And welcome bavk! Do I only have, like, 1 fan? Dear God, I feel lonely! Oh well. I'm sure others are reading this...right? Yeah, maybe. Anyway...onwards! To the disclaimer! CHARGE! *Jumps on a horse that came out of nowhere*

DISCLAIMER - I DO NOT OWN AXIS POWERS HETALIA OR ITS CHARACTERS. Well, I do own any character I make up.


Chapter 6 - Do you really mean it?

"It's about Italy-kun. You see...Japan, I think I've fallen for him." his eyes were widening as he took in what I had just said.
"...does he have any idea?" he asks. I shake my head.
"No. He has no clue. He's still as clueless as a child." I frown.

Ah, this is so damn difficult! I'm talking to a guy who isn't even my friend! I'm telling him a dark secret! Him and Feliciano are the only people I trust, I suppose. I've learned to trust no-one. And I barely trust myself as it is. But, at least I always have someone I can trust in this world. I smile.

"Japan, what should I do? I know the whole 'if I truly loved him I could let him go' bullcrap, yet...I have no one else. Not even Lithuania will talk to me anymore! I've ruined everything. I should face it - I'm about as useful to Europe as Sealand is to the world." I sigh. Glad to get that rant out of me.
"Tell him how you feel. It's the best option. After all, the worst he could say is that he doesn't love you back." he looks at me, his eyes unreadable.
"You don't know what it's like being rejected and completely alone. You've always had friends. My only real friend is Italy, and I'm sure Im going to ruin it. Why do I even bother? It doesn't matter - he's in love with Ludwig." I try to blink back tears. Kiku's face turned more serious.
"Do not give up. Even if it costs your life." he says, his words harsh.

Suddenly, someone knocked on the door. Who the hell could it be? Feliciano is busy, Toris hates me, Ludwig is also busy, Alfred is probably doing something with Arthur, Francis is busy doing perverted French things, Matt is probably eating maple syrup on pancakes while watching hockey, and Romano is probably doing something very uninteresting...it's problably so boring, that I shouldn't have mentioned it. Oh well. I open the door, and I see a crying, shaking, mentally broken-down Italian man. I look at him in horror. He looks like he had just witnessed a murder or some other horrific crime that is too horrible to mention, like necrophilia. Ew. He looks traumatised....and terrified. I let him in, and he sat on the couch, as per usual. I walk into the living room, and he is still shaking. It can't be the cold, then. I sit next to him, looking into his eyes, more tears threatening to fall.

"I-Italy-kun? What's wrong? What happened? Did someone get hurt?" I look at him, and then realise Kiku is still here. Dammit.
"Germany....doesn't really love me. P-Prussia told me. And you know what he's like - he tells everyone uncomfortable truths, ve. He s-said that Germany only said yes because he didn't want to hurt me by saying no!" I can see Kiku giving a slight hint of a smile towards me. Since when is he Cupid, then?
"Italy-kun, I'm sure there are plenty more people out there, and I know that there is someone who likes you in that way." Kiku hints. I get a pillow from behind my back and throw it at the Japanese man. Feliciano laughs slightly, as Kiku gets hit by the soft flying object.
"Like who, then? What kind of person would want a clumsy, stupid, cowardly cry-baby, anyway, ve?" Feliciano sniffs. Kiku gets the pillow off his face, and looked at me, as if to say 'now is your chance. Say it!'
"Well, I can think of one girl right now. I'm sure you'd like her very much." Kiku smiles, seemingly hopeful the crying Italian got the hint.
"You mean...Seychelles, ve??" Feliciano sniffs again. Idiot.
"No, Italy-kun. He...he means me." I look away, cheeks going red. I haven't felt this embarrassed since my date with Toris.
"What? What do you mean, ve?" he asks, wiping his eyes. Again, idiot.
"Don't you know?" I ask him, still looking away.
"Know what, ve?"
"Do you know...how much you mean to me?" I whisper, hoping he heard it. Well, Kiku did, as seen my the smile on his face.
"....no. I suppose I don't, ve!" he is still looking at me. I turn around, and look into the honey-coloured eyes that made my heart flutter.
"You...you mean everything to me. You are half of who I am. You are everything I'm not. And I...I think I love you." I say, still looking in his eyes. He thought for a moment.
"You know what? I think...that's what I feel about you, too!" oh, Kiku is enjoying this. Note to self - hit him later.
"You know, I think I should leave. I'll see you two later." Kiku smiles, walking out of my house. Thank God, privacy!

Kiku's gone. Just me and Feliciano. I can't believe it. I've never seen him so quiet, no even when he's asleep! There was one thing bothering me. One thing I had to ask him. If I didn't, then it would be like trying to cover up spilled glue with newspaper. Not a good idea.

"Italy-kun...do you really mean it?" I whisper. Does he, then?


And I've made it! Chapter 6 is DONE! Do you have any idea how hard it was to keep this over 1000 words? Real hard. And...now I've seriously deviated from my original plot. Oops. So now, what happens next is a complete mystery to all of us. Haha...yeah, I'm screwed. Oh well, I can think on my feet. I finally managed to get the title in the story! I got the idea from Family Guy, I think, where Peter says he gets all excited when he hears the title of the movie IN the actual movie! Anyone seen that episode? Oh yeah, I'm thinking of writing another story, Natalia being the main character again. What do you guys think? Let me know. Please review...even if it IS my only fan that comments. Oh well!