THE SMELL OF LOVE

JAKES POV

OKAY SO I PUT THIS IN JAKES POV BECAUSE EI WANTED TO SHOW YOU WHAT HE THINKS ALSO BUT IT WONT LAST FOR LONG. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW.

IT ALL BELONGS TO SM

I walked down the hall alone. I could smell the scent of newborn children. As I drew closer to the door my heart started to race. I heard the beeping of the machines that was keeping my child alive. I couldn't believe I was 17 and had a newborn baby. I felt heat rush through my body as I grew more and more nervous. I was scared I might have phase even though I stopped when I found out the serious news about Bella and her being pregnant and all.

A nurse knocked on the big window motioning me. I sucked up all the air I could and opened the door to the ICU. She made me wash my hands and then walked with me to this squared box that held something a little less than a baby. My eyes started to tear and I didn't think I wanted to go through this any longer. she opened the little flap and picked up the tiny being.

"Sit down. You have to be as careful as possible." The nurse said with a smile on her face. I nodded and gave her a pain stricken smile.

"Thank you." I told her as I put my arms around my daughter.

My daughter. My daughter. This little human in my hands was my daughter. I still couldn't believe I had done this. I felt a feeling of love wash through my spine. I never thought I loved anyone more than Bella, and I didn't. This was a different love. This was not a passionate love I only had for my fiancée. This was a love that nothing can replace. This was a fatherly instinct type of love.

As Sara opened her eyes she looked up into mine. I could tell she immediately knew who I was if that was logically possible. "I love you." I told her and kissed her little forehead.

I stood in that chair for hours. I learned how to change her diaper and feed her but Bella came in a few minutes after her feeding. Apparently she didn't accept the formula and there was only one more method of trying this. Bella.

She came into the room and immediately her motherly instincts took over. I wouldn't say it was disgusting but it wasn't something I got used to in a quick minute. I gave her privacy as she naturally fed Sara.

"Where are they!!" I heard a deep concerned voice yell from down the hall.

"Sir, you have to wait until…" that's all the receptionist got out before the doubles doors slammed behind a furious father/sheriff known best as Charlie Swan.

"JACOB!!!" Charlie screamed at me from down the hall. As an act of involuntary shame I put my head down. "Where is she Jacob William Black?" he asked again.

I stood up and went over to meet him. I still had a smile on my face and it wouldn't go away even if a fret train had just hit me. "She's feeding your granddaughter." As I said that last word Charlie's face lit up and he slumped down onto the chair next to me.

"Congratulations." Charlie said shyly.

"You too. I'm still shocked you haven't killed me." I looked over to see Charlie. I really wished I hadn't done that.

"Oh. Well I was. But then I realized that if I do id have to worry not only about Bella but the baby." He gave a little chuckle at the end.

We sat there until the nurse called us in. Bella looked so happy with the same smile I had on her face. We decided to let Charlie to spend time with his beloved grandchild. Bella and I sat on the couch and I pulled her onto my lap. I haven't held her in four hours and I felt my anxiety wash away as soon as I felt her breath on my neck. She placed little kisses along the hallow of it and looked up to look into my eyes.

"She is the most beautiful thing in the world." Bella let the words escapes as she brushed he mouth against mine.

"All thanks to you. And I wouldn't have it any other way." I added to her statement.

"It was all you babe." She protested and I couldn't help but smile.

"Sure. Sure." I laughed and realized how much Sara resembled me. She had my tanned complexion only a little lighter and the darkness of my hair but the one thing that Bella hadn't passed up was her brown honey chocolate eyes. When I saw those same eyes in my daughter I couldn't help but to stare.

"I love you. I can't wait to start our family now." I heard bella's words as she muffled them onto my chest. I straddled my arms tighter around her still swollen body. I didn't know about the real deal but it was nothing like the movies. Bella still had the plump Bella she had earlier in the day except it was too hard like before.

We got to go home within the next two weeks. Sara's lungs were getting stronger and she was finally healthy enough to leave the hospital with no worries. We were renting a house a few minutes away from the reservation. It had two rooms, a bathroom and a nicely built kitchen and it was already furnished.

We set up the little crib in the corner of our room. Bella wouldn't allow her to be anywhere but near us. She said it was too risky. It was beautiful to see her motherly instincts kick in.

I was always with them, unless I had to go to school or was called in for work. And the only time I willing left them was when she was feeding her. It wasn't that she was shy, she never minded me being there. There's just some things I still couldn't handle. That was one of them. It wasn't disgusting. I thought it was one of the most beautiful things I ever seen, but it just looked to be one of the intimate bonding times between mother and child.

The first day I went back to school was crazy. Embry and Quil were the ones who kept all the questions and random statements away from me. But, they couldn't shield me from everyone in time.

I was sitting in my math class staring at the time. It was my last class and it was killing me to stay here any longer.

"What is it?" the voice of a snotty Kayla Snith asked me.

"What was what?"

"The baby. What was it?" she asked again.

"A girl… but why do you care?" I asked harshly.

I wasn't going to keep talking. I let her answer and continued staring at the clock. I was so anxious to get back. My dad was coming and this would be the first time he would see Sara. I felt bad because Charlie had seen her almost every other day and Billy hasn't. For God sake we lived only ten minutes away. The bell rang and broke my thought. I got up and ran out the door to my little old car that I needed to update soon.

On my way home I caught a whiff of something horrible.

Vampire.

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