A/N: Here comes the sappy-adorably cute and romantic chapter!! Curtusy of Princess Candy-Lollypop-Star!! lol sorry, I would have update monday, but...
I WAS TOO BUSY MEETING PUSH PLAY!! AHHHHHHH!! STEVE IS SO HOT!! I also met Bailey (the search for Elle Woods on Broadway winner) and Cody Linely!! AHHH!! PUSH PLAY...
Bella's POV
I was getting more and more exhausted by the minute, but I was too stubborn to go to sleep; Because I knew that if Edward caught me yawning, he'd put me to bed (and not in the way I'd like). I wasn't ready for this wonderfully painful night to end, but more than that, I wasn't ready for the just plain painful tomorrow to begin. Maybe if I stayed awake all night time would stand still, leaving Edward and I forever in this eternal state of serenity and happiness. Maybe, just maybe, we could stay this way.
Yeah, and maybe Edward would come back to life, and maybe we could turn back time and maybe, our futures could be saved.
Life didn't work like that, that much I had learned from past expieriences. Time couldn't stand still or be reversed and no one ever really came back from the dead, body and soul. Soul, maybe, after all, Edward was right next to me. But I would never be able to really kiss him and really feel him. I could barely feel his arms around me now, I realized. Ever since the first day, ever touch we'd ever shared had been only a tickle to my skin. But I was so sure I had felt him before...and I had fooled myself now. But at least the first time I could feel a slight tickle; Now there was almost nothing. Edward's touch was fading from me at this moment, and I struggled to hold onto him even for just a few moments.
"Edward-" My voice was caught in a gasp; His body was fading more and more by the minute. His eyes flew open immediately and in response to the clear terror in my face, he glanced around nervously.
"What's wrong, Bella?" Edward asked taking a good look at me; I was opening my mouth, but nothing came out. My voice was stuck. "Bella?" Edward repeated. And I felt nothing on my skin as he put a hand on my shoulder.
"Edward- you're f-fading away." I was still in shock, watching Edward fading into nothingness.
"I know." He said. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be." I told him; I really was getting sick and tired of him always blaming himself, apologizing for every little things. "Just...come back as soon as you can. I love you" I had to speak quickly, he was almost gone.
"I love-" Was all he got a chance to say. And then, Edward was gone. But I wasn't upset; I wasn't angry. I understood this time. And I wasn't about to do anything stupid. But still, it seemed that no matter what, whenever Edward and I could have one second of happiness or quiet, it was ripped out from under us too quickly. I didn't know when I'd ever see him again, but I knew it would be as soon as Edward could come. But I wanted it to be sooner than that; I still had so much to say to him, things I had time to say all night. But I thought there would be more time for that later...
I sighed, trying to reassure myself. I told myself that there would be, and willed myself to believe it. But I trusted Edward, and I loved him more than enough to understand that he had no control of this. So after I finally made myself believe that Edward really would come back and he really did care about me (and I felt stupid for having doubted it in the first place, something I needed to tell Edward...) I forgot all about how terrible tomorrow would be and just dosed off; And that night, I had my first happy dream that I can remember. Edward and me, and Alice and Jasper, all of us together and smiling, finally happy. With our happily ever after.
A/N: Sorry this is shorter than usual; I'm just tired...
