Lucrezia Noin.
There is just something about that woman that drives me crazy, I could never admit it to her. Her deep purple eyes, her dark hair, knowing smile, it all just hits me every time I see her. I let her get away with most things a regular subordinate wouldn't.
I suspect that she knows I treat her different, or it could be that she is the only woman on my ship. I have other lovers, but none of them ever had that, well that spark, or whatever that she has. Thus being said, I can't sleep with out her haunting my dreams, ok, not exactly haunting them, more like gracing me with her presence.
I lover her, that is the only way I can put my feelings. I only hope that I can tell her some day