I got home and went to my room. I sat in the corner and just rocked back and forth, for god only knows how long. Bella came in once, and sat next to me, telling me a story about how Edward had left her, when she was still human, and how much it hurt her. I just listened, and when she finished, I put my head on her shoulder and started dry sobbing. Bella held me, and muttered how it was going to be okay. I stopped after a while.
"Thanks Bella. Really." I said, and hugged her. She hugged me back.
"No problem Meghan." She left after that. I got up and went outside. I took off and hunted for a while. I came back and helped Esme in the garden, when we finished, I went inside and played with Renesmee, who, surprisingly enough, liked me. Nessie liked it when I messed around with what she was feeling, so we did that for a while, and by the time she got bored of it, Everyone else (except Jasper) was all frazzled. Jasper laughed and we both got everyone calmed down. Nessie passed out soon after. Bella and Edward said good night and left. Carlisle wasn't home, because he was working the night shift at the hospital. Emmett and Jasper were playing video games, and Alice, Esme and Rose were doing various other things. I lay down on the couch and absent-mindedly wondered what was up with the old blood stain. We all froze as we heard a knock at the door. I got up to get it, because I looked the most like I had been sleeping.
"Hello?" I said, looking outside.
"Meghan?" I froze in complete shock.
"W…what are you doing here!?" I said.
"What are you doing alive?"
"What do you mean?" I asked, still shocked.
"I found…I found ashes, in the forest. And your scent…"
"I killed Nathaniel." I shrugged, defenses going up. He pulled me outside.
"What do you mean, you killed him?" He asked. I replayed everything in my head. But I skipped the part about me having an emotional breakdown. "Oh." He said. I chuckled.
"Follow me." I ran, leading him to the field where Edward took Bella sometimes.
"Okay. I told you everything. Now you tell me what you're doing back." I said, folding myself on the ground. He sat next to me.
"God, Meghan, I didn't think I'd miss you this much." He said. I snorted.
"Yeah, it hasn't been a walk in the park for me either."
"Meghan…."
"Well, you've seen that I'm alive, why don't you just go?" I said, getting up.
"No, Meghan…." He began. I cut him off.
"I don't even get why you came, I mean, why would you care? You left, so you probably don't give a shit about my feelings, right? Of course, because you left because of your selfish reasons!" My voice was slowly climbing to a yell. He winced. "Oh, don't give me that!" I said, cussing him out in my head.
"Please, Meghan, just listen." He said. I shook my head.
"No, you listen. I have been here, trying to act happy, while I was a fucking wreck, wondering what I did wrong, going to see if I could find you, and then I run into my dead ex-fiancée, then I have to kill him, because he's telling me all this shit like, that you wouldn't have let me kill him, and then I come home have an actual emotional breakdown, and then you show up! Why the hell should I listen to you?"
"Meghan. You honestly think it was easy from me?! I've been gone for a year. And every second I've been gone, I was worrying about you. Then I come across his ashes with your scent all over and I sprint here! I thought I'd lost you Megs, and I was ready to go and kill myself! Your just lucky I came here first!" He yelled.
"I'm lucky?! How am I lucky!? All your gonna do now is leave me again and never come back, then I will kill myself!" I yelled back. Some part of me knew that I was about to break, and I had to get out of there, fast. Or I was gonna break, and it wasn't gonna be pretty at all.