Disclaimer-J.K. Rowling owns Harry Potter and all its characters and plot.

Rating-K+ for talk on death

Dedication-To all my friends who obsess with Harry Potter as much as me

AN-This is Dumbledore as he is in the bathroom at Slughorn's. This chapter is more for the movie than the book.

Am I Ready?

Chapter3- Sewing Magazines

I love sewing magazines. They calm me down. When I look at Slughorn I need calming down. I look into his eyes and shiver. He tears me apart.

Looking at him I feel I am not ready. He reminds me of when I was a teacher, and how much I have to offer to the youth.

I look at him and I remember when I was younger, just graduating Hogwarts. That's when I feel that I deserve to die.

I look into his eyes, they are mirrors to youth and ask AM I READY? Sighing I, look at crochet patterns.