth that was sliding over his long hard erection sent shivers down his spine. It was not the best blow job he had ever had but it was one of the ones he enjoyed the most. His older brother was naked on his knees sucking him. Reveling in the power, Sam reached down and gripped Dean by the hair, stilling him. "Bitch, you are not into it tonight. Let me show you want I want," Sam purred then fucked Dean's mouth with a brutal delight. When he came, Sam watched as Dean swallowed, "Yeah, bitch, drink it all." Laughing he shoved Dean away, got up and went into the kitchen.
"Dean, you are such a pathetic loser," Sam laughed when he returned drinking a beer seeing his older brother huddled against the couch were Sam had pushed him. Flopping down onto the couch, he picked up the remote and flicked on the TV. Flipping through the channels trying to find something to watch, Sam noted that Dean was waiting for him to tell him what to do. 'such the obedient brother,' Sam was pleased and disgusted with that.
"Get up here," he ordered patting the place beside him. Sam watched as his older brother slowly get up and sit on the edge of the seat. Sam pulled him back and said, "Lean back, it is your turn." Sam smiled when Dean looked at him in confusion sitting stiffly beside him. Sam elbowed him all the way back against the couch and wrapped his long fingers around Dean's limp dick. He chuckled when Dead hissed at his tight grip.
"I want you to scream for me," Sam said as he started to stroke his brother. Like Pavlov's Dog, Dean responded to the stimulation with the expected result. But unlike the past where Sam would toy with him for a bit then rape him, Sam continued with the hand job. Dean let another hiss of pain escape while he tried to comprehend what his younger brother was doing.
"You are going to come when I say. Now, get into it, relax and work with me," Sam demanded.
Unfortunately, Dean did not think that he could do what Sam wanted. He could not relax in anyway in order even think about having an orgasm. He had never jerked off before, not wanting to have anything to do with sex because of Sam. To Dean sexual activities of any kind were not pleasurable experiences, they were punishments.
"Damn it, Dean, I can't do this all night," Sam complained, "I want you to spill and do it quickly." Sam was jerking Dean's dick so hard that the poor excuse for an erection faded causing Sam to stop.
"You are doing this on purpose," Sam's voice got low and even.
'shit, what can i do? i don't know how...' Dean was thinking frantically as sweat poured off his body.
"You are a bad boy, Dean."
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Hours later Sam awoke thirsty and in pain. "Damn it," he cursed examining his hands in the bathroom, then went to check on his brother. He found Dean in his bed lying on his back.
Sam watched his brother sleep, the unsteady rise and fall of his chest with shallow breaths. Carefully so as not to disturb him, Sam slipped the covers from Dean's naked body. He observed the marks he put there and frowned, 'Crap those are ugly.' He did not like what he had done, although he had to discipline Dean. 'Both eyes are swollen shut, nose is broken, both lips are split and swollen. Looks like several ribs are cracked or broken. Left knee looked dislocated and the ankle looked sprained if not broken. Damn it, where does one bruise end and the next begin?' He had lost control and went too far this time. Now he was going to have to back off until Dean healed a bit.
"It's all your fault, I try to do something nice," he whispered to his older brother. Sam absently rubbed his bruised and split knuckles. "Shit Dean, if you loved me you would have done what I said," Sam shed tears, not for Dean but for himself. "Why don't you love me? You are the only one who..." he let the words die on his lips.
"Fuck you," he said then left the room leaving his brother uncovered.
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