Sorry this took so long guys I actually had so many things to do. So many problems to worry about and work to accomplish in school but im back and I promise I'll post more soon.

CHAPTER FIVE

Five months later.

It wasn't easy staying in the house anymore. The baby was due April 4th and right now it was freezing outside. The only one that could keep me warm was Jake, the man I loved and cherished with all my heart. Today was a big day for everyone because the house was being remodeled. Well at least until Jacob and I found a nice house to move into. He finally had his own mechanic business and was finishing his last year of high school. It was amazing how many things he could do at one time. Sam was a constant visitor in my house. He wasn't that bad after all.

Emily came over a few times also and I always thanked God that Jacob knew how to control himself. Today the whole wolf pack and some friends of Charlie would be coming over to fix up the house and make space. Jacob helped me take out everything and put it on the lawn until they were done.

I laid a blanket down and rested against the cold breeze. Jacob came over and curled up next to me. It was always a good thing that he was around a hundred and eight degrees. It felt like a cool summer's day. He put one hand over the bulge of my tummy and rubbed around it.

"You're beautiful." He kissed my forehead. "And I love you."

"I love you, too." I leaned up to kiss his perfectly full lips.

MARCH

I looked like a ball with sticks coming out of the sides. Jacob always denied that to me, he still called me beautiful. That's what I needed though because I don't think I could go another day knowing I looked like a plumb.

I woke up as the sun was rising. Jake was still sleeping and I turned over to face him and watch him sleep. He was so peaceful. He looked like the Jacob I met when I first moved to Forks. And right now I kind of missed those days. I laid there watching him for almost an hour before he woke up and smiled at me. School was probably the last thing on his mind. He told me about all the gossip going around the reservation and how they all think he was too young to even be thinking about having kids. All the girls always asked questions he didn't want to answer. And his best friends Embry and Quil were just waiting for the wedding and kid to be born. That's what they said, 'the kid'.

"Good morning, babe." he smiles and then kissed the top of my stomach that reached out further than it had ever. Gosh I was almost ready to blow. "And morning baby." he said as he
rubbed the big ball.

"You have to shower and go to school. I'll call if anything." I told him. He made it necessary for me to call whenever I was in pain or think something was happening since last week when the doctors said I was in 'false labor'.

"Come with me." he helped me up and grabbed two towels from the rack and we headed for the shower.

Two more hours and Jacob would be back. Not for long though because he had to go to work. I put some bread in the toaster and sat down with Emily, who always spent the days with me since last month.

"Whets wrong Bella?" she asked as I screamed in a pain that couldn't even be possible.

This was not happening now. It felt like hard blows to my abdomen and it was not going away. Every minute a harder blow came and then it felt like I was being stabbed. Emily came over to me with a wet cloth and put it to my forehead as I screamed in agony. She called Sam, he came within ten minutes and I was glad someone else was here but I really needed Jake.

"Call Jacob!" I managed to put in through one of my screams. Then I heard Emily on the phone telling him he needs to get here now and to call Charlie. I was wondering what he told his teacher in order to get out of class now.

Sam tried to help me up from the chair and bring me to the couch and as I stood to my feet I felt a hot watery liquid gush through my feet. I heard a big gasp and scream and was sure it was Sam. Maybe he had though he did it but it was calming me down a bit now that I seen his reaction that was seriously overreacting.

"Emily, call the fucking ambulance! Now!" he screamed toward her. "I think she's dying!" I sat back down and had a mixture of screams and laughs escape my throat. Emily came beside me and pulled my hair away from my face.

"Go somewhere you idiot, you're scaring Bella." she told him and he listened. He walked into the living room and looked out the window, racing to the door when Jacob had arrived.

"Where is she?" Jake screamed running toward the kitchen. He swung me up into his arms and raced memoir the door into his car and drove off with Emily in the back seat. "When did this start? Are you okay? How do you feel?" he was anxious and it wasn't making the situation better.

We got to the hospital no longer than ten minutes later and I was rushed into the emergency delivery room in a big wheelchair, Jacob racing behind me. It was an awkward place for me. I hated hospitals and I was a little nervous that there would be blood.

"Isabella, I'm your delivery doctor, my name is Dr. Satriene." he had no pauses in his words and I knew he was well experienced. "We're going to start in a few minutes to see if we can make this easier for you." I nodded and then started sc reaming as another contraction tore through my stomach.

"Get it out! Get it out!" I screamed as I squeezed Jacob's hand.

"Calm down. Please just calm down!" Jacob yelled back.

I didn't know what was going on but I heard an all too familiar voice in the room. Charlie was arguing with the doctor telling him to let him in.

"Charlie, get out of here!" I screamed and he turned and walked away with a horrified face on. I just couldn't have him here. He'll, if it wasn't because this was Jakes fault he wouldn't be here either.

I blacked everything out until the minute it was time for me to push. I heard the counting and I held my breath to push out something I felt was never going to come out. Or at least not now. Again and again and again I heard the counting and I was forced to push more all the while clenching Jacobs hand in mine.

We never wanted to know the sex of the baby. And right now that was a good thing. I wanted it to be a surprise because that would shed some light on this horrific moment.
They told me to push one more time and that's when I heard silence. Jacobs hand was no longer in mine and he wasn't even standing anymore. The baby wasn't crying and I was beginning to get nervous.

Jake cut the cord and they rushed the baby out of the room to the intensive care unit and gave Jacob some water, all the while I kept asking where my baby was.

"It's a girl. She wasn't breathing but now we have her okay. She has a monitor hooked up so we have all tabs on her." the doctor told me. "Have you chosen a name?" he asked.

"Yes, we named her Sara Evangaleigh Black." I answered. I watched jakes face light up when I switched it around. Sara was supposed to be her middle name but I thought it only right if she have the gift of the name.
"That's… that's…just. Thank you so much." Jacobs eyes started to water as he looked down at me. As I turned to look where the doctor walked I out I caught a glance at his eyes one more time. The small drop of salty water rolled down his face to his cheek and he wiped it away with the back of his hand and the smile never left his mouth.

PLEASE REVIEW… I REALLY WANT TO KNOW HOW IM DOING SO I CAN HAVE THE COURAGE TO WRITE MORE. THIS ISN'T THE END. THERE'S ACTUALLY A LOT MORE. I KNOW A LOT OF YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED THAT JAKE AND BELLA HAD THEIR CHILD SO EARLY BUT THIS IS ONLY WHERE THE STORY BEGINS.