CHAPTER 9: THE VISIT

BELLLAS POV

SM ALL THE WAY

I'm handing over the first insight of this chapter to my sister Brii who inspired me to bring the Cullen's back into the story. She's my MUSE for this story.

I also want to give a shout out to goldengirl62 who has given me wonderful reviews. She's basically kept me up on this!! Thanks babes =]


I slept like a baby; well not really, a baby usually gets up in the middle of the night to cry. I slept through the night. I felt bad for Jacob though. I hadn't realized how many timed he had to get up to attend to Sara. I didn't like when he got up on school night in the middle of the night because he would be so tired the next morning and not go to school. But I put a stop to that the first week.

Today was the day I got to see my best friends, hell, and my family. No one in this world could compare to them, except Jacob of course. He meant more to me than anything. Sara just proved to everyone how serious we are. Even after she was born we had the bonds we had before and now it was even stronger.

I went to the bathroom and showered before brushing my teeth and putting my hair up in a messy ponytail.

"Jake, wake up." I started placing kisses around his lips, never touching them.

Every morning I would wake him up the same way. Today though, he wouldn't budge. This would call for more drastic lovin'. I brushed my bottom lip against his.

I guess he fooled me. In an instant Jacob pulled his arms around my waist and pushed me closer to him. Our lips moved as one, I hated this. Not because I literally hated it, no, it was because I wanted so much more. I knew we had to stop.

I pushed lightly against his chest. Jacob looked up at me and furrowed his eyebrows.

"What's wrong babe?"

"You have school!" he sucked his teeth. "Now go shower, you don't wanna smell like a dog!" we both laughed.

That was one more thing on the list of why I loved Jacob so much. He knew a joke. He didn't care what he was and he was willing to make a joke out of it any day. But sometimes I wondered if it was only me that could do that. Whenever someone said anything close to what we say amongst each other he would get really upset.

I hear the shower shut off. I knew now I only had a few more hours until the visit was going to occur. I tried not to think of it too much but I was so happy. Alice was like a sister to me. Since I was the only child I never knew what it was like to have sisters nor brothers, but the Cullen's changed that the minute I walked in the door of their supernatural life. Alice and Esme always treated me good although, I never really spoke to rose. Emmett was like a big strong teddy bear. Jasper was just always serious and to tell you the truth, I was still kind of scared of him but I forgave him for the birthday party situation. Carlisle was like a cooler version of my father. I think it was because he was so young, or old, whichever way you want to put it.

"Babe?" I heard Jacob saying but didn't come back into reality until ten seconds later. "Bells, I'm leaving and won't be back 'til three." He raised his voice but wasn't screaming yet.

"Okay."

He gave me a quick peck and walked out the door. I hated these hours alone. It was so hard but I wouldn't tell any one that.

All day was filled with crying and changing diapers. Don't even get me started on how many times I had to feed Sara, that girl had an appetite like a lion, just like her father. I was getting jealous that she inherited everything from Jacob and nothing from me except her eyes. I never had a break. Once I got her to calm down and put her in her crib she would start crying for a totally different reason. When it hit one I knew Jacob would be home in a couple of hours and set Sara down for her nap. I laid down on the couch and drifted off to sleep myself.

My pleasant sleep was overruled bye the horrible cries from Sara. I couldn't understand how weak her lungs once were and now, only a month later, they were so strong. Her cries could probably break a glass if it were a tad bit louder.

I looked at the time, two oh seven p.m. Great. Just one more hour.

I picked Sara up and placed her on the bed to change her soiled diaper. Disgusting. That's all I could say to myself but I didn't mind doing this because I was her mother and this was my job. I loved her so much.

After that I brought her into the living room and dressed her, I pulled on pair of jeans and a shirt and went back into the living room to spend time with my daughter. I wouldn't see her until later on tonight. I put the TV on and held her in my arms until Jacob came home.

The door swung open around three ten. Stupid boy, he was late.

"I know, I know, I'm late but I think I said around three so don't even say anything." Damn this boy knew me so well.

He really did say at but I let this one slide.

We walked out the door a few minutes later and drove off to Sue's house. We dropped Sara off and made sure everything was settled in before we left for the drive to the Cullen's. I haven't been on this road in so long, it made me sort of nervous. Jacob didn't say anything to me during the whole ride there; I guess he was still mad at me for forcing him to take me on this visit. Well, he can't deny me anyway.

We reached the clearing that leads to the big white mansion and Jacob parked the car a few feet from the door. He turned the engine off and immediately scrunched his nose from the smell. Apparently, it always smelled bad around here. He blamed it on the vampires but I personally thought they smelled divine. I hoped this wasn't too much for him though.

I got out of the car and started towards the front door. My heart started pounding faster and faster. All of a sudden I felt Jacob wrap his massive warm arm around my waist and simple feeling of his touch calmed me down.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. Its you I'm more worried about." I let out a sigh.

"Let's just get this over with."

He pulled me up to the door and knocked twice. I was surprised to see who actually opened it. I heard Jacob growl under his breath and another snarl coming from the door. I looked up and met eyes with Edward.

"Come in." he said with a fake smile on his face.

We walked in the house and Alice came twirling over to me and gave me a bone crushing hug. I had to tell her to let go so I could breathe. She led me to the living room and offered me something to drink. I kindly said no and she started asking me so many questions to catch up.

"There's just one question I wanted to ask Jacob though. Well not really a question, more of an accusation." She looked at him and smiled even though o knew it was hard for her to do.

"What do you want to know?"

"Why can't I freaking see you?" she pouted. "I've tried so hard to see your future. I even searched for you through your father. I can see him but I just can't see you. It was so much easier when we first left but now it's impossible. I'm blind! I can't even see Bella. It's like it's contagious. I thought I was loosing her, but then when I seen her that day alone in the house, with a baby… I knew it was you. You made me blur out."

"Um… okay, I don't know where you're going with this." he sounded annoyed and I didn't want him to lose his temper because he might phase right here.

"Relax; there must be a simple explanation for all of this."

"Actually, I've been looking some tuff up on the internet." Carlisle interrupted. "There's a species called shape-shifters. Their futures are vague to people like Alice. We think you might be one of those creatures." I sighed.

If only they knew what he really was.

Jacob laughed and looked at Edward who immediately engaged in the laughter also. I knew he was in his mind and I wanted to know what the fuck was going on.

"What!?" we all asked in unison.

"He says he's a werewolf." Edward laughed again and this time his family joined in.

"I am!" now he was angry. I grabbed his trembling hand and gave it a light squeeze and felt him relax next to me. "Unless you know something I don't." it was more of a question.

"We know werewolves and you are not one of them, sorry but they do not smell this bad. Plus they can only change during a full moon while you have the free will to do it whenever you want to." Carlisle spilled his knowledge yet again.

"Sure. Sure." He grinned. "So is that why Tinkie can't see me?"

"I guess so. And its really annoying. You made me miss everything. I didn't even know you guys had a baby until a few days ago."

I looked around the room to see everyone staring at me. Even Jacob was looking but his stares were full of comfort and love. I smiled all my feelings away.

"But is Jacob really the reason you couldn't see me? What about when I'm away from him, why couldn't you see me them?"

"I don't have a solid answer but we think it had something to do with the pregnancy. You see, beside the time where Alice actually got a hold on your future, and you were either pregnant of with him. That was time he went back to school and you were finally alone. It was still a little foggy but we think that's due to the child's genes." Doctors will be doctors, human or not.

A laugh escaped my throat.

"What's so funny Bella?" Jasper asked.

That was a surprise. Even though its been years from the accident, you could tell that jasper was the one who felt worst than the everyone. But he was the first one to talk to me seriously.

"I had a baby! And you come back to figure out what's wrong with me? I always knew I was messed up somehow but why venture back to figure out for yourself? This is all just so funny. Half of this family hasn't even spoken to me directly. What's wrong with everyone? You act like you're speaking to a ghost."

Alice got up and pulled me to the side for a little "chat".

"What's wrong with you Bella?"

"You guys left me. Jacob was here. I love him. And I'm sorry if I'm hurting anyone by being here but you guys are still my family. There nothing wrong."

"We're trying to find out what's wrong!" that was the first time alice had ever screamed at me.

"Stop!" I screamed back. "Stop trying to figure it out and just forget it. Can't we just live with what we have? This ain't a game! Just forget it and live, for however long you have to."

"I know. I'm sorry. Okay, no more explanations." She giggled. "But can I ask you a question?" she got serious and she didn't even let me answer. "do you ever think about being one of us still?"

WHAT!!?? BEING WHAT??

"What? Why?"

"Bella we have to talk about something. Its one of the main reason I tried so hard to find you. And one of the main reasons why we're here now. Come sit down. Edward will explain everything.

I went over to the huge lounge and plopped myself down on Jacobs lap. I turned to Edward and smiled but didn't get one back.

"The Volturi are coming soon." Was all he said. No explanations or further comments.

"Okay?"

"The Volturi are like the kings of our kind. They enforce the one law that we have and take care of any one who doesn't follow it. Apparently, we've broken it." Esme's soft voice added.

"Word, and we aint even do anything. Bella's like our sister and besides if it wasn't for her being so nosey we wouldn't be in this mess, she would've never known. She figured it out on her own." He smirked over to me and shrugged his shoulders. Esme smacked him on the back of his head and he apologized to me. I laughed in my head but kept a serious face.

"What the hell is going on?"

"Jake I think that's a question I should ask. What the hell is going on?" I repeated.

"These stupid ass faggots want to pay a visit while they have a chance and we're here. They're all gay and probably just want to see all the guys." He looked around to his brothers and laughed. Esme didn't even touch him this time she just gave him a very stern look and he pouted but continued seriously. "I swear if they hurt you or even think about it I could take them all down."

"Tell me everything please."

"Bella this is going to be long. Come to my den, I'll explain everything to you. Jacob, you can either stay here if you want of leave if you don't feel comfortable."

I got up and walked with Carlisle. What's going on? I don't know but I'm going to find out. I took a deep breath and opened the door.

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