100 Reason Why I Love Alice
Because she loves me
Because she doesn't care that I hate myself
Because she doesn't care that I feel like I deserve for everyone to hate me
Because she believes I am a better man than I am
Because she believes that the stupid things I do aren't my fault
Because nothing in the world could make her stop loving me
Because she thinks I'm hot – even with all my scars
Because she doesn't even see my scars
Because no matter how much I hate myself she will never hate me
Because she is always thinking about things that will make me happy
Because she is always thinking about things that will make my life easier
Because her just existing makes my existence easier
Because her loving me makes my existence even easier
Because she is the most excitable creature in the world – and it's so cute when she's excited
Because she has the most genuine emotions I have ever felt from anyone
Because she stands up for me even when she shouldn't
Because every now and again she convinces me for a split second that I deserve love
Because every now and again she convinces me for a split second that I'm not a total fuck up
Because she loves me even more – somehow – when I deserve it the least
Because she keeps me grounded
Because she makes it so much easier to not kill people
Because she's stopped me on more than one occasion from killing people
Because she gives me a reason to exist
Because she makes every single day the best day I have ever had
Because she makes me smile when no one else can
Because she believes in me
Because she truly believes that one day I won't be as weak about humans as I am now
Because she makes me feel safe
Because she is the only person I could ever let witness one of my flashbacks – and she never gets scared or worried… she just loves me
Because she always says the right thing
Because she always does the right thing
Because she always knows what to do to calm me down
Because she let me drag her to all the major civil war battle fields and listened to me ramble on about the people I knew who died there and never once had one negative emotion about it
Because although I claim I hate it she lets me go shopping with her and hold her purse while she tries on clothes – because I love to see my Alice happy
Because she never makes me feel bad for feeling possessive of her
Because it actually turns her on when I growl that she is mine in her ear
Because she said yes
Because she really did marry me
Because she never has to tell me how much she loves me - she wears that emotion on her sleeve
Because she seems to love me more everyday
Because she loves me more even on the days I do something stupid
Because there is nothing that makes me happier than to see her face
Because there is nothing more beautiful than her face
Because there is nothing as beautiful as her eyes
Because there is nothing more beautiful than her smile
Because there is nothing more beautiful than her hands
Because there is nothing more beautiful Alice
Because she isn't afraid of me – ever
Because she was never afraid to touch me
Because she touches me every chance she gets
Because she seems to understand my need to be touched to feel her love more
Because her hands are so damned soft
Because she never tries to control me
Because she only tries to control me in bed – sometimes
Because she never tries to change me
Because she takes care of buying all my clothes so I can spend my mental energies on other – more interesting – things
Because she brought us to the Cullen's
Because she gives the best hugs
Because she never tries to fix me
Because when I've been a "good boy" she grabs my butt when she hugs me
Because she knows how much I just want to be the man she deserves
Because she believes I am the kind of man she deserves
Because she knows how much I just want to be the world's best husband to her
Because she lets me dance with her in our bedroom whenever I want
Because if I've been a "good boy" that dancing leads to other fun things
Because according to her I am almost ALWAYS a "good boy"
Because if I'm having a hard time at school she skips class with me and tells me what I good boy I've been
Because if I'm having a hard time at school she skips class with me and "rewards" me for being a good boy
Because it's really cute when she says, "You've been such a good boy"
Because when she says I've been a good boy she plays with my hair – and it feels good
Because no matter what she is doing she puts me before herself
Because she just wants me to be happy
Because she lets me love her any time I want
Because she lets me touch her any time I want
Because she never tells me I can't touch her
Because on our Anniversary every year she sneaks us out of the house and I get to spend the whole day away from humans and anyone who isn't her
Because she acts surprised when I give her presents
Because I can tell her anything
Because she doesn't get upset when I tell her things that are ugly
Because she never gets upset when I do things that are ugly
Because when she touches my face it still makes my toes curl
Because when she smiles at me it feels like the first time I ever saw her
Because she understands my need to be in pain sometimes
Because she understands that I just need to be mad at myself sometimes
Because she likes when I act like a southern gentleman
Because she lets me open doors for her
Because she lets me pull chairs out for her
Because she doesn't care when I do old fashioned things for her
Because she thinks it's cute when I act old fashioned
Because she laughs when I say "I feel old? Do I look old to you?"
Because she laughs when I say "Do you think I was born yesterday?"
Because she laughs when I say "My butt looks big in these jeans!"
Because she always grabs my butt and says it's her favorite hand warmer in the world when I say "My butt looks big in these jeans!"
Because she laughs at my stupid jokes
Because she wore a hoop skirt that one time because I told her I thought they were very attractive on women – we both agreed it wasn't her best look and burned the thing
Because she let me burn the afore mentioned hoop skirt
Because when the power goes out she lets me take her to our room and sing on her ear while we dance
Because when the power goes out she lets me make love to her by candlelight – even if it's the middle of the day
Because she is the strongest woman I have ever met
Because she is Alice