Chapter 10

the colour of red

"Please stop..." John said softly, wiping away some tears from his eyes.

I only looked at him, then at my wrist, dripping with the colour red. John put his hand out, and I put the knife in his hand, which he put on a table behind him. He Held my hand again, and looked onto my wrist.

"See what the pain does?" I asked him.

"i'd take it away if I could" he shot back. He turned round, never letting go of my hand, and grabbed a roll of tissues. He dabbed some on my wrist, taking away some of the red liquid.

"dont take me anywhere, to see anyone, please?"

"i wont"

Around 10 minutes later, he had finished with my arm.

"What should we do?" I asked him.

"Maybe we should see randy?"

I looked down at the floor, Randy wouldnt speak to me, who would? Anyone could and should hate me. The pain needs to end sometime.

John Lifted me up, as my arm was numb, and undressed me, and then put me in a tank top, and a pair of shorts. After, He picked me up bridal style, and layed me down on the bed. He Got undressed himself, and layed in the bed with me, we wasnt in the quilt though. It made me to hot, im guessing it did him too.

"Atra, I Love you" he said, kissing my wrist and then my forehead, I Cuddled up to his chest, my only warmth. I kissed it, and told him, I love him.

Please go to my Profile to see the photos of her (aka : shawna lenee) also, you may need to see those Videos posted on Chapter 5, i think it was.