Eventually, Brian responded to the revelation that Justin had never let anyone else fuck him the way that he usually responded when Justin made himself vulnerable to Brian, that is, with sex. He pulled Justin into his arms roughly and sent his lips crashing down onto Justin's, kissing him passionately, even desperately. Justin kissed him back at first, with equal fire, but, then, unexpectedly, he broke their kiss and pushed Brian away.
Justin had the urge to flee, like the loft was the scene of a crime.
Inner Justin snapped, "I hate how vulnerable I feel! I hate that you never give as much as you take!"
Justin finished dressing quickly and turned to leave. Brian watched him walk out of the bedroom and all the way to the loft door. The whole time he debated with himself. He didn't want Justin to leave, but he was not the kind of person who went after others. He'd never done it. Even asking where Justin was going would be too clingy for Brian's taste.
Inner Justin asked Brian, "Why can't you say it out loud? What is so wrong with wanting the man you love to stay?"
When Justin finally reached the door, that strange new inner voice that sounded like Brian spoke again, whispering, "Don't leave." Justin turned around and looked at Brian. He'd apparently been watching him. He had an intense expression in his eyes that closely resembled agony.
Justin asked hesitantly, "Do you want me to stay?"
Brian said nothing, and Justin was kicking himself for stupidly hoping that Brian might be straight with him, when inner Brian, as Justin had suddenly decided to call this voice, replied softly, "Yes, more than anything."
Justin's eyes widened.
When Brian finally spoke, he said, nonchalantly, "I went to Babylon to get my dick sucked, but the trick couldn't even get my entire cock in his mouth. I left without finishing, so I could ask someone with superior cock-sucking skills to get me off."
Justin stared at Brian for a moment but then burst out laughing. He smiled brightly as he inquired, "And who would that person be?"
Inner Brian informed Justin, "I'm so happy that you smiled. That you haven't left."
Brian smirked. Then he drawled, "I'm going to take a shower. Maybe he'll just show up."
A few minutes later, when Brian felt Justin's mouth on his cock, he stated softly, "I love you, Justin."
Justin replied, "I love you, too, Brian" and then took Brian's entire length into his hot wet mouth.
Brian moaned softly, "Fuck yeah…"