A/N: Wow; Look at how fast I updated!! But honestly, I only updated because I want more reviews; They complete me!! But none of you seem to want to review. So…
Btw, GERARD WAY DYED HIS HAIR RED!! AHHHH!!
A moment of silence for his once luscious and beautiful hair…
AMEN!! ahem…now enjoy the story…
Btw, there's more Alice-Jasper b.c I feel I've overlooked them a bit
Princess Isabella's POV
"WHAT?!" I yelled at the top of lungs, and it still didn't seem loud enough. My breathing was fast, and shallow, my eyes were so wide I thought they would fall out; And I wished they would, just so I wouldn't ever have to see Jacob again. "HOW COULD YOU? HOW COULD YOU!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs, so loud I was gasping for breath, just after that sentence. It felt like my heart had ripped right out of my chest.. I couldn't breath; I couldn't think. I felt as though my life was a complete lie. How could Jacob do this to me?! I think I fell on the floor; I couldn't register anything. But I remember hitting the cold, hard ground.
"I thought you knew…" Jacob said, nervousness and regret poisoning his voice. "I'm so sorry…" he tried to help me up, but I shook him off violently.
"No you aren't. If you were sorry, you would have left us alone in the first place." I spoke slowly, knowing that I would cry soon. It was only a matter of time now. "You would have left us alone!" my voice was barely a whisper, hoarse from my screams before hand. How could Jacob, my Jake, my once best friend in the entire world do this to me? He wasn't that cold and unfeeling. He had a heart…once. A warm heart and a welcoming smile. So when he did my little Jake, become King Jacob? When he decided to ruin my life? And when would he stop?
"I acted on impulse. I was angry. I was hurt- I still am." Jacob was sincerely upset, I could see that. And a part of me was truly sorry for that; a part of me wanted to reach out to Jacob and hug him and hold him and say he was forgiven for everything…but another part spoke against it. I just couldn't imagine forgiving someone who could do this to me… not a soul… Even if he's your best friend? My pro-Jacob half countered. My anti-Jacob half had no response. I waited anxiously for them to finish…but they didn't. Will I? I asked trying to hurry my two halves along. Until I realized, I was the only one who could answer. No one could make this decision for me…
So would I forgive him? Could I even bear to do it…?
Alice's POV
I was at the meadow, waiting for Bella. In the meantime, I figured I would contemplate what surprise she could possibly have in store for me. There was really nothing she could give. I already had her…I mean, out of her zombie-state. And that was enough for me. Bella had nothing to apologize for; She didn't have to make anything up to me. I couldn't want anything else in this whole world…
No, no. That was a lie. There were a lot more thing I wanted. Just one thing…
I wanted Jasper. No, I needed him, now more than ever it seemed. Though I had been longing for his touch since the day I learned of his death, but now I yearned for. To the point that when I woke up every morning, I wished- imagined- that he was next to me. And the nights before I would dream of him, having conversations in my subconscious, so deep that sometimes I found it difficult to remember what we spoke about. But they seemed so real; Too real. He wasn't how I remembered him. Not at all…
In my dreams, he was pale- white. And sometimes, I swear he glowed. And in my dreams, his touch was distant. I could feel it, but it was gentle…to gentle…
But he was still my jasper. And I needed to see him now. I needed to sleep. I shut my eyes, slowly drifting off to my happy place…
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A/N: Again, so sorry about the delay. But I was worried about the length of the chapter. I eventually decided it was better to just get the chapters out no matter how short. That's why I need your opinion…
Would you rather have long chapters every like…1-2 weeks? Or shorter chapters ever few days? Tell me in a review!! I need reviews!! It don't take long…