CHAPTER 8: WHOS HORMONES?

JACOBS POV

ALL BELONGS TO STEPHANIE MEYER

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I thought I could handle the pressure of being with Bella without crossing lines, but it was too hard for me to even kiss her without wanting more. I trusted my father with my daughter but I didn't know what Bella would say if I picked her up right now and drove to our new home. Alone. She might turn it down. I didn't want to force her to do anything she didn't want or couldn't handle. I wasn't being smug but I knew I've hurt her a few times. I smiled and decided it was worth the shot.

As she straddled her legs around my waist I pulled her down to meet my face. We stood there with out lips locked together and my tongue driving up the roof of her mouth and around her tongue. It was enjoyable. Something I never wanted to lose. I sat up without braking the hold on eachother and walked over to the door.

"Where are we going?" she giggled along the side of my neck and I continued to walk out the back door as I answered her question.

"We need some time… alone." My voice was smooth.

I needed to sound relaxed. But that was hard when the person you loved the most is pushing you past your limits. But I never complained. I wanted to be pushed. In all honest truth there was nothing I wanted more than to take Bella right here but I couldn't do that. Not with billy here. And especially not after the last time when he rolled in on us. It was so embarrassing. I was picking at the memory in my head when bellas harmonic voice interrupted me.

"And leave the baby alone?"

"Don't worry, Billy raised three kids." I kissed her hair.

God, what does this girl do to me!

Ten minutes later, we barged into our house and headed straight to our room. I never wanted a quicky. Never that. Bella was worth a lot more than that and I never let a day go by where I didn't tell her. She was my imprint but she was more than just that. I thought about this for so long. Before I ever imprinted on bella I was in love with her. I think that's why our relationship is unbreakable. We never fought, well, only that day in the hospital when she was screaming at me. Other than that, we were like a puzzle, every piece fit together perfectly. We didn't even need glue.

The mood hadn't changed since we were in my old house except we had to slow down on the passion until I stopped driving. Bella never let go of my hand though. With every second that passed with our hands clamped together I felt more love being bonded between us.

"You know I love you." I told her as I hovered over her body.

My eyes looked her up and down taking in every inch of her body, every new detail that I needed to memorize. Like the way her eyes sparkles whenever a sheer hint of light hit it, or how plump her breast have become, down to the length of her legs and how perfect she looked under my huge body. Even her jeans seemed to fit so perfectly but that wouldn't matter in a minute. I didn't even know if I could control myself from ripping them off right now.

"Yes," She smirked. "but how can you show me that?" she let out a giggle and I rolled her over so she was sitting on my waist.

She let out one more breath before leaning over my face and teasing me, rubbing her bottom lip against mine but never fully parting them to let me in.

I always thought Bella was shy, but damn I didn't know where all this aggression came from.

She got up and unbuttoned my jeans tugging them down along with my boxers before doing the same to herself. She pulled me over and I hovered there as she pulled he shirt over her head. Damn, this girl is going to murder me.

The sweat was rolling down my back and every time I felt it get near the small if it Bella's hands clamped on tighter to me. I was glad we had an empty house to ourselves because Bella couldn't keep her mouth shut for nothing. She rubbed one hand along my chest as I moved my hips to hers. I don't know if it was her curiosity or if she just wanted to feel dominant but she picked up enough strength to roll us both over. Maybe it was just because I was getting tired, but that didn't make me want to stop. She positioned herself correctly on my waist and rolled her hips into my body. God, this was heaven. I thought I was about to burst and I didn't really want to until she did.

That's when I realized we hadn't used a condom. Fuck! But there wasn't any use for it now. So I wiped away the thoughts and listened to most beautiful sounds in the world, my fiancée chant and moan my name as I was inside her. Now I knew I couldn't hold back my climax even if it was humanly possible. I let the devilish feeling seep in. the nerves on my back heated and I could feel the warmth travel along the front of my waist. Then, I was free. Everything spilled out and I knew bella had reached her peak also because she clenched to me. She smiled and dropped to my chest. I put my hand on her neck and kissed her hair. I didn't hand to part from her. Not yet, not ever.

"You. Are. So. Great." She said while trying to catch her breath.

"I only did half the job."

I kissed her again.

Bella looked up and caught my eyes. She smiled and the edges of her eyes lifted up. I loved that about her.

"I have needs too. You being the one I'm with makes those needs more valuable. You have been holding back on me too Mr. Wolf." She grabbed my hand and sot off of my waist to lay down next to me and curled up, all the while still staring me dead in the eye.

"I have hormones too" she laughed and nodded her head.

"But I don't know if I could've lasted that long if I didn't have so much love for you." I touched the tip of her nose. I know she hated that but she couldn't do anything about it.

"Tell me what happened earlier?" she surprised me.

I wasn't expecting her to switch to that topic. I didn't even think she remembered. But I couldn't keep this semi secret from her. I basically already told her everything, just not every detail and if anyone knew bella, they knew she would always wants a full explanation.

We drove back to my old little red house. This time it only took about five minutes. I never even realized how much I missed my daughter until I seen her small sleeping body laying in my fathers arms.

I grabbed her away from him and put her onto the couch that looked much bigger now. I put pillows around her to make sure she couldn't fall.

I saw Bella walk into the kitchen and I watched her as she went into the fridge. I couldn't help but laugh in my head; she was walking worst then the day she gave birth. That had heightened my ego. I wasn't conceited or cocky but it just gave me a sense of happiness when I saw that. I guess she must've noticed what I was staring at for the last five minutes and she turned to meet my smile and one wiped her face as well.

She sat down in the chair in front of me and rested her chin on her hand.

"So tell me. What was that about?"

"The Cullen's are back." I said with a voice full of disgust.

"Really? For how long?" she seemed a little excited but I knew she was trying to hide it.

"A while."

"How long is a while?" she rubbed her hand against my chest making my nerves crawl under my skin.

She never knew what she did to me. I looked around the room and seen my dad watching the TV. he looked so into the show and I thought more about leaving again but I knew I had to control myself for a few more hours so I could explain everything to Bella. This was going to be a long hard conversation.

I grabbed her hand and brought it down to the table top. One more breath escaped my thunderous chest. "We're going to talk to them soon." I sighed. "I guess Alice saw you with the baby.

"How?"

She was confused; I mean I could understand where she was coming from. After the year and so that has past, why would she care now? Its been a month since Bella had Sara… was it that important to her now? Couldn't she see when Bella was pregnant, or when she was giving birth, or even when the whole thing started and she made the decision to tell me? I remembered when Bella told me all about the Cullen's "gifts". Alice could see the future but only when they made the decision and had it set. If Bella had her decisions all set than why couldn't little Miss Tink see this before?

"I just don't know why she waited so long to come back." She said aloud.

"Waited so long!? Bella, she wasn't even supposed to come back!"

Was she so oblivious?

When the Cullen's left, they left for good. None of them were supposed to come back. Not even to check up on things. They weren't even supposed to think about coming back. But Bella was just so anxious to see her.

"I know but it wouldn't hurt to see them."

"You just had a baby. Do you truly think you can handle this?" I asked squeezing her fingers tighter in mine and then letting go to feel the rush of her pulse as it flowed through quickly.

"It's not a problem Jake. I want to see them."

I wouldn't let her go alone, not if I was here also. I wasn't even going to let her go alone… even if she was going to see the little Tinkerbelle leech. I know it sounds mean but I couldn't help letting my feelings loose in my brain. I didn't trust any vampire. I shuddered at the word and she rubbed her thumb on the back of my hand.

We made plans to visit when I came back from school tomorrow. Apparently, Bella said the sooner the better. Sue was going to babysit for us and she was forcing us to leave Sara with her more often. It made me happy to see her happy. She was always like a mother to me. Bella was so excited about the trip she practically left Sara with her tonight. She literally dropped off the baby bag today so everything thing would be ready when I got home tomorrow.

When we got home we put Sara into her crib and sat down on the bed. I knew since she slept all day she would be up in a couple of hours. Bella never let me get up on school days to attend to her even though I always did when Bella was too tired. After our acts today I knew she would be so I wanted to get my sleep now before I had to wake up to the heartbreaking cries later on. I laid back and pulled Bella down to lay down next to me after she stripped down to her underwear. She laid her head on my chest, kissing the muscles around it.

"Thank you." I felt her lips form a smile against my chest.

"For?"

"Everything today, and for coming with me tomorrow. I love you."

"I love you too."

I ruffle my hands through her hair.

"I couldn't be here without you. You are my love." She kissed my chect once more when I finished my sentence and we both drifted of into sleep.

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