A/N Okay hope I didn't make you wait too long.
Tiggrmommi thank you and I do not own!
"That sounds wonderful Edward," he stood up and then helped me up from the seat. He placed a hand on the small of my back and guided me to the elevators.
We said nothing as we got inside and he pressed the button for his floor. His hand rubbed small circles on my back and I leaned against him. I closed my eyes and just savored the scent of him in the air and the feel of him against me. I never wanted to forget any detail of this trip and especially him. When the telltale ding sounded I opened up my eyes and followed him down the hall to his room. He opened up the door for me and led me over to the couch. He took my sweater from my hands and hung it up by the door. He placed the flowers on the table by the couch. Looking around his room seemed identical to mine. I could see the bedroom door opened and I was surprised to see only a single king sized bed.
"Do you and Alice share a bed?" The words were out before I could think about it.
"No," he laughed. "Alice snores horribly and so unless it is absolutely necessary my parents usually get us our own rooms when we travel." Oh, so we were alone without any interruptions. I wasn't sure if that made me feel better or more nervous.
He pulled a silver lid off a plate had been sitting on the table in front of me. I hadn't even noticed it but there were assorted cheeses and fruits contained on it. He picked up a rather large strawberry and held it to my lips. I took a bite and felt some of the juice escape down the side of my mouth. He put the strawberry down and leaned forward and licked the juice away from my face. I had stopped breathing and closed my eyes the second he had placed his tongue against my face and forced them open when he stopped. His face was hovering over mine and when my eyes met his he began to kiss me.
We had kissed often throughout the past few days but never like this. He pressed his body against me while his tongue traced every inch of my mouth. I put my hands in his hair wanting him closer to me, needing to feel him against me. I fell back into the couch and he was on top of me instantly. My hands moved along his back trying to pull his body against me. I felt him shift us to our sides and although the pressure of his body disappeared it did give him better access to me. His hand roamed up and down lingering at my breast before moving down my leg. When he reached my thigh he pulled my leg so that was hitched over his thigh. I began to move my body against his, needing the friction. I was moving strictly on instinct as I had never been in this kind of situation before.
He appeared to be enjoying it though so I just let myself go. I moved my hands so that I could explore him the same way he was exploring me. When I caressed his backside he moaned into my mouth and then pulled away from me. I was shocked and wondered if I had done something wrong. Immediately I hid my face in his chest and closed my eyes.
"Bella, look at me please," I ignored him and so he used his hands to cup my face and pull it away from his chest. His breathing was ragged and I could feel his accelerated heart beat against my chest. "Bella please open your eyes." Reluctantly I complied and was shocked to notice that his green eyes were darker, his hair was standing up all over the place and he looked about as flustered as I did. "Bella, oh Bella," he placed small kisses on my forehead, my nose, my eyes. "I'm sorry things were getting quickly out of hand there. I promised you that I was only bringing you up here for dinner and then I attacked you. I can't seem to control myself where you are concerned though. Are you ready for dinner? I would understand if you were upset and wanted to leave though," his eyes looked down and it was time for me to comfort him now.
"Edward," I placed my hands in similar locations as his and pulled his head close to mine. "Did you hear me complaining? I have never felt this way in my entire life but I want more. I'm not going anywhere and I really am not hungry for food," I'm not sure where this confidence came from but the last thing I wanted right now was for him to stop. I moved my lips back to his and kissed him with all the passion and desire that I was feeling. He groaned into my mouth and his body began moving against mine again. It was obvious where this was leading and it was do or die time. I had a decision to make and time was running out. I pulled away from him and he moaned in protest.
"Edward," he was trying to get me to kiss him again and I had to push him away. "Edward," he looked frustrated as he looked up at me. "Perhaps we should move to the bedroom, there is more room in there," he was off the couch and lifting me up in no time at all. He placed me gently on the bed and stood over me. His eyes took in every inch of my body followed by his hands.
"May I," he asked as his hands reached the zipper on the side of my dress. I nodded trying to appear calm and cool even though I felt anything but. He unzipped it slowly and kissed the skin as it was exposed. When I was capable again I stood up and pulled the dress over my head. He took a harsh breath in as he watched me. I stood there in front of him in only my bra and panties and yet I didn't feel exposed. It all felt right to me. He came to me and the feel of his hands against my bare back made me moan. He looked at me questioningly before removing my bra. I just nodded and soon that fell to the ground with my dress. As his hands rubbed and caressed me I began to feel severely overdressed. I reached for his t-shirt and he pulled away from me long enough to help me pull it over his head. He moved closer to me again and our bare chests rubbed together. My nipples hardened at the contact and he pulled away and moved his lips from my mouth down my neck to my chest. When his tongue made contact I jumped at the sensation. He moved his hands to my butt and pulled me closer to him while his tongue explored. I was writhing against him losing myself to the sensation of it all.
"I don't think I can stand much longer," it came out strangled and garbled but he understood. Without removing his mouth he wrapped his arms around me and laid me down on the bed.
"Much better," he stood over me once again but it wasn't long this time. He used his tongue and explored my body. Licking down one side and up the other. I was a mess, my entire body felt like it was on fire and then I could feel the heat of his breath against my panties. Sensations that I had never felt before rushed though me. He let out one deep breath against me and the heat of it made my hips buck up into him. He placed a gentle kiss on top of my panties and moved back up until he found my lips again. He stood up and I could feel the cool air against my skin. I opened my eyes to see what had happened.
He was removing his shoes and when his fingers moved to the button on his pants I stopped him.
"Let me," I whispered. I slowly unbuttoned the jeans and then moved the zipper down. Moving my hands inside the pants I pushed them down his legs being sure to leave his boxers on. Just looking at him standing there in only his underwear all I could think of was perfection. His abs were defined and his stomach ended in a v at the waistband of his boxers. He kicked them off at his feet and we stood there standing there facing each other in our underwear. I knew I had to be honest with him if we were going to go any further.
"Edward I've never," he stopped me by placing a finger over my lips.
"I've never either. I've fooled around before but I've never actually had sex. If you don't want to I understand," it seemed like a rather foolish thing to say as we were both standing there in only our underwear and it was obvious even to someone as inexperienced as me that he was extremely turned on.
"I've never wanted anything more in my life," those words barely left my mouth and we were back on the bed. Our bodies were grinding against each other as we kissed each other frantically. "Do you have any protection?" I managed to get out at some point when we took a break for air. I cursed myself for not taking my mother up on her offer. Actually there is no way I would have asked her even if I had known this was going to happen. I could only imagine the questions that I would have gotten.
"Yes," he got out of the bed and fumbled in his pants and pulled something out of his wallet. He hesitated before he got back into bed with the waistband of his boxers. I sat up and moved to the edge of the bed helping him to move them off his body. I tried to not look too hard at his massive erection that was now at eye level. I didn't want to think about how that would fit into me. He pulled me off the bed and pulled the covers back. We began kissing each other again and his hands moved to the elastic band of my panties. I moved my hand on top of his and started pulling down to let him know that it was okay. We stood there in front of each other naked. The light in the room was rapidly fading but there was enough to see the outline of his body against mine. We began to kiss again and I could feel the hardness of his erection pressed into my stomach. Without thinking I reached between us and wrapped my fingers around him. He groaned and placed his hand over mine.
"You might want to stop. I don't think I can handle that right now," he entwined my fingers through his and moved us backwards until my knees were at the bed. I sat down and then moved under the covers. He was under them with me in less than a second. We faced each other sideways again and after a moment's hesitation our hands were all over each other again. Our kisses grew deeper as our bodies rubbed back and forth against each other. He moved my leg over his thigh again and his fingers moved down my body until they reached where my legs joined. He waited a moment to see if I would stop him before he began exploring me with his fingers. I stopped kissing him because I could no longer breathe. His fingers moved back and forth against my folds. I could feel him using my moisture to make it easier for him to move. When his fingers found my clit I moaned his name and immediately tried to close my legs.
"Let me make you feel good Bella. Please don't stop me," he began kissing me again while his fingers began moving again. His fingers moved faster and faster and I dropped my head against his neck unable to focus on anything other than the fire building within me. I was panting and moving myself against his fingers. I moaned his name over and over again begging for something that only he could give me.
Suddenly my muscles clenched and I could feel nothing but the intense pleasure flowing through me. It was a sensation unlike anything I had ever felt before. I couldn't even focus enough to moan his name. He smiled at me as stopped moving his fingers. He began kissing me again and I just laid there savoring the sensation that was slowly leaving my body.
"That was," I couldn't even think of a word to properly describe what I had just felt.
"It was amazing to watch," he reached for the little foil package that he had put on the table next to the bed. "Do you think that you are ready?" It was obvious that he was but he wasn't pressuring me at all.
"Yes," I pushed him back and began kissing his chest, his neck, his arms before moving down to his stomach. I looked at his erection that was throbbing slightly in front of me. I kissed the tip gently and he gasped and pulled me back up his body. "Yes, I'm ready."
He ripped the package open and pushed the condom down around him. I laid down on my back and held out my arms to him. He positioned himself over me and I could feel his tip pressed against me. Very slowly he began to push his way inside me. A burning sensation followed behind him as moved deeper within me. I tried to focus on something else so I looked up at him. His jaw was clenched and his eyes were closed.
"Oh Bella, oh god Bella," he moaned this repeatedly as he began to move back and forth. The burning sensation lessened slightly as he continued to move within me. I wouldn't call it pleasurable but it was slightly less than painful. I watched his face to focus on something other than the discomfort.
"Oooo….oooo…ooo," he couldn't even form words anymore as his pace quickened. He stopped moving and I could see his body clench for a moment before he collapsed on top of me. "Thank you, thank you," he whispered over and over again as he kissed me. "That was the most amazing thing I have ever felt."
I smiled up at him and watched as he pulled out of me. The sense of relief was immediate but I didn't say anything to damper his enjoyment. I saw him pull off the condom and put it in the trash bag by the bed.
"I'm sorry, I could tell it was painful for you," he rubbed my face gently.
"It was fine. I don't think that it feels good for any woman the first time," he looked perplexed and then smiled at me.
"I promise that next time it will be better," so he was already planning a next time. "For now let's get up and eat something. I did promise you dinner after all." He walked around the room and pulled his boxers back on before going to the closet and pulling out a robe for me. He helped me out of bed and placed it on my shoulders.
"I'm going to call room service and tell them to send up our order," he kissed my shoulder and moved to the other room. I went into the bathroom and washed up. I was a little sore but it wasn't anything too extreme. I found him standing on the balcony with just his jeans on. I came and wrapped my arms around him and he leaned back against me.
"The food will be here in just a little while."
I looked out over the view that I hadn't even bothered to notice earlier.
"Are you okay? I didn't want to hurt you," he turned to face me and the concern was evident in his eyes.
"I've never been better. I can honestly say that I have never been happier than I am right now," he looked like he wasn't sure whether or not to believe me before he just nodded and wrapped his arms around me.
We stood there like that, neither of us saying a word until our food arrived.
Thank you again to everyone reading this! Hope you enjoyed.
Jaime
