Decisions Decisions
Now that the whole family knew about us and everything else except for the time that Emmett interrupted us not so long ago, Bella and I decided to call it a day. Really, it was getting dark and since we couldn't sleep, what else could we do but do…nothing? I wasn't the type of girl that would want to do nothing, not when there was much to talk about with Bella, and Jasper, and Edward. Bella had her own room now, and I was 'currently' sharing my room with Jasper. And Edward had his own room as well. So, to say that I didn't know which room to move in to was understandable. I was with Bella, but I was still legally married to Jasper. Soon enough, Jasper and I would be a divorced couple, but I didn't want to think about that yet. I didn't want to push Jasper; he was all but been very supportive of me. I just wished that I could find him a mate to relief this guilt that I was feeling. Jasper would never blame me, I know, he was that type of gentleman that any girl would fall for. Unfortunately, I didn't fall head over heels for him.
"So, which room are you going to reside in Alice?" Bella asked as we were ascending the stairs.
"Tough choice." I murmured. Bella chuckled before appearing right in front of me, stopping me on my way forward. I raised my eyebrow at her, and she just shrugged.
"You know where to find me. I wouldn't mind your overly exceeded stuff in my room. Hopefully, it'd be able to fit all of your stuff." She said before turning to quickly went to her room. I was left standing there, with my mouth slightly agape. She just offered me her room, and of course I felt like I wanted to jump through the roof with joy.
I stood there, forgotten about how long I was standing there, until a chuckle erupting from up the stairs and to my right caused me to jump a little in surprise, which was unusual. I turned to see the vampire that had caught me by surprise, and soon enough my golden eyes planted on the gentleman that I had been with so many decades. I smiled at him, as I bounced up to the stairs, appearing in front of him in just a fraction of a second.
"You surprised me." I said softly, and he chuckled once more.
"I hope that it was a good surprise." He responded, his deep pools of gold staring down at my own. I could feel the love radiating from him, but it was different now. He loved me as a friend, and a sister, and I, to him.
"Yes, it was a good surprise. What are you doing at the top of the stairs?" I asked, tipping my head to the side in a little curiosity. Of course, before he answered, I had already foreseen it.
"Waiting for you." He answered, before reaching down and taking my hand in his own. His thumb gently stroked the back of my hand, until he tugged me gently as he turned to head into our room. It was still our room, until I decided to move my stuff into Bella's room, and I had already decided that after she had made the offer.
I followed him silently, and the silence was comfortable between us. Once inside the room, he didn't close the door, and I didn't bother to close it either. Then my eyes blanked out, and I was in one of those visions once more. The vision lasted a little longer, and Jasper just stood there, waiting for me to come out of it. When I did, I looked back up to him and saw the happiness in his eyes. The happiness that he felt, for me. I could have broken into tears if I could, but all I could do was have tears bottled from my eyes, which were never going to fall.
"Jazz…" I started, moving over to him in a slow pace. With my hand was still in his, he pulled me into a hug, and I heard him breathing into my scent. My eyes watered up more, and I wished that the tears could fall. Jasper was too good for me, and he was too good to be true. I didn't deserve his forgiveness, and his happiness. I felt bad that I had to leave him with such sadness.
"Shhh, don't feel like that. You can't control your heart to love someone. I love you, and you know that will never change. I know that you would be happy for me if I was to find someone. Right now, I want to be steady for a while. So don't go looking for my future, because that would be unfair for me." He spoke gently, and I nodded.
After a while, I pulled back. Of course, I've already decided that I would move my stuff over to Bella's room. I had seen that Jasper would be helping me. The reason that I would move into Bella's room, as selfish as this would sound, it was because I know that Jasper would want some memory of us. That he would want my scent to be around the room that he would be now calling it his own. I respected that, and even if the room seemed to be decorated with the colors that I love, I was sure that he would do something about it. Well, if he'd ever decide that he would want to change it at all.
"Let me help you pack." He said and swiftly moved around the room, gathering quite a few luggages. I stared at the luggages that were now being laid out on the floor, perfectly, before I looked up at him with a raised eyebrow.
"You have a lot of clothes." He commented in amusement. I blinked, which was unnecessary, before giggling. He joined me in a chuckle, since of course, it was true.
"You're right, I do have a lot." I agreed before flitting over to my closet. Might I add my walk-in closet. I opened it, and in less than five minutes, I had filled out two luggages. Of course, I separated my clothes. I've done packing up my skirts and my tops. There were trousers, dresses, accessories to be packed. Oh, and the wonders of coats, vests, and special occasion clothing. Well, I had to say, I love being me.
"I wonder how many luggages will be filled with your clothes." Jasper said, and already I could see the wonder in his eyes. I giggled.
"Who knows, a thousand perhaps?" I asked, jokingly, before disappearing into the closet once again.
"Ah, that might be a problem then." He mused as I appeared back into the room, and was kneeling down beside the empty luggage that was now opened. I placed a set of trousers down inside it, before standing up, giggling as I did so.
"And why is that?" I asked, turning to look at him with curious eyes. He looked over to me, and grinned.
"Because we don't have enough luggages." At that, the both of us burst into laughter.
After it ended, I quickly went back to packing, while Jasper watched with amusement in his eyes. When I was done, there were eight luggages that had been filled. Wow, I must own a lot of stuff. I giggled at the thought while Jasper just stared wide eyed at the luggages on the floor. Well, if I was him, I would have been surprised as well.
"I wonder how I am going to fit all of this in Bella's room." I murmured, a finger tapping on my chin in wonder. To be quite honest, I doubted that I would fit all of my stuff in there. I was the first to explore her room when it was done. I could always donate any piece of clothing that I wouldn't want to wear again. Problem solved.
"Looks like you've found a solution." Jasper commented. He must have seen the smile gracing my lips.
"Yes, thank you for the help Jasper." I said sincerely, and walked over to him to place a friendly kiss on his cheek. I pulled back and grabbed on two of the luggages, before beginning to drag it out.
"This is the part of the help, Alice." Jasper said, mockingly. Of course, he had never mocked me before, but this was new. I turned, faking a gasp, before smiling. Him being there was helpful enough.
"Really, Jazz, you're more than helpful." I said quickly and he shook his head. Already, he had gathered the rest of the luggages. He was no Emmett, but he was strong, for sure.
I sighed, soon the sigh turned into a giggle when he tried to navigate his way around by peering over the side of the luggages. I led the way, while he followed behind. Before I could even lift my hand to knock on Bella's door, the door swung open and I was being greeted with a grinning Bella.
"I knew it!" She exclaimed, her grin grew wider if that was even possible. But just one look over my shoulder, her grin disappeared and her mouth dropped. "You've…got to be kidding me..."
"I wish that this is all a joke, but, unfortunately Bella, it is not." Jasper's voice came from behind me, and I giggled at that while he chuckled.
"Well…I'm speechless." She commented, still standing at the door.
"Would you like to be speechless while I unpack?" I asked sweetly. She blinked, and if she could still blush, she would have been blushing furiously at this moment. She quickly moved aside, and I and Jasper entered. He set the six luggages down on the empty floor, smiled at me and Bella, then exited the room. I placed the two luggages down next to the other six, just as I heard the door closing.
I knelt down on one of the luggages, and was beginning to unzip it when, suddenly, I wasn't even touching the floor anymore. More importantly, I was in Bella's arms and she was literally carrying me over to the bed. Well, what I had just seen after she embraced me was acceptable. Being in each other arms after one whole day of our fake funeral, and letting the whole family know about us, could tired anyone, even vampires. That last part was a lie, vampires could never get tired.
"This is nice." She murmured softly, arms wrapped around me as we laid on her bed. I sighed contently, and nodded.
"Don't you, and Edward, always do this?" I asked. Maybe it wasn't the best of time to be talking about this, but hey, I was curious. And besides, Jasper and I always did this. It was relaxing, and comfortable, but with Bella, it was more than relaxing and comfortable. It was…amazing.
"Yea, but with you it feels more like I'm at home." She let out a sight of content. My heart, if it was even possible, warmed up at those words, and all I could do was clung to her while pulling my body closer to her. Her arms tightening around my body, and I know that we wouldn't be leaving this bed for long. Well, we couldn't stay in this bed forever. But tonight would be an exception, since I had all the time in the world to unpack my stuff after all.
A/N: Alice and Jasper, you couldn't get anymore cute, adorable couple than them. Too bad, they're not a couple in the Alice x Bella fanfic. And to say that I've read plenty of Alice x Jasper fanfic, to say it disturbed me was an understatement. Then again, it was entirely my fault for choosing the M section. Ah well.
And waaheeyy, I'm not leaving you any hint on this chapter, ain't I awesome? Lol. I've already planned my next chapter, and it's going to be good. :3
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