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Chapter 10 Feeding

"Bella! I saw you run to your truck and I just came over to see… Woah," Mike paused. "What happened to your eyes?"

I was battling internally against myself to keep myself in the car and not jump him when he mentioned my eyes. Shit I thought. I froze and looked up into his face.

He really wasn't that unattractive – for a human anyway. He had obviously paled in comparison to Edw… him, but now that I wasn't comparing him to a self-absorbed demi-god, he was really quite fine. Some quickly shrinking part of my mind tried to remind me that he was annoying and currently dating someone and that I hadn't even been attracted to him before I met.. him. But my physical hunger quickly squashed those thoughts.

And that ringing in my ears! It was like the noise was shouting at me to take him, to use him.

"Oh, they're new contacts. Do you like them?" I forced out through gritted teeth. I strained against the seatbelt but I kept myself sitting because I knew that normal Bella would not be happy if I were to do… well… whatever it is my body wants me to do to him. I actually have no idea what using him meant and I'm not sure I wanted to find out.

But it would seem that Mike wasn't going to help me with that resolve. His face was quickly become similar to the ones I encountered in class. His eyes went blank while his expression was a sickening mix of hope, a desire to please, and sexual want.

I was absolutely certain that if I asked him to, he would become my slave forever.

That thought brought me out of my funk and fell back deeper inside the car.

"Mike, what is wrong with me?" I whispered, knowing he would have no answer. I was pretty sure he couldn't even speak if he wanted to.

To my surprise he responded. "There is nothing wrong with you Bella. You are the most beautiful person in the world and I would do anything for you. If someone said you had something wrong with you, I would kill them."

My mouth gaped open in awe.

"Have I said something wrong?" he continued. "I apologize for any offense. I would never mean to hurt you."

"No.. no," I babbled. "And while I appreciate the sentiment, please don't kill anyone for me. Why are you offering to do that anyway? You never seemed like the murderous type before Mike…" I needed answers and maybe this baby-faced kid could help me figure them out.

"I would do anything you want me to and I would be any type you want me to be." He said simply. "Shall I help you feed now?" he added.

"That's kind of creepy Mi… wait what?" I sat up in a flash. He knew about the hunger in me, but how?

"Shall I help you feed now?" He repeated, not looking frustrated with my lack of understanding. He just repeated his question like a parrot.

At this point, I needed to get out of my truck and realized that to continue this conversation, we needed privacy. I quickly stepped out and grabbed Mike's hand and led him to the forest surrounding the school.

"So how exactly would you help me feed?" I asked cautiously.

Mike smiled a disturbingly satisfied smile and said, "Like this…"

He walked towards me and started unbuttoning his shirt. I was too shocked by his directness to even stop him. He quickly removed the shirt and started on his jeans when I finally found my voice.

"Woah, Mike what are you doing?" I was pretty sure my voice was starting to sound hysterical but it soon became drowned out by the buzzing that reappeared with a full onslaught at the sight of his pale skin in the dappled sunlight showing through the trees.

"I'm feeding you Bella," he stated as his jeans slid to the soft forest floor. He was standing in front of me in only his boxers and I was seeing much more of Mike Newton than I had ever wanted too.

But as disgusted as I should have been, my hunger increased with the more skin that showed. The buzzing in my ears and head became completely overpowering until I couldn't resist it anymore. I let go to the buzzing and watched almost as an observer as my body jumped on Mike's and pushed him to the ground.

I felt myself push my jacket off, then wriggle out of my pants. Then I felt a small tingling sensation pouring off of his body. It hit my skin like a soft breeze, not powerful enough to blast me away, but just enough to raise the hair on my arms. I felt my nipples tighten and gasped at the sharpness of the feeling.

I looked back at Mike to see if he was ok, but he was still just smiling up at me, encouraging me to continue. I had no idea what I was supposed to continue with, but it seemed my body knew.

I maneuvered myself so that I was straddling him and had him pull down his boxers while I slipped off my panties. Then I mounted him and slowly lowered myself onto his incredible hard sex.

Now Renee had always told me – without my asking by the way – that when a woman has sex, some foreplay is usually needed to "loosen things up" as she put it. "You can't just pop a pie in the oven without preheating it first" she would add as if to clarify.

Well it would seem that my "oven" was in no need of preheating.

As I raised and lowered myself on him, I felt that tingling sensation grow but now it seemed like my body caught it all instead of it being blown in my general direction. It grew and grew until I realized where I had felt this before: the dream.

The same energy had been pouring off the unidentified man I made love to in my dream. The similarity didn't stop there; as Mike was driven closer and closer to his release, I could suddenly see the energy in Mike. It was a growing red ball that gave off vibrations as it grew bigger and bigger.

I growled: I wanted that ball.

I increased my tempo until we were moving faster than I ever imagined myself moving. Finally the ball grew as big as it could and it released into me at the same time Mike did. My head was thrown backwards as I was filled both physically and metaphysically. Mike's body was wrenched with tremors as his energy and ejaculation rushed into me.

When the tremors stopped and my body had taken in all that it could, I looked down satisfied at a passed out Mike Newton. I stared at his used form and as my breathing slowed, my terror grew.

What the hell had I done? I frantically shook him because I couldn't tell if he was even alive

When I got no reaction from him I stopped and put my ear to his chest. I sighed thankfully when I heard a faint heartbeat. I sat up on him again and gathered my will. Then I slapped him decisively across the cheek.

That worked.

His eyes fluttered open and while I expected him to complain about me slapping him, his hand instead went to his cheek and he acted like the stinging in his face was a gift from me.

It creeped me out enough to make me realize that I was still half naked straddling Mike Newton in the woods right outside of school. I jumped off him and scoured the pine needles on the ground for my panties. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I twirled around to find him holding them in his hands.

I snatched them away and put them back on, then felt bad about my rudeness and said a small thank you to his beaming face.

Once I was once again fully clothed and trying to wipe my mind clean of the incident that had just occurred, I walked back out of the forest and into the parking lot, not even bothering to see if Mike was following me or not.

At least not until I heard the thump. I whipped around to see that Mike had collapsed on the ground and was breathing heavily. I back to him and raised his head in my lap.

"Oh my God! Are you ok?" I asked.

"I am just tired from your feeding of course Bella," he said with a weary smile looking straight into my eyes.

I cringed and helped him get back up. I also walked him back over to the nurse and told her he had low blood sugar. I then ran back to my truck and quickly locked myself in.

I was totally freaked out, but as my shock faded, I realized I had enough energy to run a marathon with some left over. I was actually pumped full of oomph that I felt more hyper than the time two weeks ago when Jake had dared me to drink a 6 pack of Red Bull.

Shit. Jake. The pack!

What was I going to tell the pack?

So here's chapter 10 for you. Hope you liked it. Let me know how you feel about these changes happening to Bella. I gotta say I'm pretty excited to see how it turns out myself haha. Have a wonderful vday and for my American readers President's day and for my Chinese readers Happy New Year!

Alicat