Oh hiiii, guyyyys! Welcome to Chapter 10 - the final chapter. Can you believe that I was almost crying during the last chapter? Yeah, even I found it sad. Don't ask about the darkness bit, by the way...I just felt like that's how I used to be until I met one of my friends, and then I moved away, and the loneliness came back. So yeah, that part is based on personal experience. Dark days for me, very dark. Um, yeah, anyway...I need a distraction, Johnny! Play the tune! *that stupid song that the pianoist plays in Family Guy begins to play* Does anyone watch that show? I love it! Really funny show. No, I'm not advertising!
DISCLAIMER - I DO NOT OWN AXIS POWERS HETALIA (OR FAMILY GUY!! Yes, I so did have to add that. Oh, shut up!) OR ITS CHARACTERS! Well, I do own any character I make up.
Chapter 10 - After all, all good things have to come to an end, right?
I look at Toris. He is the reason I'm not with Feliciano. No...it's my fault. My own heart's fault. I hurt my best friend...I will never live that down. Especially if Francis hears...he'll be going on about how you shouldn't ruin love like that. Jackass.
"Belarus, are you okay?" a voice says. I don't recall whose voice it is....Toris!
"N-no! I've ruined everything! He dumped me! I can't believe it! I still love him! He won't listen to me! Why won't he listen to me?" I close my eyes, trying to kill the tears stinging my eyes. I don't want Toris to feel bad, either!
"I'm sure he will forgive you! But...he won't take you back. Not after what I did. I'm so sorry, Belarus!" he hugs me. I can feel him trying not to cry. I feel terrible.
"No, it's okay. Me and Italy...we'll still be friends! That's what he said! He meansit, right?" I ask. God, I feel like a child. A child who has lost everything once more.
"Yeah, I'm sure he does. Italy would never lie to you or anyone else!" he says, stroking my hair. The light is coming back! At last!
"You're right. I really care about you, Lithuania." I say, breaking from the hug to kiss him.
Okay, some of you will call it a moment of weakness, others just wrong. But...I really do care about him. The rest of the night just flew by. I can remember the countdown to 2010, and then Feliciano leaving. I can remember leaving in Toris' car, but then...it's blank. I honestly can't remember.
...okay, where the hell am I? This is not my country, my house, or even my bed! Where am I...oh, I think I know what happened last night. Well...what the hell was I thinking? Especially with Toris! A moment of weakness again! Oh God, no wonder Feliciano can't trust me anymore! I feel terrible. I've ruined my life, but...that can't stop me from being happy! I suppose I'm dating Toris now. I look at the asleep figure next to me. Toris is still asleep? At 10 in the morning? God, how lazy! I can't sleep. I feel...well, dirty! How the hell did I even agree to it? The asleep country is waking up! About time, too! He opens those blue eyes, and my heart flutters. There's no point in resisting now, is there? I look at him, smiling. He looks kinda cute when he's only just woken up.
"Morning, lazy! It's 10! How can you still be asleep?" I say in a pretend angry tone.
"Morning Belarus! Are you okay? You look a bit...shocked?" he says in a questioning tone.
"Yeah...I forgot about last night, and got scared. Glad you noticed my shock." I giggle.
"Do you remember now, though?" he raises an eyebrow.
"Yeah, of course." I say, kissing him. His lips are pretty soft.
"That's good then. Did you enjoy last night, then?" he asks. I'm trying to remember...oh, I remember everything now. Including Feliciano's pained expression when he left.
"Yeah, I did. So, now what do we do? Have breakfast? Or are we going to lie here until lunchtime?" I ask, checking the time.
"Let's just stay here. I don't want to move." he smiles. He has a really nice smile.
And that's it. I suppose you could say I've ruined my life, but I think I just ended one of the chapters, and a new one is beginning. Of course, I'll always love Feliciano, but...he doesn't want me anymore. Holy Roman Empire...the boy who promised to come back to Feliciano when the war ended, but he never did. Another person who hurt Feliciano. Of course, I'll still feel empty, even if I do marry Toris, but...I have to live with my mistake. After all, all good thing have to come to an end, right?
And that's it! The end of Chapter 10 and 'Do you know...what you mean to me?'. Don't worry, I'll be writing the sequel as soon as I get an idea. Feedback of this story, ideas, questions and comments are welcome with open arms. This is the shortest chapter in this story, and the only one under 1000 words. Wow, shocking! But, yeah. You will see which story on the Hetalia section of this site is the sequel, because it will say that in the summary heehee! See you guys in the next story. By the way, sorry for the terrible chapter, and sorry if I made any of you cry! I know that I almost cried at some bits! And I'm the authoress, for goodness sakes! See you all later! ^.^